Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Here are a few of the results from some photos sets I took of myself today. Quite a few of the photos from today I'll be using in my 2012 Monica Foster calendar project which will be available before Christmas.

Below is a new photo of me. Taking some more today :)

I've been feeling very good lately - very centered, relaxed and "at peace". If you want to see how I'm doing daily - follow me on twitter:

Thursday, October 20, 2011

A little something I manifested to create a window to my past, that I can open and look through anytime I desire.

It's Porn Industry news from my perspective, and it doesn't matter whether anyone likes it or not. 

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

The above clip is one of my all time favorite movie scenes.
Featuring Robin Givens and the legendary Grace Jones !

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Time for the porn organized crime ring to lynch the black girl - Will Ryder, Michael Whiteacre, Kayden Kross and Sean Tompkins are behind it all (along with 20 other people apparently)

I suppose every few years in porn a Black person is set up to take the fall for the public criminal activity and/or mistakes of the porn industry makes.

2011 is the year of Monica Foster - and why not, I brought more awareness to many things within the porn industry than many were comfortable with, I stood up for myself and I successfully left the Los Angeles porn industry and moved on with my life.
Rather than me going on and on, I'll just post the latest development below.

Please note the people behind this:

Will Ryder aka Jeff Mullen (a man who intimidated me to stay quiet in regards to my rape, a man who depicts children in his porn movies and the man who suggested I commit suicide), Michael Whiteacre (a man who consistently stalks anti-porn activist Shelley Lubben and who opposes the new porn union,Kayden Kross (a young woman currently on probation for a fraudulent real estate transaction which left a family of 6 homeless in 2009), and of course Sean Tompkins (the supposed "hero" who claims to have brought down Pornwikileaks, but who in actuality is a stalker of porn actresses with dangerous anger issues).

Notice how the poster mentions he has "20 people helping him everyday" - isn't that organized stalking / gangstalking ? Why would it take over 20 people to get to me? 

I truly feel bad for these people. You can tell they all grew up very unloved. My family life wasn't perfect, but my parents love me. I think that's what bothers these weirdos the most. I just don't have time for mal-adjusted head cases anymore.

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.

So first everyone blamed Donny Long (Donald Carlos Seoane) for Pornwikileaks.

Now - guess who's being blamed (and possibly sued - we'll see about that)? ME!

Yep - apparently I - Monica Foster - am now the scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks according to Sean Tompkins (I think he's just upset because I brought up Kimmie Krook aka Kayden Kross's criminal history and the fraudulent post she wrote about Shelley Lubben).

I suppose this is the perfect end to a perfect tale however, as to why no one should ever attempt to deal with the Los Angeles Porn Industry. My getting into porn was far from a "good choice" - hate to admit it, but that's the truth.

Who's really behind Pornwikileaks? Hell if I know (and frankly I'm tired of thinking about it). I personally have a hunch that this all revolves around the FSC (Free Speech Coalition). All those attached to "bringing Pornwikileaks down" seem to be attached to the Free Speech Coalition in some way so it makes sense. I'll do a broadcast about it shortly.

Regardless I'm officially Anti-Porn from this day forth. Hopefully I won't be a webcam girl much longer either.

I gave people in the porn industry (and the concept of porn) multiple chances, but it wasn't worth my time. Today's events in a strange way have taken a huge weight off my shoulders. I'm free to do what I was meant to do now - which is to help close the entire Los Angeles Porn Industry down for good.

I feel God took me on this journey basically to teach me what I needed to know in order to effectively bring the Los Angeles porn circuit to a close. I probably know more and have seen more than any other "ex-pornstar" in quite some time and I think that a journey such as mine was required in order to do what I know I need to do now.

Below are the "threats" from today. My legal advice has informed me not communicate any further with anyone attached to Pornwikileaks considering that they are dangerous individuals(and who will lose everything).

