Thursday, September 08, 2016

Maybe the "dark side" I'm exploring is just my inner "Girl Next Door"

So in my effort to "balance out" my life a bit, I've decided to explore (what I at least consider) the "dark side" of all that is for a while... Maybe "dark side" isn't the correct term - maybe what I'm really saying is that I'm willing to take a look at, consider, examine and entertain opinions, ideals and ways of being that in the past I judged and rejected without a complete knowledge of.

For just over a month now, some gateways to a few new worlds have opened - so I've taken a deep breath, channeled Indiana Jones and have stepped into the great unknown...

Embarking on this new adventure is a little scary, but a phrase (actually a line from a script) that helps me get over my fears is from the movie "The Girl Next Door". The main character, Danielle, repeatedly says in times of uncertainty to the other main character, Matthew,  "Just go with it."

Ironically, come to think of it, I've slept with more guys named Matthew than any other name... I wonder what that's about. LOL!

Enjoy my most recent webcast below.

Monday, September 05, 2016


" But I know the rage that drives you. That impossible anger strangling the grief, until the memory of your loved ones is just poison in your veins. And one day you catch yourself wishing the person you loved had never existed, so you'd be spared your pain. I wasn't always here in the mountains. Once I had a wife, my great love. She was taken from me. Like you, I was forced to learn that there are those without decency that must be fought without hesitation, without pity. Your anger gives you great power, but if you let it, it will destroy you, as it almost did me. " - Batman Begins