Why the webcast Foxx And Foster has reached it's end

Considering how it appears to be of interest to the adult and pornographic industry community as to why the webcast venture Foxx And Foster reached it's end, I've decided to share the following.

I've known Diana Grandmaison (fka pornstar Desi Foxx) for many years (since 2008).  I initially met her and her daughter (known as Elle Foxx) shortly after I began working as an adult actress in Los Angeles, California. All three of us at the time were represented by veteran porn agent Brian of GiirlzInc (who today has an agency called AMA modeling).

The afternoon of August 2, 2016, after I'd posted a piece on AdultFYI.net in regards to nude erotic photographs of Melania Trump (Presidential candidate Donald Trump's wife) obtained by the New York Post I decided to investigate the story further to learn more about the "French photographer" who took the photos.  Upon learning that there's far more to the history of the photographer than the New York Post opted to disclose, I contacted him - then decided to tell Diana about the situation via text message.

About an hour later, Diana texted me back in regards to her feelings about my "going after" Donald Trump.  From her perspective Donald Trump signing a pledge to fight online pornography would "take down our enemies". Diana initially was not a Donald Trump supporter, but over the past few months, her support for him has escalated. I felt however (and continue to feel), she has a right to her political views...just as I do.

I explained to her that from my perspective Donald Trump is dishonest and will do and say whatever he and his team feel is necessary to gain media attention, support and win the Presidency.  It's always bothered me extensively that Trump is closely connected to the pedophile Jeffrey Epstein and Diana was well aware of my concern.

Diana went on to text me that from her perspective this is not just politics. She specifically texted to me "This is God versus Satan and you know it. To help the Democrats is to help domestic terrorism against our nation to steal children.". Now, that was a statement I highly disagree with considering that both Republicans and Democrats alike have been attached to crimes against children over the years. In addition I know for a fact that the Libertarian party has been highly linked to pedophilia as well (as my research on the adult entertainment industry reflects).

I texted Diana back and told her that though I respect her perspective, I don't agree and I suggested that she contact me later if she liked.

Diana then texted me again and said the following "No thanks! This isn't the first time you've crossed boundaries to do what you want instead of what's right. I always come out looking bad when you do. We can keep this quiet and leave everything with videos as is or take down. Let me know. i'm over it and ready to move forward with the facts we know, not my emotions and prejudices. It's just the World! No biggie!"

I responded with the following, "I'm not taking anything down and I'm not arguing with you. I'm also not going to agree with you. if you want to part ways, its OK, but I think you need to sleep on it. Again, for now I'm going to pretend you never sent me these texts because someone who's my friend wouldn't have said to me what you just did. G'nite"

Diana then sent me these final words, "Look, you act like this is easy for me. Believe me when I say it's not I'm slept on it for weeks now I was a Democrat my whole life as well so that's not easy for me either. Facts are facts though and this is both domestic and international terrorism going on big time. You can do and feel whatever you want but we can't be friends when you're actively helping the known enemy. Plain and simple. We both have choices and sometimes it's not the easy choice we have to make. You're choosing to help people who are removing God from our world. I choose God! That makes us enemies whether we like or not. Good luck!"

After those final words I decided not to ever text, call or contact Diana again.  Not just due to this particular instance, but due to a few other elements I've turned a blind eye to and chalked up to her simply not knowing any better over the years.

I take my relationship with God and Jesus Christ very seriously and I try my best to live a good life nowadays.  In the past I've made the mistake of overly judging others, being unfair and thinking that what I feel is correct is what God feels is correct.  However the further I delve into my religious studies, the more I've come to realize that God not only has a plan, but that there are necessary evils in this world as well - as it's the evils that often bring out the best within humanity.

Diana's texts also made me question, exactly WHO does she feel I make her look bad to? When it came to the webcast Foxx And Foster - it was I who came up with the entire concept (actually quite a few of her projects were my ideas).  Diana purchased the domain AFTER I came up with the name. It was her job to update the website with the new webisodes, but it was I who did all of the video recording, editing, graphics, and video uploading (which took many unpaid hours out of my days). I am the one who wrote, performed and produced the opening theme song. In addition, I led the discussions.  All Diana really ever had to do was call me on Skype on time. I actually encouraged her to learn how to video edit and create graphics so she could do shows on her own (which I hope she does to continue to her brand of activism).

I felt that Diana and I's differing political views at this stage would make for a far more interesting webcast - however I suppose from Diana's perspective (as many who have known her over the years are aware) it's her way or nothing. She likes to attempt to take a "leadership" position without always having the experience, knowledge or skills to do so.

The following day, though I was saddened, I decided to keep the situation to myself and go on with life - however upon tweeting my thoughts in regards to some political issues she opted to make the situation public herself. In fact, I was surprised and pretty hurt that Diana tweeted the following:

"For the record, I terminated partnership with Alexandra Mayers due to breaching source confidentiality & victim intimidation!"

"I will not be associated with someone who says they're anti porn activist yet attacks anti porn activists!" 

"Facebook Alex. You're a #hypocrite doesn't care about anyone or anything except yourself. Mad at me so attack @GOP. LAME!" 

"Like you promote #Prop60 yet slam the man who has made the entire campaign possible. You have slammed them all including me!" 

"You're a lost soul Alex. Go ask @HillaryClinton & @BarackObama for help. They've only ignored your plight for 8 yrs now!"

I didn't realize that I had to share her political views to feel that voting YES on prop 60 was a good idea in regards to protecting the workplace health and safety of adult actors and actresses. In addition, her comment in regards pornstar Serenity Haze was a tremendous slap in the face considering the efforts I took (with Diana's encouragement) to bring awareness to that particular situation - a situation that I feel the need to elaborate on...

When I first learned about the Serenity Haze alleged onset rape - I immediately felt that the alleged victim needed help, so I not only posted a "play by play" video about the behind the scenes footage I was privy to viewing (ironically it was the producer himself who allowed me to watch the footage)... I also did my best independently to contact organizations and law enforcement in regards to the issue - despite the fact that either Serenity (or someone else who may have been operating her twitter account posted some extremely derroagtory and racist remarks about Blacks / African Americans - referring to them as "niggers").

The individuals  I contacted in both the sex trafficking organizations and law enforcement felt that the situation should be investigated so I wrote full reports and provided my testimony. Law enforcement inquired if I could reach out to the girl known as Serenity Haze and have her contact them. After discussing the situation with Diana, I found Serenity's facebook account and contacted her via ONE private message and ONE post on her facebook wall.

Shortly after telling Diana I'd contacted Serenity and providing Diana with the phone number to the law enforcement officer Serenity should contact, Diana told me that Serenity had reached out to her and said that she'd received the information. However, also at that point Diana said that my ONE facebook wall post and ONE facebook private message to Serenity was "harassment".

I never "signed up" to be an activist nor did I ever sign on to any organization to attempt to help sex workers in need. Life just put me in certain situations to where I've done what I felt was the right thing to do - however after this Serenity Haze situation (which truth be told is extraordinarily questionable on a multitude of levels), I'm taking a step back.

I don't hate Diana Grandmaison and I'm disappointed that she feels my political views prevent us from being friends, but upon looking at this from a logical perspective, I know that parting ways for the final time is for the absolute best.  Diana has brought an extensive amount of stress into my life and I feel that at some point she needs to realize that she's not ALWAYS the victim and is not ALWAYS correct. One thing I know about true friendship, is that it survives differing opinions (regardless of what it's about).