So welcome to a new Anti-Porn Alexandra Mayers previously known as Monica Foster era. If you are interested in joining me and many others before me in the fight to close the Los Angeles Porn Industry for good, then follow @MonicaFoster on twitter and my blog

Many changes to my websites will be underway soon. I'm glad things worked out as they have :) I'm listening to and trusting in God again - luckily he never left me, even in my confusion and when I was lost.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Diane Duke - Executive Director of the Free
Speech Coalition (FSC) - Is her goal to extort the
public and pervert the minds of children all in the
name of PORN and MONEY? Seems like it.
Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.
On July 21, 2010 I wrote a blog entitled PornWikiLeaks 2.0 could happen including the names of pornstars AND porn VIEWERS. I was right (I hate being so darned accurate about the future of porn at times).

Porn companies and those with interest in the porn industry such as the FSC (Free Speech Coalition) over the past few months in the USAhave kept their attorneys busy filing lawsuits to "stop pirating" - but not against the file sharing sites (many of which the porn studios actually own). Instead against the end users who download the content. These lawsuits of course are all intended to be "settled" .

In the US, lawyers have issued tens of thousands of letters of demand to people accused of illegally downloading explicit content in the past year. Typically, these letters suggest that if the case were to go to court, the alleged downloader could, if found guilty, face fines of up to $150,000, plus costs.

Alternatively, they are told, the case could be settled immediately for a small fee, generally just a few thousand dollars. Many pay up rather than face the possible expense and humiliation of a court case. A similar approach has also been used with some success in Britain.

One of the primary attorneys handling these lawsuits in the US (Los Angeles - Porn Valley) ironically is Michael Fattorosi - the EXACT same attorney who advised Donny Long and other operators of the PornWikiLeaks website which terrorized, harassed, stalked and released the personal information of countless adult industry performers and professionals.

Looking back at the pornwikileaks issue - I still believe that it's intent may have been to eradicate adult performer's anonymity simply so lawyers representing porn studios would have justification in exposing the personal info of the end users the porn studios were planning to sue later if the user chose NOT to settle out of court.

Apparently this "extortion" trend the financially broken porn industry has begun to utilize just hit Australia. An Australian company trying to sue people for illegally downloading Hollywood movie Kill the Irishman has extensive links to internet pornography, raising suspicions that the legal action may in fact be a stalking horse for a larger assault on behalf of the porn industry.

As reported by Fairfax this month, Brisbane law firm Lloyds Solicitors, acting on behalf of the Gold Coast-based Movie Rights Group, has written to internet service providers including Telstra, iiNet, Internode and Exetel seeking the details of thousands of people alleged to have illegally downloaded the crime thriller Kill the Irishman in May.

An investigation by Fairfax has since revealed that the New Zealand-born brothers behind Movie Rights Group (Matthew Clapham and Richard Clapham) are major players in the internet porn industry, raising the possibility that their real motive is to sue thousands of Australians who have downloaded porn without paying for it.

Richard Clapham

What I find interesting about this situation is that an organization here in the United States called the Free Speech Coalition (the FSC) while in support of these anti-piracy tactics (at one point in time Michael Fattorosi attempted to be a board member on the FSC), is AGAINST the implementation of the .XXX extension which would help to protect children from accessing porn online AND has gone as far as to grant membership to the FSC and support pornographers who depict children having sex in adult content.

Matthew Clapham
Amazing how completely disrespectful the so called "professionals" in and attached to the porn industry are in regards to the public. Porn professionals virtually invade your home, tempt you with "free" downloads, pervert your children, and then extort you later under the threat of humiliation.

Porn fans, you're far better off dealing with a LIVE and INDEPENDENT webcam girl in my opinion than bothering to support the unethical con-artists and extortionists which make up the traditional "porn industry".

opinion / editorial by Monica Foster

Having fun and laughing more while beetles stop by and say hi (from

As I move forward through life (as if I or anyone else really has a choice - I still haven't seen any time machines on Yahoo shopping) I'm finding far more things comedic and entertaining than I used to.

