This morning I'm traveling through Hangover City - but it was well worth it as I had a GREAT time at the Xbiz Awards last night.
I'm sorry to all for missing my live show on the CAMZ.com network today (free for Club Monica members) - I overslept.
Last night's event was probably the last adult industry event that I'll attend. I had lots of fun, but I'm moving into another phase of life now. Though I've bitched and moaned about all sorts of aspects relating to the adult entertainment industry (bitching and moaning tends to simply be a part of my nature), I've really had a GREAT time being a part of the porn world. In fact I've had the time of my life.
Being a part of the porn industry allowed me to follow a long time dream of mine to move out to Hollywood, California. The porn world has helped me to explore my sexuality to an extent that really opened my eyes to a side of myself that I didn't know existed. It's also connected me with some really awesome individuals that otherwise I never would have met.
February 9th, 2010 "Not the Cosbys 2 XXX" was released (it's in stores now), and I've decided to let that be my final adult movie performance. I feel that it's best to end things on a good note, and I couldn't ask for a better way to officially end my career as a "working pornstar" than to close my career via that particular feature (yes I'll still be on webcam though). A big thanks to All Media Play / Sitcumz for having cast me in the part of "Claire".
Yes, I still have plans to launch my own adult content studio/label this year, but I've decided I won't be performing sexually in any of the adult movie projects I produce. I feel like it's about time I develop and move on into other areas of my life.
I've been very lucky to have been able to follow the path that I have. Porn Valley really helped me build up the "Monica Foster" brand to where I wanted it to be (I don't think it wanted to, but it did) - actually a bit beyond - and now I'm fortunate enough to be able to go forward with my many little ventures and projects independently.
As I move on and develop my other projects and ventures (especially over the next few months) - both adult industry related and non-adult industry related - I feel good about where I've been, where I'm at and where I'm going. Doing porn out here in Cali was an interesting stop on what I anticipate to be a long life path.
I've had a really good time as a pornstar, but I also have a really good sense of timing.
Thanks to all of you who replied here to this blog with compliments and well wishes. Ya'll can keep up with what I'm doing here on this blog, my myspace page and on MonicaF.com