I wish Diana the best in whatever it is she chooses to do, and perhaps if she wants to continue telling the truth about the pornographic industry, she should create a webcast titled "Foxx and Foxx" - with her daughter who she entered the pornographic industry with. I know for a fact that the intelligent and talented young woman once known as Elle Foxx has never left her mother's side, has made incredible personal sacrifices to ensure that her mother is OK and has quite the story to tell and perspective to share.

My continued work of course can be followed on www.AlexandraMayersLIVE.com - I know I'm far from perfect, but I'm also far from being evil or a lost soul. I actually feel (especially nowadays) that I'm a pretty decent person when it comes down to it.

Marvel Comics new character Riri Williams looks like me

...and from what I've read - she's a genius as well :)

A video blog update as to how I'm doing and a strange voicemail from a female porn professional named Kelli Roberts

In this video blog I discuss how I'm doing, why I purchased the domain Christian Pornstar, my music career, my upcoming video project (which will change the face of California politics, the California based pornographic industry & how the world views organized crime - namely sextrafficking - in the United States of America) and the type of person I am in my core.

New Foxx & Foster webisodes

Enjoy 7 new Foxx And Foster webisodes. Below is the most recent and the rest can be found in the May 2016 Foxx And Foster collection on MonicaAtHome.com

One of my favorite beaches with a re-edit of "Matthew 6:9"

I decided to put some video clips from one of my favorite beaches together with my song “Matthew 6:9” – enjoy :)

Matthew 6:9 – first song from my upcoming 2016 Christmas album

I will be releasing my first music album in time for Christmas of 2016 – here’s the first song from the album. It’s my version of The Lord’s Prayer and it’s titled ‘Matthew 6:9’. The song is far from perfect but it comes from my heart.

a situation and news item that really made me think...and talk

I didn't intend for this video to be as lengthy as it is, but I had a lot to say.

3 new videos that all include 2 of the 3 following "F" words: Foxx, Fire and Foster

I said what needed to be said in court before a hike through the Valley of Fire

I suppose the events that took place around 9am on May 31, 2016 have been in the works for several years.  Before the Honorable Judge Rob Bare in room 3C of the Las Vegas Clark County court house located at 200 Lewis Ave - I, Alexandra Mayers, represented and defended myself in Civil Case A-14-699072-C

As of June 4, 2016 the Judge's ruling for case A-14-699072-C is still PENDING.  It was explained in court that sometimes case rulings are decided in court immediately, but other times the rulings take a while...

Regardless of the outcome of this case - I've closed a major chapter of my life by saying what's needed to be said for a very long time in a court of law (and on official court record) about the presence of ORGANIZED CRIME and PEDOPHILIA in the pornographic industry (specifically attached to the porn industry's political face - the Free Speech Coalition).  As of May 31, 2016 the Clark County Judicial and Legal system is fully aware of the truth of the porn industry - which is nothing more but a modern day illegal slave system.

Civil case A-14-699072-C has felt like a perpetual runner's cramp since April of 2014.  As a long distance runner, I know quite well that the only way to rid yourself of an intense runner's cramp is to WALK IT OFF - so I did just that in Nevada's Valley Of Fire.

 

Foxx and Foster - CNN covers the truth of sex trafficking & porn in mainstream modeling

Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster and Diana fka Desi Foxx discuss CNN money's recent coverage of the the scams, debt bondage, sex trafficking and pornographic industry ties to the mainstream modeling agency.

Since mainstream Jamaican model Alexia Palmer has spoken out in regards to Trump Model Management (a modeling agency owned by Donald Trump), the mainstream media has begun to investigate the outrageous cost of being a model. Alexandra and Diana also question the true agenda and intent behind Calvin Klein's most recent "up skirt" themed ad campaign which features a model who is styled to look like a minor.

April 2016 Foxx and Foster bonus clips

Enjoy more Foxx and Foster on www.FoxxAndFoster.com

Foxx and Foster - April 2016 News Review & Commentary

Enjoy the April 2016 Foxx and Foster News review!

Foxx and Foster - March 2016 News Review & Commentary

I hope you all enjoy (and find informative) the March 2016 News Review and Commentary I produce monthly in collaboration with my friend Diana fka Desi Foxx.

So many things are not right with today's Presidential candidates...

Over the past couple of days, I did a little research on Donald Trump, Beverly Johnson, Bill Cosby, Ben Carson, Alexia Palmer, Peter Nygård and the issues surrounding H-1B immigration visas. This has got to be one of the worst political climates in history. I think the election needs to be called off all together…

Did Donald Trump ORDER Beverly Johnson to speak against Bill Cosby? What about Alexia Palmer?

Added 3 new videos to my Porn News Alert playlist. They are informative and educational.

The 3 most recent videos are titled:

• The truth of the reality of incest in the porn industry - an essay by historian Luke Ford
• Hugh Hefner's new Non-Nude Playboy may lead to an INCREASE of teen sextrafficking victims into porn
• ATTENTION BLACK PORNSTARS – RAISE YOUR F*CKING RATES! There is PROOF you are being RIPPED OFF!

My latest webcast with my best friend - Foxx and Foster - February 2016 News Review & Commentary

I hope you all enjoy it.

January 2016 News Review & Commentary

The irony of having spent time being known as Monica Foster

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Homeless since June of 2015 due to being stalked by criminals attached to the porn industry

Is pornstar JAMES DEEN really a RAPIST? Are Stoya's RAPE allegations against him TRUE?

Read more about this issue on PornNewsToday.com

Sunset Thomas: Ex-Pornstar & Ex-Legal Courtesan TELLS ALL – an exclusive http://www.MonicaAtHome.com Interview

Legendary multi-award winning ex-pornstar and ex-legal courtesan Diane aka Sunset Thomas TELLS ALL in this extensive and exclusive interview hosted by adult industry investigative blogger Alexandra aka Monica Foster.

This interview takes you on a detailed journey from Diane’s rise to fame as Sunset Thomas (a top-tier highly sought after pornstar), to her transition into the Nevada legal brothel system – a transition that forever changed the face of the Nevada legal brothel circuit and opened doors for multitudes of her porn industry peers.

Though Diane has suffered years of abuse and has been routinely terrorized by a multitude of predatory men who’ve managed to weasel their way into her life, her inner light has never dimmed. Diane’s courage and drive to regain a sense of safety, security and normalcy allowed her to persevere and escape the brothels (namely Dennis Hof) for good.

Diane aka Sunset Thomas has made it clear to the public that she’s made the decision to completely retire from the world of adult entertainment. In November of 2014, veteran journalist Ben Tinsley conducted a detailed interview with Diane in regards to her retirement and her desire to live a normal life with the man she loves. Tinsley revealed in his article that Diane has experienced extreme stalking and harassment which stems from Nevada brothel owner Dennis Hof.

In this interview, Diane shares frightening details of exactly Dennis Hof has done to her and her loved ones. Rather than Dennis Hof opting to respect Diane’s wishes to move forward in life in peace, it seems that the Moonlight Bunnyranch Nevada legal brothel owner has intensified his fixation upon Diane – and to this day continues to pursue her in effort to corral her back into the Nevada legal brothel system (a system of which she’d vowed never to return to).

To learn more about Diane aka Sunset Thomas’s journey – pre-order her book “The Naked Truth” on SunsetThomasStrip.com

Discussion videos for pages 09 – 16 of my coffee table book “Perfect For Porn”

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October 2015 News Review - Hosted by Monica Foster & Desi Foxx - Vivid, Dennis Hof, Lamar Odom, the Clintons & more!

As a Halloween treat, your favorite ex pornstars Alexandra aka Monica Foster and Diana fka Desi Foxx present an October 2015 news review!

This webcast focuses on the Vivid Entertainment rape allegations revolving around Bill Asher and Steve Hirsch, The frequency of famous pornstars with a history of being sexually molested in their youth, Ari Scott Bass aka Michael Whiteacre's habitually stalking and intimidation of targets who investigate & report the truth of the pornographic industry, The history, manipulation & abuse of prostitution victim Christina Parreira (aka Gabriella Stone aka Christina Page aka Goddess Vienna), The Lamar Odom situation circulating around Dennis Hof's Nevada , legal brothels, Ari Scott Bass aka Michael Whiteacre's direct link to Dennis Hof, Organized stalking, Diana fka Desi Foxx's latest website BunnyRanchInsider.com, Pornographer Mike Kulich's involvement in the herbal viagra product "Reload" which contributed to Lamar Odom's hospitalization after visiting Dennis Hof's Love Ranch, Axel Braun's strange decision to turn Peter Pan into a hardcore adult movie, Contract girl Riley Steele being advertised on Eros for "private" appointments, Joe Francis and his involvement in the careers of Kim Kardashian and Stefanie Morgan, and finally Roger Stone and Robert Morrow's latest book "The Clinton's War on Women" .

Desi Foxx & Monica Foster discuss The Clinton's War On Women book by Roger Stone & Robert Morrow

Diana fka Desi Foxx and Alexandra aka Monica Foster discuss Roger Stone & Robert Morrow's new book "The Clinton's War on Women".

In this preview for Diana and Alexandra's October 31st, 2015 webcast learn about how the exact same cyber bully and stalker, a man known as 'Redgoat', who stalked Diana is who stalked Anthony Weiner - husband to Huma (Hillary Clinton's assistant).

Another Monica Foster - Desi Foxx video October 31, 2015 webcast collaboration preview: Axel Braun - Porn Director or Peter Pan XXX pimp of Riley Steele on Eros?

Click here to read more about this on www.PornNewsToday.com

Alexandra aka Monica Foster and Diana fka Desi Foxx discuss Axel Braun, Riley Steele and their xxx Peter Pan Parody for the Wicked Pictures line of Fairy Tale themed hardcore adult movies.

Porn director Axel Braun initially seemed like a "good guy" considering how he claimed to only want to shoot talent over the age of 21 and his stance on mandatory condom usage in adult films, however as of late it appears as though he's turned to the "dark side" and lost his mind!

Axel Braun recently turned Walt Disney's children's classic Peter Pan - a fairy tale specifically about young children into an adult xxx hardcore porn parody for Wicked Pictures. In addition Axel Braun's contract star Riley Steele is being advertised on Eros - a well known prostitution and escorting website.

Does Axel Braun need to pay Riley Steele more money to keep her off the Eros website, or does her contract with Axel require her to be available on Eros to supplement Axel's income?

As of October 27th 2015 Axel Braun was asked this question on Reddit's Ask Me Anything, but he failed to provide a reply.

October 2015 Porn News Wrap Up Preview with Monica Foster & Desi Foxx

Get ready for the October 2015 Halloween Night Porn News Wrap-Up hosted by your favorite porn industry news experts, independent bloggers and commentators Alexandra aka Monica Foster and Diana fka Desi Foxx.

This upcoming webcast will focus on the Lamar Odom Moonlight Bunny Ranch Brothel scandal. Diana fka Desi Foxx, who once worked at Dennis Hof's establishment, will disclose juicy insider information about the Nevada brothel system that mainstream media doesn't dare to touch.

To learn more, visit Diana's latest project - BunnyRanchInsider.com for further information.

I began webcamming back in 2002 - take a look at me today...

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Perfect For Porn the book - pages 04 - 08 : A discussion on whether or not a career in pornography right for you?

ex pornstar Alexandra aka Monica Foster asks, "Are you plagued by Peter Pan syndrome? Do you take Viagra at the same pace of a garlic love who pops Tic Tacs?"

Alexandra explains that the majority of porn professionals are very immature psychologically and spiritually. In addition she explains how Viagra plays a huge role within the males of the porn industry and how it negatively affects them longterm.


ex pornstar Alexandra aka Monica Foster asks, "Will you be able to live the rest of your life knowing the majority of society will label you as a 'whore' (or a 'sexual predator' if you are a male)?"

Alexandra explains the the reality of entering the porn industry is that upon your exit (even if you've only shot one scene) many people will view you in a negative light for the remainder of your life, regardless of what you do in life afterwards. In otherwords, once you enter the porn industry - your past will haunt your for eternity.


ex pornstar Alexandra aka Monica Foster informs young men and women considering a career in pornography that "If you think wearing Gucci and Prada while living paycheck to paycheck is high class, then you are perfect for porn".

Alexandra explains that though there are tall tales of wealthy pornstars, the reality is that even if you intend to save money while working in porn most likely you won't be able to due to you being lied to about how many bookings you'll receive, unexpected expenses you'll have once you're in the porn industry and the pressure to keep up with the lifestyle your peers are living.


ex pornstar Alexandra aka Monica Foster asks, "Do you feel good about working in an industry that has a legal task force who's mission is to prevent you from using condoms during sex scenes (to protect yourself from STDs)?"

Alexandra explains about how the political face of the porn industry, the Free Speech Coalition, is actively working to prevent pornstars (the porn industry's work force) from being able to adequately protect themselves from deadly sexually transmitted diseases such as HIV (which can lead to AIDS). 

Alexandra further explains how most of today's pornographers routinely put profits above the health and safety of human lives. Alexandra concludes by making it known that unfortunately today's porn industry is primarily comprised of individuals attached to organized crime who are fraudulently labeling themselves as "porn professionals" rather than actual law abiding business owners.


ex pornstar Alexandra aka Monica Foster informs young men and women considering a career in pornography that "If you don't care about humiliating your family and many of your friends, then you are perfect for porn".

Alexandra explains that though the majority of society likes to consider themselves "open minded", in actuality society as a whole looks down upon pornstars (and sex workers in general). The image of the "successful pornstar who's accepted by mainstream society" (such as what Jenna Jameson was presented to be years ago) is not real.

Alexandra further explains that though she doesn't suggest that anyone become a sex worker, if someone were to seriously consider a career as a sex worker - they would be better off electing to work behind closed doors off camera (and only in locations where sex work activity is LEGAL). 

Alexandra concludes by explaining that regardless of how intelligent or talented you are, once you choose to participate in pornographic content, unfortunately everything you do thereafter is diminished in the eyes of today's society.

My coffee table book video series: Perfect For Porn - is a career in the porn industry or as a pornstar right for you?

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I built my own "Twitter" social network - AlexandraMayersLIVE.com

There's only one major flaw with "social networks" from my perspective...they're run by PEOPLE - people who just like government employees can easily become corrupt.

Rather than complain about the operation of popular social networks (an element of life that I have no control over), I've decided to build my own social network for uncensored & stalker free discussion in regards to my projects, websites and webcasts.

From now on, if you want to communicate with me directly, you can connect with me in real - time  on my own "Twitter": www.AlexandraMayersLIVE.com or you can email me via the address listed on www.AlexandraMayers.com

Monica At Home - August 2015 - personal & professional update

Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster addresses her viewers in regards to her current projects, her new projects, her new look (she's wearing her hair natural), and the multitude of her creative endeavors - especially her new project PornWikiNews,com (which is in no way associated with Donny Long aka Donald Carlos Seoane and Pornwikileaks). Alexandra Mayers will be traveling from the summer of 2015 to the end of 2016 - she's a wonderful person to meet...if you can.

what's Alexandra up to?

I don't have much to say in regards to news pertaining to my stage persona "Monica Foster" - but in regards to myself, Alexandra, my latest project is www.PublicFiguresToday.com

Making a change

Don't let the title scare you - it's a change for the better :)

Many elements of my life have come to a close (whether I wanted them to or not), but I'm glad because I'm ready to step through some new doors. 

It's been an interesting past 7 years.

Hypocrisy - updated

"Fool me once, shame on you. Fool my twice, shame on me."

I don't allow people in my life to fool me more than twice.  Anyone who really knows me is very well aware of that.

At this very moment I'm extremely angry, but I'm not going to do what I COULD do just yet, because it's time for someone who I thought was genuine to show their true colors...not just to me, but to quite a few people watching the situation very closely.

As I wrote in my previous blog post, I wasn't aware that an ex-friend of mine felt that I "pimped" her name to benefit my own projects. I've never made a DIME from any of the videos posted on www.MonicaAtHome.com or on www.youtube.com/MonicaAtHome - none of that work was about money - they were about EDUCATING THE PUBLIC OF THE TRUTH OF THE PORN INDUSTRY. In actuality, considering several elements that are relatively unclear & extraordinarily controversial in regards to her past, I'd say that my attaching her name to any of my endeavors has been more of a "loss" rather than a "gain"...but that's besides the point.

Regardless, after my ex-friend made me aware of her thoughts and informed me that she wanted to sever our friendship, I respected her decision, have removed links to her websites from mine and posted a brief Monica At Home video outlining to my viewers that she and I will no longer be working together.

But get this...

I found out tonight that my ex-friend is utilizing (or should I say PIMPING) MY NAME, my image, and MY HARD WORK (videos that took me HOURS to edit and produce) in order to fundraise for HER OWN project.

I have informed my ex-friend that she needs to stop utilizing my name, image and work to raise money for her venture. She's not an idiot...she is more than capable of either editing the videos she's using to where ONLY SHE is showcased OR she can produce HER OWN videos.

Enough is enough.

*Update: issue resolved - the ex-friend stopped using me name, image & work.

Diana fka Desi Foxx & Alexandra fka Monica Foster discuss the reality of adult webcam modeling

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This is me... tonight... 36 years old. Yep.

This is me... tonight... 36 years old. Yep.

3 blogs I'd like you to read that explain how the world works.

1. http://BillCosbyIsNotCliffHuxtable.blogspot.com
2. http://ArcherPornParody.blogspot.com
3. http://AsaAkiraAndChildPorn.blogspot.com

I wrote each blog listed above.

A feeling of Peace, Wholeness & Completion

Tonight I took a very long walk, and while I was walking I felt happy.  Not just happy though, but GRATEFUL for the life I've been given.

In the past I've written of feeling at peace, but I haven't ever felt as peaceful, centered, whole and complete as I feel at this particular moment.  Maybe it's my age, or perhaps it could be the time of year... regardless even if I didn't wake up tomorrow, I'd feel very good about how I've lived my life and the person I've become.

As always, I have goals I'd like to accomplish and projects I'm working on and plan to start in the new year (that's just what I do - consistently create), but I'm not in a rush nor do I feel obligated to stay within any time constraints.   As I look back over this year (and my life in general), I have always embarked on journeys or started projects at the right time and have completed them on timee. Realizing that lifts all the stress I've foolishly carried.

This year in particular received a tremendous acknowledgement and gratitude from others for my work.  The "thank yous" felt so good - and that's all I've ever really sought in life.  I'm not driven via the attainment of material wealth - I seek emotional wealth and genuine connection with compatible souls.  This year I finally was shown exactly which people in my life are truly here to be with me throughout my time on Earth (and exactly which people I WANT and DON'T WANT to be in my life).

It's funny, because I feel that I can often see what's in store for others I encounter, but I never can for myself.  Yes, I have the projects I plan to work on, but (and maybe out of pure choice) I can't see what the future holds for Alexandra Mayers.

Whatever happens next, if anything...I hope it's good.  Regardless, I'm only opening doors to options I feel are presented by someone who really likes me for exactly who and what I am.

Don't the Porn News Holiday wrap-up featuring Alexandra fka Monica Foster & Diana fka Desi Foxx

Bill Cosby is NOT Cliff Huxtable - WAKE UP AMERICA! How Bill Cosby, Porn, & Rape Culture Are Intertwined

Initially posted on my website www.PornNewsToday.com

Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster commentary: Isn't it ironic that I starred in the porn parody Not The Cosbys XXX as Phylicia Rashad's character "Claire" ?  She still hasn't said a word about the recent Bill Cosby allegations...but that's besides the point... Due to a statement released today by Bill Cosby's daughter Evin (click here to read) claiming "He is the FATHER you thought you knew", I tweeted the following words in response:

"Bill Cosby's daughter's statement is odd. She basically asks the public to view him as the fictional Cliff Huxtable. 

I think that's the main problem. Bill Cosby IS NOT Cliff Huxtable. The show never should have been called The COSBY show. HE IS NOT CLIFF! 

CLIFF HUXTABLE was not friends with Hugh Hefner. CLIFF HUXTABLE did not go to Playboy mansion orgies! Bill Cosby did that! 

The public needs to understand the Bill Cosby situation is NOT about race or Black media. It's about a man's abuse of power in Hollywood."

Bill Cosby is NOT Cliff Huxtable of The Cosby Show.  The FACT that Bill Cosby is simply an ACTOR who played the fictional character of Cliff Huxtable is VERY IMPORTANT, because as of current the ONLY reason the American public who grew up watching The Cosby Show is having a hard time believing  the allegations against Bill Cosby is due to the overlapping association between who Cosby REALLY is as a person versus the CHARACTER he played on this sitcom which was titled after his REAL name.

In hindsight, doesn't anyone else find it strange that The Cosby Show wasn't titled The Huxtables instead? 'Huxtable' (NOT Cosby) was the name of the family The Cosby Show centered around. There were not any characters on The Cosby Show named Cosby.

As of today, a Los Angeles county's District Attorneys office has made the announcement that it won't pursue child sexual abuse charges initially filed by Judy Huth (who was 15 years old in the year 1974 when the event allegedly occurred).  Keep in mind, just because the District Attorney's office has chosen to cite the statute of limitation as a reason not to pursue these particular criminal allegations, doesn't mean the incident did not occur.

Judy Huth is NOT the only woman who has alleged that Bill Cosby molested her when she was a 15 year old minor. A woman by the name of Renita Chaney Hill, came forward last month with allegations that reflect that of Huth and several other alleged victims of Cosby (see the videos below).