I laugh at myself much more. I also find my negative feelings in regards to events and people from my past funny now days - primarily due to my realization of having placed far too much importance on things that really don't matter when it comes to the "big picture" of life.

This is an interesting phase to reside in.

Maybe I'm reaching true happiness. Who least I'm smiling more and am having some fun.

The only thing missing is a partner to be happy and have fun with.
From the Animal Totem Dictionary...
Although there is naturally a great attraction to spiritual matters, June Bug/Beetle will show how to balance and remain grounded. His wisdom teaches to navigate what is hidden in the sub/unconscious realms. Pay attention to nocturnal activities: dream time, journeys, and moments of waking, along with meditational impressions. Expect emotions to come to the surface as well as being emotionally tested in order to clean and clear the way for new and better things. Mental, spiritual, emotional movement appears in sets of 3.

Pay attention to synchronicities. He demonstrates exterior strength and fortitude and the use of a tough outer shell when needed. June Bug/Beetle demonstrates a higher intuition connection and a keen sense of discernment in all areas. He will show how to dig for answers to reveal the truths you need. He shows how to move with a sharp sense of timing. His medicine represents opportunities to recycle, reinvent and repurpose what you have, know, think and act. This self-reinvention may include participating in larger groups to expand knowledge and awareness. A balanced diet includes plenty of fruits, vegetables and grains. May or June is a significant indicator of events. The time period for June Bug/Beetle has various stages. Take notice of circumstances, dreams, wishes and encounters that may happen within the next two to five days. In 3 to 4 weeks lessons will be coming to swift manifestation. Be ready. In the last two to three years, have you been inspired to do something, have unfinished projects or endeavors that have been delayed? He will show how to progress forward as it is time to emerge.
The cause for .XXX domains gained ground today due to the Sesame Street porn incident. 

On October 16th, 2011 some idiot decided it would be fun to add porn clips to the Sesame Street youtube channel (click here to read about it on I suppose it's not enough to add adult rated content to video games that teenagers have access too. Certain people are out to PERVERT the minds of children as well (I've been saying for a while now that quite a few porn industry "professionals" have an abnormal fixation with the merger of SEX and CHILDREN and keep trying to depict child themed situations in their porn movies - porn director Will Ryder sure did in that damn Not The Cosbys XXX 2 movie. )

Fortunately the operators of the Sesame Street youtube channel caught the incident within 22 mins of the clips being posted - however the channel did become unavailable.

In my view, this incident most likely will assist in the .XXX domain coming into effect and shortly being MANDATORY for all adult content to be placed under. Certain "porn professionals" have bitched and moaned about the cost of the domains, but perhaps that's PUNISHMENT for the lack of professionalism and responsibility the porn industry has displayed over the past decade.
The availability of adult material to youngsters is reaching a level of being out of control, and since a centralized internal regulation system which should monitor, control and account for such incidents and individuals is not in place - the government most likely will have to step in and create new laws.
When an internal system doesn't exist or fails, and external system will step in. Either conform or DEFECT (in other words get the fuck out the USA you unprofessional porn industry DEGENERATES)

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Why is Kayden Kross supporting Pornwikileak's lack of legal closure?
(pictured right: Kayden Kross & Sean Tompkins September 2011)
(repost from

We are in mid-October and the Pornwikileaks incident STILL has not received LEGAL closure - that's a fact. Individual parties (both attached and UNATTACHED to the porn industry) who were gang stalked, cyber bullied, harassed, slandered and terrorized both on and offline still would like some legal closure on the issue - yet Sean Tompkins (who could expedite the legal closure process) continues to refuse to furnish the database which would identify exactly who created the "wikis" from the Pornwikileaks site to the public (or at least to the individual parties seeking legal resolution).

Sean Tompkins is intentionally obstructing justice in the name of personal and professional gain. Regardless of how you want to look at the situation - it is wrong. He has gone as far as to continue utilizing the EXACT SAME stalking and slandering tactics and patterns with his site TheRealPornWikiLeaks as the initial PornWikiLeaks site did.

