Comedy from Despair

I've done all I've been able to in regards to trying to find and share the truth in regards to Pornwikileaks, find restitution and justice for my family and find answers as to why those of which I KNOW were actively behind the venture have walked away without facing ANY legal consequences and are still freely able to make my life hell (while receiving support and positive validation for doing so).

No one believes me - that's what hurts the most. No one caring is what hurts just a bit more.

I hope some of you who've thrived on laughing at me, while at times I've barely been able to breathe over the past couple of years, have a certain reaction to this:

There may be more to come - or they may not...depends on how I feel. http://pornwikileaks.blogspot.com

Comedian Lahna Turner of The Perfect 10 podcast - Porn News Today Exclusive Interview

Click here for a link to my article on Lahna Turner and her podcast on www.PornNewsToday.com

Comedian Lahna Turner of The Perfect 10 Podcast (which also features her husband - comedian Ralphie May) chats with Monica Foster of PornNewsToday.com about her new webcast which features a segment called "Cooking With Pornstars" and her new mockumentary project which has the theme of "porn for married people with kids".

ALL of my websites are for sale

All of my websites (including the attached social networking accounts) are for sale - either individually or bundled together. Just make a fair offer via email: monicaf001 at yahoo dot com

A listing of all my websites can be found on www.MindOfMonica.com

As a side note, I plan to "drop off the map" entirely as of 01/01/2013.

I realized today that the last few years of my life have been a complete waste. I've come to realize that the only way I'll ever have a chance at building a real life for myself and finding someone to start a family of my own with is by completely disconnecting from any and everything I've created over the past decade.

If you are a friend or acquaintance of mine, as of today you will no longer be hearing from me. Unfortunately any and everyone I currently know reminds me of my past and I've decided that I don't want to feel the pain attached to the memories any more.

All that really matters in life is finding someone who loves you and who you can love equally in return. I need to find what I feel really matters in order to finally be HAPPY. Many from my past have had the intention of BLOCKING and/or HINDERING me from finding HAPPINESS. Why that is, I'm not certain, but I'm not allowing it to happen anymore.

I have been lied to, manipulated, degraded, abused, and used for the majority of my life and I HAVE HAD ENOUGH. It all stops NOW.

To conclude, I will leave certain readers of this blog with this warning... If I do not find the happiness I seek within a reasonable amount of time, I guarantee I will hunt down each and every individual who has ever even in the SLIGHTEST way fucked me over and I will make your life and the life of your family 100 times more miserable than you've ever made mine. I will fuck over your life to such a degree that you will end it by your own hand. I suggest to all my enemies (whether I know of you or not) to pray that I find happiness - because your future greatly depends on mine.

Christian Pornstar - Syphilis in the Porn Industry, a prayer for Shy Love & websites for sale

On this Monica Foster at Home ( Christian Pornstar edition) webcast, Monica gives an update on the current Syphilis (a curable but potentially deadly sexually transmitted disease STD) outbreak which has forced the Los Angeles porn industry to essentially shut down. Monica Foster also shares her concern for a porn agent named Shy Love, who has made mistakes in the past, but has done the right thing in regards to notifying the public and press about a pornstar of which she recently represented who may be the source of the current Los Angeles porn industry Syphilis outbreak (which has had national news coverage and has affected the porn industry as a whole).

Monica encourages her viewers to say a short prayer for Shy Love being that her choice to speak out and take action in effort to protect the health of Los Angeles porn industry performers has brought criticism, bullying, negativity, hate, stress and death threats upon her from her industry peers.

Monica feels that Shy Love needs support and encouragement from the public to change for the better and continue to do the right thing so that Jesus Christ assist in delivering her from the dangers of the Los Angeles porn industry - especially considering that she's a mother and currently pregnant.

Monica also shares that her websites PornNewsToday.com and PornstarHookerAlert.com are for sale to anyone with good intention looking to establish themselves within the world of adult entertainment.

Monica Foster at Home - closing statements on life, Christian Pornstar & the porn industry & more

Monica specifically discusses Gabby Douglas, Paris Jackson, TJ Jackson, Kim Kardashian, and her interview with Nick Manning - a male pornstar who she feels misrepresented himself spiritually and who may be associated with individuals (possibly people associated with Scientology / Scientologists) who attempted to utilize and exploit the Christian Pornstar awareness movement to further their professional presence.