Over the next couple of weeks, I will be releasing a special video blog series in regards to Bill Cosby, Hugh Hefner, Hollywood, Porn & Politics here on PornNewsToday and my associated website www.MonicaAtHome.com - I believe much of the issues the series will cover began 40 years ago in 1974, and it's time for the public to learn the truth of the lies they've been led to believe.

Sorry Bill Cosby, but you ain't getting any Black Media neutrality from this BLACK OWNED BLOG.  The fact that you're even pulling the race card to distract from your despicable behavior makes me want to slap the pigment right off your old, ugly excuse of a face.

article below spotted on FightTheNewDrug.org

If you’ve ever laughed at Bill Cosby’s legendary comedy, like us, you’re probably pretty shocked about what’s going on right now. As of today, a total of 19 women have stepped forward accusing the beloved actor of various forms of sexual assault/rape between 1965 and 2004.

Now, let us be clear, like all people accused of crime in America, Cosby is innocent until proven guilty. But it’s hard to ignore so many individuals telling unsettlingly similar stories of being drugged and assaulted, all by the same man. How could this be happening? As someone that many grew up seeing as the all-american father figure on legendary TV sitcom The Cosby Show, Bill Cosby is a far cry from what we all think of when we picture a creepy, sketchy accused rapist. How could such a “nice guy” that “everyone loves” be accused of something like this?

Well, in a society where nearly 250,000 Americans report being sexually assaulted every year (with 60% of assaults never acknowledged), this is a question we should probably be talking about more often… Obviously, there is no single cause when it comes to sexual assault.

Psychology and human behavior is extremely complex – as are the contributing factors that lead to rape and sexual assault. However, according to the U.S. Center for Disease Control, we have scientifically proven tendencies that show if someone is more likely to force themselves on another person sexually.

These include:
 Coercive sexual fantasies
 Preference for impersonal sex
 Hostility towards women
 Hypermasculinity
 General tolerance of sexual violence within the community
 Societal norms that support sexual violence
 Societal norms that support male superiority and sexual entitlement
 Societal norms that maintain women’s inferiority and sexual submissiveness. 

These are the kinds of attitudes and behaviors that we know, scientifically, lead someone in the direction of sexual assault. But where do they all come from? How does someone develop “coercive sexual fantasies” to begin with? What about a preference for “impersonal sex” or a “more general acceptance of sexual violence?” And what are some of these “societal norms” that the CDC could be referencing?

We’ll give you one guess.

Studies have shown that exposure to pornography creates shockingly similar attitudes to those listed above. And while no one argues that pornography by itself leads to rape – especially since many who are exposed never get sexually aggressive – research has made clear that exposure to pornography creates the very attitudes that show up on lists of risk factors for sexual aggression. Once again, no single cause is the reason for any act of sexual assault – including those accused against Cosby.

However, it is worth noting that we do find it interesting that in light of the accusations, media outlets have begun digging into Bill Cosby’s friendship with Hugh Hefner, the founder of Playboy Magazine. After the two met in the early 1960’s, it’s been reported that since that time, Cosby was a regular at the Hefner’s parties at the Playboy mansion. Currently, three of the women making accusations towards Cosby have connections to Playboy.

We’ll leave that up to you on whether you find that coincidental or not. So, again, what leads the charismatic “nice guy” to be one who forces himself on unwilling women? The simple answer: lots of things. But as philosopher Robin Morgan once said, “pornography is the theory, rape is the practice.” Porn leads to harmful perceptions about rape and promotes its culture in society. This is not something we want to see have an influence in the world.

That’s why we Fight.

I love Sammy Davis Jr.

Lately Sammy Davis Jr. has become a huge part of my life - if you've never heard this song please take a listen. It's one of my favorites :) I love this man like a long lost older brother that I never knew I had.

I'm feeling good again

Between the Holiday Season approaching, a personal breakthrough & my attainment of a non-adult industry related job I AM FEELING GOOD AGAIN :) 

Make sure you follow me on twitter @MonicaFoster for updates and links to my daily webcam shows. 

Increase the minimum age to legally perform in pornographic content from 18 to at least 21 (ideally 25)

It's been on my mind for a long time that the age to perform in pornographic content needs to be increased from 18 to at least 21 (preferably 25 considering recent neurological studies). Please click this link to sign a petition I wrote up in regards to the issue on change.org 

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As of current, the minimum age to perform in pornographic content in the United States of America is only 18 years old even though an individual generally can not legally consume alchohol in America until they are a minimum of 21 years old (due to the action contributing to "public health problems" according to the United States Center for Disease Control : http://www.cdc.gov/alcohol/fact-sheets/mlda.htm ).

I am under the belief that the minimum age to perform in pornographic media (adult content) needs to be raised to at least 21 years old as well considering that the act of appearing in pornographic content is often a decision that dramatically alters the course of an individual's life in the following ways:

1) Personally (once an individual performs in an adult movie, the general public's perception more often than not of the individual is viewed negatively)

2) Psychologically (individuals who leave the porn industry often suffer from a form of post traumatic stress disorder)

3) Professionally (future employment prospects are dramatically minimalized after having appeared in pornographic content)

4) Physiologically (the majority of pornographic industry performers contract both curable and incurable sexually transmitted diseases and infections such as Herpes, Chlamydia and HIV - which can easily be spread to the general public which creates a major public health risk)

As of current, I believe the demand for pornographic actors and actresses under the age of 21 is a result of the pornographic industry capitalizing off of the "barely legal" and/or "teen" genera of adult content which is rooted in the crime of pedophilia (child abuse, child pornography and child sextrafficking). In fact, the "political face" of the pornographic industry (the Free Speech Coalition) was found to be affiliated with an internationally known convicted pedophile (who at the time was attached to the Libertarian Party of Nevada) and attorneys who openly defend "pedophiles rights".

As of recent (October 4, 2013), a top pornographer by the name of Axel Braun announced that he would no longer film women under the age of 21 for sexually explicit roles.  A well known adult entertainment industry blogger by the name ofMike South (who has been profiled by CNBC) stated that "in many ways" he agreed with Axel Braun's stance on the issue.

According to recent neurological studies (documented by the University of Rochester medical center and leading psychiatrists such as Jay Geidd), the human brain does not fully mature until approximately the age of 25, so from my perspective an individual is not physiologically capable of making a mature and rational decision as to whether or not to perform in pornographic content at the age of 18.

I believe the only reason this issue hasn't been addressed more adamantly in the past is due to those who control the economics of the pornographic industry routinely putting profits above the health, well being and safety of pornographic industry performers (a routine practice that California Assemblymember Isadore Hall III noted many times throughout his efforts to pass legislation such as AB1576 which would have dramatically protected the health, safety and lives of countless pornographic industry performers).

As both an active performer and an ex pornstar, I have witnessed and spoken with several individuals who entered the pornographic industry under the age of 21 who I do not believe would have made the decision to perform in pornographic content were they presented with the opportunity at a later age.  Please sign this petition and help make a positive change in the lives of thousands of young people who are reliant on the laws of the United States of America to protect them (due to not having anyone in their immediate lives to look after them) and our society as a whole.

worth it

Just a quick blog this morning to share a thought:

It doesn't matter whether or not your actions are viewed as being "worth the time and effort" to anyone else but YOU.  Don't feel guilty about taking into account YOUR OWN feelings just as much as you do the feelings of others.

Have a great week :)

JEWACRE – EPISODE 01 : a cartoon about the porn industry featuring parody of Britney Spears

Jewacre concocts a plan to trick Britney into sleeping with pornstar Zander in effort to attain a celebrity sextape to release exclusively on  the website The Fake Pornwikileaks.  Throughout his efforts Jewacre has multiple flashbacks about the woman he's been obsessed with for over 20 years...anti-porn activist Sherry Rubin (formerly known as Roxy).

Episode 01 features parody of Britney Spears, David Lucado, Shelley Lubben, Callie Lee, Xander Corvus and many more public figures that you'll have to identify on your own...

Jewacre - a new series that tells the truth of the adult film industry - from Porn Worth Watching

Welcome to the launch "Jewacre" - a new animated parody series from the mind of Alexandra Mayers (formerly known as Monica Foster).

Jewacre will relate much of the truth of the Los Angeles porn industry in an insightful, educational & comedic way. This series may get a bit vulgar at times, however the character it is built on was inspired by a man who has harassed, terrorized, stalked and bullied Alexandra for over 3 years...if you were to encounter this man, you would quickly realize that there is no amount of vulgarity an animated series can illustrate that compares to his actuality.

If you have followed the blogs of Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster over the years, then you know that much of what she's lived has taken her to the edge of sanity. In effort to continue her healing process, Alexandra has elected to utilize her artistic skills and uniquely dark sense of humor to relate in an easy to understand way exactly how the organized crime elements of the adult film industry nearly destroyed her and several others she's met on her journey into, and then later out of, porn.

Breaking bonds and moving on..

Well, it seems (at least today) that my progress in regards to "Re-examining the darkness from the light" has reached the finish line far sooner than I'd anticipated.  Today I felt very clear and free of quite a few issues that have been weighing me down for years.

The other night I had an emotional episode that concluded with a realization in regards to the element of "trauma bonding" that I probably wasn't ready to face in the past.  Read my commentary here to get an idea as to what I'm referring to.

When people talk about "love", they really should be more specific, because there's "healthy love" vs. "dysfunctional love".  Unless you've experienced "healthy love" apart from the "dysfunctional" version, it's hard to know the difference.

My time in the porn industry was the final catalyst for a cycle that I needed to break - a cycle that I'd been trapped within for much of my life.  The porn industry enabled me to learn a lot about relationships, friendships, business, the seedy "underbelly" of society, and life in general.  I stand by my research and commentary in regards to the pornographic industry and would never suggest anyone enter that world.

However, the pornographic industry is not the ONLY "world" out there that can be a catalyst for someone stuck in a dysfunctional way of living and being.

I'm sure many will disagree with me on this, but I think one of the most selfish things a person can do, is to have children.  It's actually quite the narcissistic act.  Being that I feel this way, I think that it's a parent's obligation to be completely selfless in regards to their children once they're born and throughout their life. In other words, parents need to make responsible choices and live their life right the moment they have a baby.  They shouldn't enter dangerous situations or circumstances (or do stupid things in general). Parents are their children's LIFE LINE and from my perspective their life should be 100% about their children. No child makes the DECISION to be born - that's the parent's CHOICE (whether or not certain choices are really meant to be is debatable - I don't think anyone on Earth really knows the answer).

If you can't find it within yourself to be completely selfless when it comes to any children you're considering bringing into this world - DO NOT BREED.

I was thinking today about whether or not people I've had contact with in life would be better off had they never met me...if I'd never been born.   Don't get me wrong - I am NOT in a suicidal state of mind or anything...it's just something I was thinking about - and not just in regards to people that I love or like, but in regards to people I dislike, who are my enemies or who I've never even met as well.

I guess I was contemplating "the ripple effect".

Today in a brief conversation with Jesus Christ, I prayed for everyone I've ever come into contact with to simply to be happy if God see's that it should be that way.  I prayed that certain individuals completely forget that they ever met me.  I also asked Jesus Christ to approach God about removing me from any of life's equations which I wasn't designed to be a part of so that in time, I can slide into place where ever it is that I belong.

A part of the reason that I remain single and don't like to interact with many people personally nowadays is not so much due to my fear of getting hurt, but because I don't want to inadvertently hurt others anymore than I may have in the past.

I was created through what I believe to have been a very selfish energy.  I'm not the only one who has been, but I think acknowledging the reality of "selfish energy" is the first step. Today I broke my bond with a large portion of that energy, and I'm very happy about it.

Free will - God's greatest gift IMO.

Constructing an outlet for my anger regarding my realization that I was with a very bad man

As I stated in my previous blog, I'm allowing myself to re-evaluate in detail a relationship I was in while I was active in the porn industry.  I've received feedback from people who read my blogs about my decision to do this...some of it positive, some of it negative...

Regardless, I feel that in order for me to be able to fully heal and properly love (and respect) myself, I'm making the right decision to do what I'm doing.  So far, it's been painful but I feel I'm making progress.

One of the elements that really makes me angry in regards to the man I'm referring to, is that HE KNEW the realities of the pornographic industry and DID NOT TELL ME (and he had ample opportunity to do so, as I asked him questions about many issues in regards to the porn industry while I was with him).  This particular man had worked in the business for around 20 years - so he knew the truth VERY well, but he apparently was OK in regards to the abuse that occurs regularly in that world, which the public only recently has become aware of.

KNOWING NOW what I know, and KNOWING NOW what he knew - it disgusts me that I was with him.  I wasn't blind, I was naive - and he was predatory.  I'm completely incapable of understanding how any individual with a heart and soul could remain in that environment as long as he has without taking a stand in regards to the mistreatment of human beings.  That's the thing though - I suppose God didn't create me to be capable of understanding such a mindset (thankfully).

As of today I'm very ANGRY that people such as him exist.  I WISH HE DID NOT EXIST.

The man I'm referring to, from my perspective, is extraordinarily dangerous because he is able to keep up the appearance of being a "nice guy" and "harmless", but has no issue with turning a blind eye to the physical and spiritual abuse of human beings.  I'm starting to wonder exactly how involved (personally and directly) he has been in the destruction of other women who have crossed his path over the years.  It makes me literally shudder to think about.

In order to cope with the anger I've been feeling, I decided to construct a sort of distraction and outlet for my emotions.  I built www.MMAoutline.com - visit the site to learn what it's about.  At the end of the week I'm treating myself to my first UFC fight pass and I'm excited about it.

A part of me wishes I could beat the living hell out of the man I'm referring to in this blog, but it's really not my style to do such a thing (I've never been a physically violent person) - so watching MMA matches really helps me...I find it incredibly therapeutic.

Do I fantasize that the man I'm referring to in this blog posting is one of the contenders getting the crap beat out of him as I watch MMA? Absolutely...perhaps MMA is a sort of "porn" for women who are rather upset with certain men.  If you're a woman out there who's walked a path similar to mine - take a look at the world of MMA - you might find it INCREDIBLY appealing :)

Re-examining the darkness from the light

I've made it known on my twitter that over the next few days, I will be re-examining and working through (in part publicly) my thoughts and feelings in regards to a man I knew while I was active in the pornographic industry. I've had several other relationships with men throughout my life that I have been able to properly move forward from, however, this particular man is someone I've never been able to completely get out of my system (and I'm hoping to completely figure out why).

In the past, when I've mentioned this man, certain people (who I label as my stalkers) have bullied me into silence about him.  I'm not allowing that to happen anymore, because there's something about that man and that time of my life that I know in my core needs to be addressed and resolved.

As of tonight, I attribute my lack of ability to clear this man from my thoughts being due to some issues and events surrounding the relationship that were extraordinarily abnormal on a multitude of levels.  As I've stated in my blog several times in the past, one of the most difficult things one must do in life, is to look at THEMSELVES and at their PAST honestly.  I've reached a point in my self imposed healing process to where I feel brave enough to really THINK about and EVALUATE some of the memories in regards to the man I'm referring to.  I'm hoping God will provide me with some answers as well.

I will share a lot about whatever I realize, but I doubt I will share everything.  Research "trauma-bonding" - here's a link to get your started: http://avalancheofthesoul.wordpress.com/2014/02/22/what-abusers-hope-we-never-learn-about-trauma-bonding/

Abuse isn't always physical or "in your face" psychological.  I've come to understand that my "scars" from abuse have manifested in my actions and choices.  I don't believe abusers always realize that they abuse.  Other times people who are on the receiving end of abuse don't realize that they're being abused.  I feel that there are instances to where people have been in unhealthy and/or dysfunctional relationships (or maybe just ways of living) for so long that they have no concept of what "normal" or "healthy" really is - so they become desensitized.  I think it's even possible for people to habitually and KNOWINGLY REJECT a healthy or normal relationship for a dysfunctional one, because the dysfunction FEELS more FAMILIAR than anything else (I believe, in part, what's happened to me).

I hate already being 35 years old and just now identifying some of these issues, but I subscribe to the philosophy of "better late than never".  I'm glad I don't have any children at this time, and I hope I get through this process relatively quickly.  I believe I've reached my final step in closing the book on a phase of my life I began in early 2008.

I know my sharing my thoughts as I do is strange to certain people in my life (or who I may never have met).  I do it because I don't believe that I have been (or will be) the only woman in the world to have dealt with some of the situations, people and events which I have.  I find it comforting to think that my blogs just might give someone else out there a reference point as to where they are on the map of life.

Yes, my blogs are selfless - yet selfish. Funny how that is...isn't it.

I am angry.

In this blog, I will admit that I am VERY ANGRY.  I'm angry because on many levels I've been victimized, but I'm more angry that I haven't fought back as hard as I should have for many years to regain my personal power.  Tonight I went on a "twitter rant" and I believe it was my first solid step in releasing the anger I've been carrying due to many things I've noticed within the world that I've felt the need to restrain myself from sharing.

My views and observations are simply that of what I've experienced in my 35 years on this planet.  I don't expect everyone (or anyone for that matter) to agree with me.  I don't need anyone to.  I don't expect a shred of support. I understand completely how I will be labeled as prejudice, intolerant, unforgiving, hateful, etc... and I'M FINE WITH IT.

I see how in many instances it's better to keep your opinions to yourself - especially if you want to be monetarily "successful" and "fit in" in this world.  I just wasn't created to be that way and I will not apologize for it.

I don't have an issue with taking responsibility for or being punished for anything I've genuinely done that's been wrong and without just cause because I'm not the type of person to do anything wrong without just cause.  It's not in my nature.  HOWEVER I HAVE A MAJOR PROBLEM WITH BEING TOLD THAT I AM WRONG ABOUT ISSUES, EVENTS & INDIVIDUALS THAT I KNOW I AM CORRECT ABOUT.

When I don't understand something, I look for an answer and I ASK for an answer.  I have ALWAYS questioned things that I don't understand which is what's led me to become an independent researcher on a variety of issues.  It's the pursuit of the truth that turns me on more so than anything in this world. I LOVE learning systems and how things work - that's how I was created to be.

Within the United States of America (and maybe the world as a whole), people are being encouraged at an ever increasing rate NOT to question how things work.  I feel that people in general are being told to just sit down, shut up and be accepting of whatever is given to us by whoever is in power.

I'm not OK with that.  I don't feel God designed me and sent Jesus Christ to die for me to tolerate such an attitude.

I don't expect many people to relate to how I think, or be as I am - it's far easier not to. When it comes down to it, I'd rather be cast out from much of society and viewed as "a problem", than to not have shared my perspective or opinion.  

Maybe rather than saying to yourself "oh, she's just a typical ANGRY BLACK WOMAN" - maybe you should question, "How did the stereotype of ANGRY BLACK WOMEN ever come to be?  What and who exactly prompted certain Black women to BECOME so angry?"  

I'd say that this blog which goes back to 2007 will tell you the answer...at least in part.

Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster interviews Olympic silver medalist Josh Mance

Alexandra Mayers interviews Olympic Athlete Josh Mance about TMZ, Skin Diamond, Racism & more!
Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster interviews Olympic silver medalist Josh Mance about his recent encounter with media gossip outlet TMZ, pornstar Skin Diamond, a situation involving racism he experienced on his 21st birthday that was heavily covered by mainstream news, his life as an Olympic athlete and his "fetish" for older women.

Sex Trafficking News - www.SexTraffickingNews.com

Please take a look at my newest awareness project:

www.SexTraffickingNews.com

The pornographic industry currently promotes, is directly connected to & is built on organized crime and sextrafficking.  http://www.SexTraffickingNews.com addresses the truths of the matter.

I believe that for ANY elements of the United States pornographic industry to successfully proceed into the future, their ties to organized crime and sex (human) trafficking must be severed completely.

Where Monica Foster ends... Alexandra Mayers begins.

Buckle up and prepare for the real ride.

Make sure you follow @AlexandraMayers on twitter if you don't already.

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Monica Foster at Home 2014 - Thursday 04-17-2014

On this webcast I discuss the truth of what I feel Michael Weinstein of the Aids Healthcare Foundation is really up against, why I feel his safety and life is in danger of an anti-Semitic hate crime and why every pornstar's life is currently in danger of a major corporation who's willing to put profits above the health and safety of human lives.

As of current a gay male model and pornstar by the name of Eric Paul Leue has created a petition on Change.org in effort to force Michael Weinstein to resign. The petition is "officially" backed by the Free Speech Coalition and Xbiz magazine, but I'm also under the impression that Eric Paul Leue is backed by the multi-million dollar pharmaceutical Gilead Sciences - the manufacturers of Truvada (a medication being marketed as "the new condom" though it doesn't protect against STDs other than HIV - further more the clinical definitive findings will not be published about Truvada until 2017).

At this stage, I feel that Gilead Sciences has targeted the Aids Healthcare Foundation and the Free Speech Coalition as a means of not only marketing Truvada, but a way to gain access to female pornstars to use as a "test subject" pool for Truvada clinical studies. As of current though Truvada has been found to be very effective in males, it hasn't been equally effective in clinical trials for females.

As of current Michael Weinstein in my view is the only person standing between female pornstars being used essentially as "lab rats" and Gilead Sciences.

Condom legislation must be adhered to and mandatory condom usage must be present in adult filming.

Monica Foster at Home 2014 - Tuesday 04-15-2014

Monica Foster at Home - LIVE - a daily webcast commentary hosted by Alexandra aka Monica Foster on the topics of News, Gossip & Life pertaining to the Mainstream & Porn / Adult Entertainment Industry.

Today I give my closing statements for the week in regards to Tiffany Fox, organized crime, the Los Angeles porn industry and why a scholarship fund needs to be created for young women who speak out in regards to sex trafficking in the pornographic industry (which has essentially become a modern day slave system due to illegal escort and prostitution rings such as The Luxury Companion).

Monica Foster at Home 2014 - Monday 04-14-2014

Exclusive interview with Tiffany Fox (@RealTiffanyFox) - a young pornstar who has spoken out against sex trafficking in the porn industry (most notably LA Direct Models and The Luxury Companion) -a feature article on Tiffany Fox and this situation can be found on www.PornNewsToday.com by clicking here.

Monica Foster At Home 2014 - Thursday 04-10-2014

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Monica Foster At Home 2014 - Tuesday 04-08-2014

Today's LIVE webcast of Monica At Home will start at 5pm PST via a live streaming YOUTUBE event. Remember you can SKYPE in with questions via my ID MonicaAtHome01

Alexandra aka Monica Foster presents the latest pornographic industry news, first amendment issues, current events, legal sphere topics and drama.

At the start of the webcast I question why Mo Reese (a free speech coalition mouth piece) is irresponsibly telling the porn talent misleading information and propaganda in regards to AB 1576 and their self produced content for their websites and clips4sale stores.

I state the Mo Reese needs to clarify to the talent the AB 1576 will not affect SOLO pornstars who are SOLO in their websites, webcam show and clips4sale content.

 I also question why Dr. Chauntelle Tibbals is attempting to spread the message to mainstream media that the condom legislation (existing and proposed) in regards to the porn industry, isn't to ultimately protect the health and safety of pornstars and sexworkers.

 Dr. Chauntelle has never actually been a porn talent (as far as I know), so how exactly does she know what the pornographic industry system is actually like? Why doesn't she approach other porn studios to take up Wicked Picture's business model? Does she not realize that if most pornstars want to work, they are currently pressured NOT to use condoms (which is why condom legislation must be enforced to criminalize porn producers who don't follow the legislation).

Next I express why I think attorney general Eric Holder's gun control potential legislation is a good idea and I state that the Adult Entertainment Exo [correction - Adultcon] being moved to the same week as the Gun Expo in Las Vegas is a bad idea considering the sex and violence typically don't mix well.

Next I delve into the history and events surrounding Pornwikileaks and I explain about the lies and mistruths the Free Speech Coalition has told the public (even via wikipedia) in regards to the event of which released over 15,000 performers personal information to the public. I question whether or not the information on pornwikileaks really was from AIM (it could have been from a 2257 record keeping database such as the now closed 2257safe.com).

I also explain that the Free Speech Coalition's recent rise to power and influence is directly tied to and dependent upon their alleged involvement in closing Pornwikileaks (which is currently back online).

Last I explain how pornwikileaks may be used as an event or case in the Free Speech Coalitions fight to overturn 2257 record keeping laws - laws of which protect minors and children from being exploited in adult content. Being that the Free Speech Coalition has a history of defending child abuse and pedophilia, the 2257 laws must remain firmly intact.

The LIVE daily webcast of Monica At Home - 5pm PST streaming LIVE through Youtube

Today's LIVE webcast of Monica At Home will start at 5pm PST via a live streaming YOUTUBE event.
Remember you can SKYPE in with questions via my ID MonicaAtHome01

Teleka Patrick case - closing thoughts Sunday April 6, 2014

Independent investigative blogger Alexandra Mayers shares that as of today, mainstream media has reported that a body has been found which may be that of Teleka Patrick.

An autopsy to confirm this development in the Teleka Patrick case has been scheduled for Tuesday (April 8, 2014).

Please send your prayers and positive thoughts to the Patrick family. Further information in regards to the Teleka Patrick case along with links to contact the family can be found on TelekaPatrick.com

Alexandra Mayers explains, that at this point in time, there may be a need to introduce legislation in regards to "web sleuthing" and the registering of missing person's names as domain names by the United States government (the Federal Bureau of Investigations specifically) in effort to collect statistics and tips from the public in regards to cases (and also to control and/or prevent false information about missing person's cases from being unjustly inflated by mainstream news which can easily skew public opinion).

If such a piece of legislation is proposed, it should be called the Teleka Patrick Act.

Monica At Home 2014 on the Rob Black network Friday 04-04-2014

Alexandra aka Monica Foster presents the latest pornographic industry news, first amendment issues, current events, legal sphere topics and drama.

At the start of the webcast I give a health alert to the Los Angeles porn industry talent in regards to a meningitis outbreak which has hit Los Angeles, that has a high probability of affecting the Los Angeles talent pool.

Next I discuss gay pornstar Michael Lucas and his decision to put profits above porn talent health and safety by opting to shoot bareback HIV positive pornographic content.

I discuss whether or not pornstars represented by Mark Spiegler of the SpieglerGirls talent agency are having sex in their personal and/or professional lives with HIV positive talent considering that much of the pornstars Mark Spiegler represents have worked with HIV positive John Stagliano of the porn studio Evil Angel.

Being that Katie Summers currently has a lawsuit against John Stagliano for not disclosing his HIV positive status to her prior to having physical contact with her, I feel it's possible that John Stagliano (and many other porn professionals who may be HIV positive as well) has had sexual contact with the majority (if not all) of the SpieglerGirls considering that they are consistently featured in John Stagliano and Evil Angel porn movies.

At the end of the webcast I question why so many influential porn industry professionals who are immigrants from other countries (namely England, Germany and Canada), feel that they have the right to dictate American legislation and laws.

In the conclusion of the webcast I suggest that the foreign born porn professionals who don't respect or follow the United States laws, simply leave the country and return to their nations of origin rather than opposing the Aids Healthcare Foundation and California Assemblyman Isadore Hall the III who are only trying to help the porn industry and bring it into the future (not hurt it).

Porn professionals, in my view, who oppose the laws (and break the laws) are simply ANTI PORN.

Monica At Home 2014 on the Rob Black network Thursday 04-03-2014

Alexandra aka Monica Foster presents the latest pornographic industry news, first amendment issues, current events, legal sphere topics and drama. In the beginning of the webcast, I address the rumors that I'm an active escort - oh which I'm not. The only adult work I currently do (and have done for the past few years) is that of a solo independent webcam model. Next I discuss a recent article by Jennifer Ketcham, formerly known as Penny Flame which was about the label of "sex-worker". I also discuss Farrah Abraham's upcoming book trilogy about her porn video "Celebrity Sex Tape" which she claims will be better than "50 shades of Grey". After the cartoon break, I discuss Natasha Starr and Natalia Starr, better known as the Starr sisters. I outline a plan which could bring them into the mainstream entertainment industry, and could deliver them out of prostitution and porn. Later in the webcast I discuss AB 1576 (a piece of legislation designed to protect sex-workers in the pornographic industry from STDs - presented by California Assemblyman Isadore Hall and backed by the Aids Healthcare Foundation). At the end of the webcast I relate a few of my experiences from the start of my time in the Los Angeles porn industry.

Monica Foster aka Alexandra the ex pornstar & Suez aka Monica Foster the entertainer

Meet Suez Foster aka the entertainer Monica Foster - interview preview by Alexandra aka Monica Foster