I am still a PRIMARY TARGET being that I've been verbal about the initial PornWikiLeaks site lacking a legal conclusion, and now other's attached to adult entertainment have become targets and have suffered slander and harassment as well (porn director Nica Noelle, anti-porn activist Shelley Lubben, anti-porn and HIV awareness speaker Derrick Burts, etc).

At this stage I feel an "essay" written by Kayden Kross should be pulled by every media outlet that has posted it. Either that or a retraction needs to be written that states that the PornWikiLeaks issue has never reached legal closure.

As of current, I'm very disappointed in Kayden Kross's and possibly Digital Playground's (they have ads plastered all over Sean Tompkin's website) support of Sean Tompkins and his aquantence Michael Whiteacre's regular on and offline harassment, gang stalking and terrorism of individuals they feel the need to target and victimize - however considering that Kayden Kross is a convicted felon for real estate fraud with a criminal history I can't say I'm surprised (you know the saying "Birds of a feather flock together").

Kayden Kross's essay is fraudulent, and I have to question if she was paid to assist in the cover up of Sean Tompkin's efforts to convert the initial PornWikiLeaks project and traffic over to the new TheRealPornWikiLeaks site. Both sites utilize the EXACT same framework (and I've stated before that the blueprint for such sites should be patented and made ILLEGAL).

Being that Kayden Kross in my view is assisting possible conspiracy, criminal behavior and fraud, I plan on submitting a letter in regards to the situation to the Superior Court of California to alert the court of the situation. Kayden Kross has been on probation since July of 2009 for real estate fraud (which ironically she claims to be the "victim" of), and though I may be wrong in my view of her involvement in assisting with another fraudulent situation - all signs point to her knowing vital information which could bring legal closure to pornwikileaks.
  • Sean Tompkins disclosed to me via phone that only himself and Kayden Kross would ever know the political motives behind the site (why only Kayden?)
  • Kayden Kross was a client of Michael Fattorosi who gave legal advice to the owners of the website .
  • Kayden Kross is a member of the FSC (free speech coalition) - an organization which is opposed to Shelley Lubben's efforts, Nica Noelle's efforts to start the Adult Performer's Association and the AHF (Aids HealthCare Foundation - the organization Derrick Burts speaks in support of) .
  • Kayden Kross is friends with Michael Whiteacre (who has been gang stalking Shelley Lubben for a while now).
Again, I find it comical that one who proclaimed for so long to be a "victim" (yet was convicted in a court of law) has a problem with me having the strength to acknowledge that I was a true victim (along with my family and many others) who has the EVIDENCE to back it up (and the sense to not GIVE UP until I have legal closure).

I live in the light and in a world of truth. That's why I don't have a CRIMINAL HISTORY. Only CRIMINALS don't seek or see the importance legal closure.

In time I will post a video blog with further details as to this situation on

(The words of the CONVICTED FELON "victim" Kayden Kross who wrote an essay about pornwikileaks "ending" minus LEGAL CLOSURE. Adult blogger Darrah Ford may have been correct about "Kimmie Krook" aka Kayden Kross. Since Kayden Kross has a problem with true victims, does that mean that SHE NEVER WAS ONE (or will she always be one?) when she claimed to be in 2009? Hmmmmm...)

Individuals who were not attached to the porn industry (the FAMILY MEMBERS of pornstars who were listed) who were VICTIMIZED by pornwikileaks DESERVE LEGAL RESOLUTION.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Porn Wiki Leaks and projects of the like are a form of Gang Stalking.

If you are or were a victim of the Pornwikileaks project (or something similar) and are seeking understanding - I strongly advise you visit:
Also watch the following video (and it's associated part 2, 3, etc):
Also click the following link for resources on youtube:

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

My latest art piece entitled "Remembering" is available online for purchase on: