Friday, December 30, 2011

For Immediate Release:

Ex-Pornstar and current Anti-Porn activist Monica Foster, who is best known for her widely publicized scandal with baseball legend Lenny Dykstra in regards to a bad check for the amount of $1000 dollars, has returned to the spotlight with the launch of a sports and entertainment webcast entitled Dykstra’s Escort on Sports ( and ).

“ is the manifestation of me raising my fist in the air and proclaiming that I’m in it to win it and own it.”, states Monica Foster. “Since leaving the Los Angeles porn industry in early 2009 to rebuild my life away from the world of adult entertainment, and since taking a stand and speaking out against the illegal activities within and attached to the porn industry via my anti-porn website – both I and my close family members have been consistently stalked, terrorized, intimidated, threatened and harassed.”

Monica Foster goes on to say, “The stalking, threats, and harassment from people in and attached to the Los Angeles porn industry escalated dramatically when I found myself at the center of a media frenzy after my encounter with Lenny Dykstra. At that point in my life I knew I had to make a major change. I’ve spent the past year cleaning up and rebuilding my life. My goal is to move into the arena of health, fitness and wellness being that in my youth I was an avid athlete and have always been very health conscience. I’ve always had a major love of sports and technology so I feel this new innovative sports and entertainment webcast will be a fun way to reconnect with my interest in sports and athletics while turning a negative instance from my past that my stalkers and critics like to use most against me, into something positive”.

Monica’s webcast Dykstra’s Escort on Sports will launch Decemeber 31st at 4pm PST / 7pm EST – for the live webcast links visit or and make sure to follow Monica Foster on twitter by visiting on

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

A little something new I've put together for my friends, fans and foes to enjoy...

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Enjoy a new broadcast of !

Enjoy this editorial cartoon as well - more on

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

As of today - this time of my life has come about full circle.

2012 will be wonderful.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

An editorial cartoon, also known as a political cartoon, is an illustration containing a commentary that usually relates to current events or personalities.

They typically combine artistic skill, hyperbole and biting humour in order to question authority and draw attention to corruption and other social ills. - just for kicks...
screen shot of Monica Foster 's family members being slandered,
lied about and threatened on TheRealPornWikiLeaks website.
Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.
It has nearly been exactly 1 year since Monica Foster has fought against those behind the initial PornWikiLeaks website (of which Donny Long and Michael Tierney were allegedly behind) in regards to herself and family members being stalked, harassed, slandered, terrorized and threatened.

Sean Tompkins (who now owns and operates TheRealPornWikiLeaks website and who claims to be responsible for closing the initial Pornwikileak website) however has continued to pick up where PornWikiLeaks left off.

As of this week - Sean Tompkins has brought Monica Foster's immediate family members into the limelight by writing an article about them (complete with their names and other personal info) on his website. The question is WHY?

None of Monica Foster's family members have ever had any connection to (or anything to do with) the porn industry - yet their safety, privacy and security is consistently compromised by Sean Tompkins, Michael Whiteacre (aka Ari Bass) and others attached to the Los Angeles pornographic industry who openly support their activity (such as Jeff Mullen aka Will Ryder).

Is Monica Foster (along with her family members) being harassed solely because she's chosen to LEAVE the Los Angeles porn industry, rebuild her life for the better, and tell the truth about her experiences?

Is Monica Foster and her family being made an example of by the Los Angeles porn industry in effort to frighten other porn actors and actresses into never leaving and remaining silent about the illegal activity (such as sex trafficking, drug use, money laundering and prostitution) of which the Los Angeles porn industry is built upon?

More and more of the public is beginning to question if Sean Tompkins, Michael Whiteacre, Jeff Mullen / Will Ryder (and others they are attached to) were behind the initial PornWikiLeaks situation from the start - it's starting to appear that way without a doubt.

(more info on

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

As we move from 2011 to 2012, I can't help but let out a HUGE sigh of relief. This past year (well these past few years for that matter) have been quite the journey - and ultimately quite the MISSION.

The trials and tribulations of which I've had to endure over the past few years have brought me closer to God and Jesus Christ, than I ever could have thought possible. I am so THANKFUL and FORTUNATE to be where I reside spiritually as of current.

People often say that God reserves his most difficult missions and tasks for his strongest, best and brightest... Well, I believe it considering the type of person that I am, the life I've been granted to live and the path that I've been guided to take.

My motto on my official website: for the past few years has been "I'm in it to win it." Well - I was, and I won. I didn't "win" in the way I envisioned I would - however the actual "win" has been FAR better than I ever could have anticipated.

2012 will be my final year of working as a webcam model. There are many other professional ventures of which I need to focus my time and energy on, and truthfully I don't feel that God and Jesus Christ want me to share my nude body with the world beyond that point in time.

My presence in the world of adult entertainment was a miracle which needed to happen, to assist in bringing to light the TRUTH of the satanic, demonic and evil presence within the world of adult entertainment.

My journey into the porn industry was a mission from God, which is nearly complete - and my personal sacrifice of having to share my nude body, sexual presence and soul with the world for THE TRUTH to come out, of what the adult entertainment industry REALLY IS - was worth it.

It's comforting to know that so many of you (my fans, friends and supporters) are appreciative of all the trouble I've had to go through. Knowing that I've saved (and will continue to save via my legacy) countless lives makes me feel at peace.

I am LIVING PROOF of God AND miracles being real. Only God and a miracle could have caused me to think that working in the porn industry would be a good idea. Only GOD and a miracle could have delivered me safely away from the EVIL that I encountered, which tried to destroy my life. Finally, ONLY GOD AND A MIRACLE, could have returned my sanity (because I was clearly out of my mind to have worked in the Los Angeles porn industry), so that I can share with the world the truth of my experiences within the Los Angeles porn sphere.

As of current my life is better than I ever could have asked for.  Financially I'm doing well, my relationships with my family members are great and I now know exactly who my REAL friends are. I'm extremely happy and feel very whole. God, Jesus Christ and the Light have rewarded me for all my hard work (that I didn't even realize I was doing) and it's just AWESOME!

Yes, a few idiots in and attached to the Los Angeles porn industry are still attempting to bother me, but I have it on good authority as of TODAY that the wrath of God is coming down upon them.

To conclude, no other woman on this planet with my looks, intelligence, background and heart would deal with those who are the Los Angeles porn industry UNLESS God felt it was necessary for her to do so. IT JUST WOULD NOT EVER NORMALLY HAPPEN - so the next time you hear someone doubt the reality of God, Jesus Christ or miracles just direct them to my official Monica Foster website

M.F. stands for Monica Foster & MIRACLES are FACT

If you know of any women personally in the Los Angeles porn industry, tell them to leave ASAP. Let them know they're too good for those sick losers. Tell them to visit as well :)

Thursday, December 08, 2011

One of my twitter peeps @BrichBrinson who run's a radio show on asked me to be a guest on his show last night - enjoy the broadcast replay below.

Listen to internet radio with Naughtydownadvi on Blog Talk Radio

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

A great piece of advice - courtesy a comment from a recent post on

Eric | December 7, 2011 at 4:47 pm

I’m probably a little older than some of you, so I’ll give you the same advice my father gave me regarding bullies. Kick the shit out of them. Beat them like a rented mule.

This was before the days of some liberal lawyer suing a school district or some gay kid going on TV and telling everybody how he had to change districts.

Kick the shit out of the bully. If you are too small or too afraid, find three or four other small, afraid kids and kick the shit out of the bully. If you are a kid who isn’t being a bully but you see somebody being a bully, kick the shit out of them.

Whine all you want about Facebook and Twitter and how much harder it is now. Bullshit. Kick the shit out of the bully. Worked then, it’ll work now.

What was that advice again?

Kick the shit out of the bully.

Monday, December 05, 2011

An interesting article about organized stalking, Weinergate, Mike Stack, Desi Foxx and Pornwikileaks.
From the website

Monica Foster at Home - Christian Pornstar Edition 04 from Monica Foster on Vimeo.

Monica Foster talks about the movement, shares her views on the extreme dangers of porn, the AHF's efforts to make condom use mandatory in the Los Angeles porn industry, the importance of having a spiritual Christian foundation and the porn industry's ties to organized crime (along with their organized stalking activity).
It appears that Ari Bass aka Michael Whiteacre and Sean Tompkins (possibly the loser Will Ryder aka Jeff Mullen as well) petitioned to suspend my Monica @ Home channel - which I've worked hard on maintaining and updating for quite a while now.

I will rebuild my video library elsewhere - but this goes to prove exactly what I've been trying to relate about the Los Angeles porn industry for quite some time (that it's linked to organized crime that attempts to intimidate and silence anyone who leaves and/or speaks the truth about their activity).

I will not be silenced.
I will not disappear.
I will continue to tell the truth.
I will walk with Jesus Christ and God.
I will forever LIVE IN THE LIGHT.

I'm not just in it to win it...I've won.

I am currently in fear for my life yet again (read the text messages on this link), so in the event of my murder, I will be writing detailed blogs over the next few days in regards to the illegal activity I witnessed while working in porn, and exactly WHO participated in WHAT activity.

Addresses will be provided as well. Some of these people are very wealthy and respected in their communities, however I feel it's my duty to finish what I've begun. I must save the health and lives of others like myself - who weren't dumb, just naive and overly trusting.

To all those who will benefit from my blogs over the next few days - I suppose it's the people on this list who should be most commended for pushing me out of porn, and back where I belong - In the Light with God and Jesus Christ :)

***Update*** As of 12.16.2011 Youtube reinstated my account! Praise God, Jesus Christ and the Light!

Sunday, December 04, 2011

I'll be live on webcam all weekend!

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Thursday, December 01, 2011

As of late I've really been enjoying life.

My energy level is very high at this time, because I've fine tuned my already healthy diet a bit more.

I've also limited myself to enjoying wine no more than once a week (if that), have increased my water intake AND have ceased being a casual smoker (that's right - I'm nicotine free).

I still probably drink a bit too much coffee, but in time I will work on that as well. January of 2012 I will relaunch the RIGHT way and with a much improved physique and attitude :)

The foundation of all the life improvements I've been making has been my personal form of Christianity Alexandralism ( It is based on the teachings of the ancient church and school of Alexandria (in Egypt) along with my unique life perspective and views.

I understand that my ideas are viewed as unconventional and controversial by many - but I will not tolerate being threatened by those who have opposing views. I invite you all to read a recent article I wrote about being threatened and harassed recently due to my being a Christian and following my personal form of Christianity.

On a happier note - a friend of mine, Desi Foxx has launched a new blog called - so check it out.

I've been very busy with my various blogs and websites ( , , , , , , etc) and art work (on along with my webcamming and producing new content for the members area of which I will be rebuilding this month.

I have to say I love being busy at this stage of life - it's nice to have finally developed a sense of "purpose" and steady drive.

Beginning early Spring of 2012 I plan on traveling throughout the United States to promote my books, attend some adult industry conventions, photograph some upcoming adult and non-adult entertainers and conduct some interviews. I will post information in regards to my travel schedule later this month.

I'll be live on webcam for private shows beginning this morning and throughout the weekend - just visit for details on connecting with me :) Have a fabulous weekend!

Monday, November 28, 2011

The new genera of Adult Entertainment 

I will be producing the first Christian Porn content in 2012
Look forward to it and welcome to the future.

Monica Foster at Home - Christian Pornstar Edition 03 - 21 Commandments , Alexandralism & Prayers from Monica Foster on Vimeo.

Friday, November 25, 2011

I will be live on webcam all weekend! Connect with me via my official website or on

Sunday, November 20, 2011

I'll be live on webcam all weekend - make sure to get a private show with me!

Links to me on

Friday, November 18, 2011

On this edition of Monica Foster at Home - Christian Pornstar edition , I discuss the concept of "Christian Porn" - is it possible? If it is, what should be the guidelines?

Later in the broadcast I touch on several porn and "sex" related news items:

  • the Herman Cain / Sharon Bialek allegations and Gloria Allred 's connections to the porn industry
  • pornstar and reality star Kim Kardashian in the new Tyler Perry movie "The Marriage Counselor"
  • Sasha Grey and her choice to read to first grade students in a Compton predominantly black and latin elementary school
  • Pedophilia - the number one problem (according to Corey Feldman and many others ) in Hollywood -  and how I feel the porn industry, specifically certain porn professionals, may be encouraging and supporting the problem.  I note how the youngest character ( Rudy ) in Not The Cosbys XXX 2 (directed by Jeff Mullen aka Will Ryder ) was not depicted as being over the age of 18 years old (please skip to the 32 minutes mark to see footage from the movie and behind the scenes footage of the Rudy character clearly being depicted as a child) footage use via the US fair use act .

Keep in mind Not the Cosbys XXX 1 and 2 won several awards from AVN and Xbiz which in my view solidifies the Los Angeles porn industry supporting pedophilia themed porn, which supports the concept of child abuse world wide.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Tonight (this morning) I am sad, disappointed, ashamed (for having ever dealt with the United States porn industry) and ANGRY!

An adult content studio by the name of Evasive Angles created a porn parody based on Alex Haley's Roots

In a video blog I created on I discuss this issue.

Click here to sign the petition I created on about this issue.

Please assist me in halting it's distribution. I have made mistakes in the past (1 especially which was my participation in a parody that I am ASHAMED to have been a part of as of current), but it's not too late to correct and STOP other mistakes such as that from occurring.

I have compiled a list of people to contact who need to be aware of this situation and who may be able to assist in efforts to halt this movie's distribution - click here.

Monday, November 07, 2011

Yesterday's broadcast of Monica Foster @ Home - Christian Pornstar edition !

Friday, November 04, 2011

Check this video about Anti-Gravity technology - quite cool (literally)!

This Sunday at 3pm PST I will be conducting my first webcast for on - see you there.

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

There are some very good perspectives out there as to what really goes on in the porn industry. Here are some of my top picks.
by Monica Foster

Truth Behind the Fantasy of Porn
by Shelley Lubben
by Desi Foxx

The porn industry is much more than "porn" - many aspects of it are gateways to turning away from God, Jesus, the Light, and Good. I'm an unconventional Christian, but a Christian none the less - that's what's in my core.

I don't believe that Christianity is the only "right" path - I think all paths rooted in God, the light, good and doing what's right, each have a piece of the puzzle which makes up the "big picture".

I've wondered for a while why my life has taken the road it has - and I finally have a resolution. I feel that God set me on a mission to point other's in the "right direction", who've taken the road that I have - but who might still be a bit lost.

I suppose what I'm saying - is that I'm up for the job of being a "sign post" I suppose.

If there's one thing I've realized on my journey through the Los Angeles porn circuit - it's that through guilt and despair - certain "porn professionals" attempt to turn God's children away from the light permanently (and if they resist - these jerks will use " gang stalking " tactics to drive these souls to suicide before they can make it back to the light). The reason, is to attempt to gather souls and energy for their weak, demonic, satanic and losing side. I know because this nearly happened to me - but it didn't (God sent me some help just in time).

If you are reading this, I urge you to reach out to any adult industry worker you know, and tell them that they ARE GOOD ENOUGH for God, Jesus, good and/or the light. They just have to make a step in the right direction.

No one has to be perfect - you just need to try your best to do the right thing when you know you can.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Here are a few of the results from some photos sets I took of myself today. Quite a few of the photos from today I'll be using in my 2012 Monica Foster calendar project which will be available before Christmas.

Below is a new photo of me. Taking some more today :)

I've been feeling very good lately - very centered, relaxed and "at peace". If you want to see how I'm doing daily - follow me on twitter:

Thursday, October 20, 2011

A little something I manifested to create a window to my past, that I can open and look through anytime I desire.

It's Porn Industry news from my perspective, and it doesn't matter whether anyone likes it or not. 

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

The above clip is one of my all time favorite movie scenes.
Featuring Robin Givens and the legendary Grace Jones !

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Time for the porn organized crime ring to lynch the black girl - Will Ryder, Michael Whiteacre, Kayden Kross and Sean Tompkins are behind it all (along with 20 other people apparently)

I suppose every few years in porn a Black person is set up to take the fall for the public criminal activity and/or mistakes of the porn industry makes.

2011 is the year of Monica Foster - and why not, I brought more awareness to many things within the porn industry than many were comfortable with, I stood up for myself and I successfully left the Los Angeles porn industry and moved on with my life.
Rather than me going on and on, I'll just post the latest development below.

Please note the people behind this:

Will Ryder aka Jeff Mullen (a man who intimidated me to stay quiet in regards to my rape, a man who depicts children in his porn movies and the man who suggested I commit suicide), Michael Whiteacre (a man who consistently stalks anti-porn activist Shelley Lubben and who opposes the new porn union,Kayden Kross (a young woman currently on probation for a fraudulent real estate transaction which left a family of 6 homeless in 2009), and of course Sean Tompkins (the supposed "hero" who claims to have brought down Pornwikileaks, but who in actuality is a stalker of porn actresses with dangerous anger issues).

Notice how the poster mentions he has "20 people helping him everyday" - isn't that organized stalking / gangstalking ? Why would it take over 20 people to get to me? 

I truly feel bad for these people. You can tell they all grew up very unloved. My family life wasn't perfect, but my parents love me. I think that's what bothers these weirdos the most. I just don't have time for mal-adjusted head cases anymore.

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.

So first everyone blamed Donny Long (Donald Carlos Seoane) for Pornwikileaks.

Now - guess who's being blamed (and possibly sued - we'll see about that)? ME!

Yep - apparently I - Monica Foster - am now the scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks according to Sean Tompkins (I think he's just upset because I brought up Kimmie Krook aka Kayden Kross's criminal history and the fraudulent post she wrote about Shelley Lubben).

I suppose this is the perfect end to a perfect tale however, as to why no one should ever attempt to deal with the Los Angeles Porn Industry. My getting into porn was far from a "good choice" - hate to admit it, but that's the truth.

Who's really behind Pornwikileaks? Hell if I know (and frankly I'm tired of thinking about it). I personally have a hunch that this all revolves around the FSC (Free Speech Coalition). All those attached to "bringing Pornwikileaks down" seem to be attached to the Free Speech Coalition in some way so it makes sense. I'll do a broadcast about it shortly.

Regardless I'm officially Anti-Porn from this day forth. Hopefully I won't be a webcam girl much longer either.

I gave people in the porn industry (and the concept of porn) multiple chances, but it wasn't worth my time. Today's events in a strange way have taken a huge weight off my shoulders. I'm free to do what I was meant to do now - which is to help close the entire Los Angeles Porn Industry down for good.

I feel God took me on this journey basically to teach me what I needed to know in order to effectively bring the Los Angeles porn circuit to a close. I probably know more and have seen more than any other "ex-pornstar" in quite some time and I think that a journey such as mine was required in order to do what I know I need to do now.

Below are the "threats" from today. My legal advice has informed me not communicate any further with anyone attached to Pornwikileaks considering that they are dangerous individuals(and who will lose everything).

So welcome to a new Anti-Porn Alexandra Mayers previously known as Monica Foster era. If you are interested in joining me and many others before me in the fight to close the Los Angeles Porn Industry for good, then follow @MonicaFoster on twitter and my blog

Many changes to my websites will be underway soon. I'm glad things worked out as they have :) I'm listening to and trusting in God again - luckily he never left me, even in my confusion and when I was lost.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Diane Duke - Executive Director of the Free
Speech Coalition (FSC) - Is her goal to extort the
public and pervert the minds of children all in the
name of PORN and MONEY? Seems like it.
Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.
On July 21, 2010 I wrote a blog entitled PornWikiLeaks 2.0 could happen including the names of pornstars AND porn VIEWERS. I was right (I hate being so darned accurate about the future of porn at times).

Porn companies and those with interest in the porn industry such as the FSC (Free Speech Coalition) over the past few months in the USAhave kept their attorneys busy filing lawsuits to "stop pirating" - but not against the file sharing sites (many of which the porn studios actually own). Instead against the end users who download the content. These lawsuits of course are all intended to be "settled" .

In the US, lawyers have issued tens of thousands of letters of demand to people accused of illegally downloading explicit content in the past year. Typically, these letters suggest that if the case were to go to court, the alleged downloader could, if found guilty, face fines of up to $150,000, plus costs.

Alternatively, they are told, the case could be settled immediately for a small fee, generally just a few thousand dollars. Many pay up rather than face the possible expense and humiliation of a court case. A similar approach has also been used with some success in Britain.

One of the primary attorneys handling these lawsuits in the US (Los Angeles - Porn Valley) ironically is Michael Fattorosi - the EXACT same attorney who advised Donny Long and other operators of the PornWikiLeaks website which terrorized, harassed, stalked and released the personal information of countless adult industry performers and professionals.

Looking back at the pornwikileaks issue - I still believe that it's intent may have been to eradicate adult performer's anonymity simply so lawyers representing porn studios would have justification in exposing the personal info of the end users the porn studios were planning to sue later if the user chose NOT to settle out of court.

Apparently this "extortion" trend the financially broken porn industry has begun to utilize just hit Australia. An Australian company trying to sue people for illegally downloading Hollywood movie Kill the Irishman has extensive links to internet pornography, raising suspicions that the legal action may in fact be a stalking horse for a larger assault on behalf of the porn industry.

As reported by Fairfax this month, Brisbane law firm Lloyds Solicitors, acting on behalf of the Gold Coast-based Movie Rights Group, has written to internet service providers including Telstra, iiNet, Internode and Exetel seeking the details of thousands of people alleged to have illegally downloaded the crime thriller Kill the Irishman in May.

An investigation by Fairfax has since revealed that the New Zealand-born brothers behind Movie Rights Group (Matthew Clapham and Richard Clapham) are major players in the internet porn industry, raising the possibility that their real motive is to sue thousands of Australians who have downloaded porn without paying for it.

Richard Clapham

What I find interesting about this situation is that an organization here in the United States called the Free Speech Coalition (the FSC) while in support of these anti-piracy tactics (at one point in time Michael Fattorosi attempted to be a board member on the FSC), is AGAINST the implementation of the .XXX extension which would help to protect children from accessing porn online AND has gone as far as to grant membership to the FSC and support pornographers who depict children having sex in adult content.

Matthew Clapham
Amazing how completely disrespectful the so called "professionals" in and attached to the porn industry are in regards to the public. Porn professionals virtually invade your home, tempt you with "free" downloads, pervert your children, and then extort you later under the threat of humiliation.

Porn fans, you're far better off dealing with a LIVE and INDEPENDENT webcam girl in my opinion than bothering to support the unethical con-artists and extortionists which make up the traditional "porn industry".

opinion / editorial by Monica Foster

Having fun and laughing more while beetles stop by and say hi (from

As I move forward through life (as if I or anyone else really has a choice - I still haven't seen any time machines on Yahoo shopping) I'm finding far more things comedic and entertaining than I used to.

I laugh at myself much more. I also find my negative feelings in regards to events and people from my past funny now days - primarily due to my realization of having placed far too much importance on things that really don't matter when it comes to the "big picture" of life.

This is an interesting phase to reside in.

Maybe I'm reaching true happiness. Who least I'm smiling more and am having some fun.

The only thing missing is a partner to be happy and have fun with.
From the Animal Totem Dictionary...
Although there is naturally a great attraction to spiritual matters, June Bug/Beetle will show how to balance and remain grounded. His wisdom teaches to navigate what is hidden in the sub/unconscious realms. Pay attention to nocturnal activities: dream time, journeys, and moments of waking, along with meditational impressions. Expect emotions to come to the surface as well as being emotionally tested in order to clean and clear the way for new and better things. Mental, spiritual, emotional movement appears in sets of 3.

Pay attention to synchronicities. He demonstrates exterior strength and fortitude and the use of a tough outer shell when needed. June Bug/Beetle demonstrates a higher intuition connection and a keen sense of discernment in all areas. He will show how to dig for answers to reveal the truths you need. He shows how to move with a sharp sense of timing. His medicine represents opportunities to recycle, reinvent and repurpose what you have, know, think and act. This self-reinvention may include participating in larger groups to expand knowledge and awareness. A balanced diet includes plenty of fruits, vegetables and grains. May or June is a significant indicator of events. The time period for June Bug/Beetle has various stages. Take notice of circumstances, dreams, wishes and encounters that may happen within the next two to five days. In 3 to 4 weeks lessons will be coming to swift manifestation. Be ready. In the last two to three years, have you been inspired to do something, have unfinished projects or endeavors that have been delayed? He will show how to progress forward as it is time to emerge.
The cause for .XXX domains gained ground today due to the Sesame Street porn incident. 

On October 16th, 2011 some idiot decided it would be fun to add porn clips to the Sesame Street youtube channel (click here to read about it on I suppose it's not enough to add adult rated content to video games that teenagers have access too. Certain people are out to PERVERT the minds of children as well (I've been saying for a while now that quite a few porn industry "professionals" have an abnormal fixation with the merger of SEX and CHILDREN and keep trying to depict child themed situations in their porn movies - porn director Will Ryder sure did in that damn Not The Cosbys XXX 2 movie. )

Fortunately the operators of the Sesame Street youtube channel caught the incident within 22 mins of the clips being posted - however the channel did become unavailable.

In my view, this incident most likely will assist in the .XXX domain coming into effect and shortly being MANDATORY for all adult content to be placed under. Certain "porn professionals" have bitched and moaned about the cost of the domains, but perhaps that's PUNISHMENT for the lack of professionalism and responsibility the porn industry has displayed over the past decade.
The availability of adult material to youngsters is reaching a level of being out of control, and since a centralized internal regulation system which should monitor, control and account for such incidents and individuals is not in place - the government most likely will have to step in and create new laws.
When an internal system doesn't exist or fails, and external system will step in. Either conform or DEFECT (in other words get the fuck out the USA you unprofessional porn industry DEGENERATES)

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Why is Kayden Kross supporting Pornwikileak's lack of legal closure?
(pictured right: Kayden Kross & Sean Tompkins September 2011)
(repost from

We are in mid-October and the Pornwikileaks incident STILL has not received LEGAL closure - that's a fact. Individual parties (both attached and UNATTACHED to the porn industry) who were gang stalked, cyber bullied, harassed, slandered and terrorized both on and offline still would like some legal closure on the issue - yet Sean Tompkins (who could expedite the legal closure process) continues to refuse to furnish the database which would identify exactly who created the "wikis" from the Pornwikileaks site to the public (or at least to the individual parties seeking legal resolution).

Sean Tompkins is intentionally obstructing justice in the name of personal and professional gain. Regardless of how you want to look at the situation - it is wrong. He has gone as far as to continue utilizing the EXACT SAME stalking and slandering tactics and patterns with his site TheRealPornWikiLeaks as the initial PornWikiLeaks site did.

I am still a PRIMARY TARGET being that I've been verbal about the initial PornWikiLeaks site lacking a legal conclusion, and now other's attached to adult entertainment have become targets and have suffered slander and harassment as well (porn director Nica Noelle, anti-porn activist Shelley Lubben, anti-porn and HIV awareness speaker Derrick Burts, etc).

At this stage I feel an "essay" written by Kayden Kross should be pulled by every media outlet that has posted it. Either that or a retraction needs to be written that states that the PornWikiLeaks issue has never reached legal closure.

As of current, I'm very disappointed in Kayden Kross's and possibly Digital Playground's (they have ads plastered all over Sean Tompkin's website) support of Sean Tompkins and his aquantence Michael Whiteacre's regular on and offline harassment, gang stalking and terrorism of individuals they feel the need to target and victimize - however considering that Kayden Kross is a convicted felon for real estate fraud with a criminal history I can't say I'm surprised (you know the saying "Birds of a feather flock together").

Kayden Kross's essay is fraudulent, and I have to question if she was paid to assist in the cover up of Sean Tompkin's efforts to convert the initial PornWikiLeaks project and traffic over to the new TheRealPornWikiLeaks site. Both sites utilize the EXACT same framework (and I've stated before that the blueprint for such sites should be patented and made ILLEGAL).

Being that Kayden Kross in my view is assisting possible conspiracy, criminal behavior and fraud, I plan on submitting a letter in regards to the situation to the Superior Court of California to alert the court of the situation. Kayden Kross has been on probation since July of 2009 for real estate fraud (which ironically she claims to be the "victim" of), and though I may be wrong in my view of her involvement in assisting with another fraudulent situation - all signs point to her knowing vital information which could bring legal closure to pornwikileaks.
  • Sean Tompkins disclosed to me via phone that only himself and Kayden Kross would ever know the political motives behind the site (why only Kayden?)
  • Kayden Kross was a client of Michael Fattorosi who gave legal advice to the owners of the website .
  • Kayden Kross is a member of the FSC (free speech coalition) - an organization which is opposed to Shelley Lubben's efforts, Nica Noelle's efforts to start the Adult Performer's Association and the AHF (Aids HealthCare Foundation - the organization Derrick Burts speaks in support of) .
  • Kayden Kross is friends with Michael Whiteacre (who has been gang stalking Shelley Lubben for a while now).
Again, I find it comical that one who proclaimed for so long to be a "victim" (yet was convicted in a court of law) has a problem with me having the strength to acknowledge that I was a true victim (along with my family and many others) who has the EVIDENCE to back it up (and the sense to not GIVE UP until I have legal closure).

I live in the light and in a world of truth. That's why I don't have a CRIMINAL HISTORY. Only CRIMINALS don't seek or see the importance legal closure.

In time I will post a video blog with further details as to this situation on

(The words of the CONVICTED FELON "victim" Kayden Kross who wrote an essay about pornwikileaks "ending" minus LEGAL CLOSURE. Adult blogger Darrah Ford may have been correct about "Kimmie Krook" aka Kayden Kross. Since Kayden Kross has a problem with true victims, does that mean that SHE NEVER WAS ONE (or will she always be one?) when she claimed to be in 2009? Hmmmmm...)

Individuals who were not attached to the porn industry (the FAMILY MEMBERS of pornstars who were listed) who were VICTIMIZED by pornwikileaks DESERVE LEGAL RESOLUTION.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Porn Wiki Leaks and projects of the like are a form of Gang Stalking.

If you are or were a victim of the Pornwikileaks project (or something similar) and are seeking understanding - I strongly advise you visit:
Also watch the following video (and it's associated part 2, 3, etc):
Also click the following link for resources on youtube:

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

My latest art piece entitled "Remembering" is available online for purchase on:

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Get a webcam show from me this week! I'm going to try to be online 24/7 !
(yea, we'll see how that works out - LOL)

I've noticed a few commenters on certain adult blogs and forums having issue with my continuing to discuss the adult entertainment industry (along with my continuation to work within it independently) since my departure from the Los Angeles porn circuit. 

To those people, I have the following thought to share:

You can’t abort a baby once it’s born.

You can ask your brother or parents to raise it and never let that baby know you’re the parent, yes. You can put it up for adoption – sure. You can put it in the garbage even.

The thing is no matter what you do, that baby still will be around and still will be a part of you and still have your traits. You’ll ALWAYS be aware of it and that’s simply the punishment and burden you can’t avoid in such a situation.

Even if you KILL THE BABY, that baby still was there at one point and you’ll never forget it, and more than likely someone else will remember that at one point you were indeed pregnant with it and if that baby isn’t around after 9 months – questions will be asked.

The best thing to do with an unwanted baby – especially if you don’t want that baby to grow up, seek you out and turn on you once it realizes how much it was unwanted – is to ensure that baby is taken care of in the BEST way possible and that it’s allowed to grow and develop in such a healthy and happy fashion that you, the irresponsible selfish and incapable parent almost NEVER cross the mind of that (now grown) individual.

It’s also a great idea to stay as far away from that baby as possible once it becomes an adult being that you didn’t have the nerve to kill it when you could.

That baby deserves to live their life in ANY WAY THEY WANT – and most likely since that baby carries your genes – some things they do in life may be similar to things you’ve done…BUT that baby has someone else’s genes too, so they’re not exactly LIKE you and most likely are better and stronger than you being that they survived your rejection. I suppose that’s just how evolution works…

So to conclude, remember – you gave that baby up so you no longer have any right to dictate what that baby does or how that baby lives. My suggestion, is to always use birth control in the future so you don’t have to deal with such pain ever again.

Monday, September 26, 2011

This will be a busy week. Not only do I have to do my routine tasks to live and survive monetarily, but I have to complete a few projects in order to continue telling the truth about what REALLY happens when you try out working in porn, but then decide that you're better off on your own and independent rather than playing the Los Angeles Porn Industry game.

In my view there are 3 men of concern of which I feel have been the primary sources of the terrorism, harassment, slander and suffering that myself and family has been dealing with since Decemeber of 2010 (which was hatched via the Pornwikileaks project). These men's names are Michael Fattorosi, Jeff Mullen aka Will Ryder, and Sean Tompkins.

You can read about these men on my blog page by clicking here.

Jeff Mullen / Will Ryder as of recent has gone as far as to write in a press release that I am "mentally ill". I assume this is due to my recent clarity of mind which has helped me realize that I need to not live in fear and tell the truth about not just some, but ALL of my experiences in dealing with him.

Sean Tompkins as well has taken great lengths to paint a picture of me being a "liar" and "crazy" via fabricated posts I supposedly wrote on the Pornwikileaks forum. I personally am very concerned for Sean Tompkin's children (especially his oldest daughter), because throughout the time I got to know him over the phone, and via texts and emails I realized that he may be a sex addict, appears to be obsessed with building a career for himself in the porn industry, may be considering grooming his daughter to enter the porn industry when she is of age, and I believe he behaves inappropriately in regards to his other young children (I have outlined my thoughts in regards to him in detail on ).

If I were a white woman with 3 black gangsters harassing me and my family on and offline long after I've left the Los Angeles porn industry, it would be all over the news. However in this situation it's the opposite, so no one does anything or says anything. If anything the situation is suppressed. As of current (and I never thought I'd feel this way) I am AFRAID of older white men (and may be for the rest of my life considering the trauma I've dealt with).

I will no longer be afraid to speak out however,  nor will I be intimidated by people who can't deal with facing the truth of their actions and having those outside of their circles being aware of their agendas. I know that with each blog and video blog I create I am taking a huge risk, but I feel it's my duty to put out the warnings so that other young women don't fall into the pit of hell of which I'm not certain I've yet escaped from - which was the Los Angeles Porn Industry.

Each day I still am striving to make a life for myself. I feel very alone as of current and a bit lost, however I will keep moving in the direction that I perceive as forward and upward. I'm better than the people who are giving me a hard time in life right now - and I know it - and they hate it - and I'm glad.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Monica Foster on Dollhouse Radio - hosted by Sexy India
Listen to internet radio with SEXY INDIA on Blog Talk Radio

Friday, September 23, 2011

As of today, I've come to the conclusion that it's time that I forgive Donny Long aka Donald Carlos Seoane - an ex pornstar , porn director and studio owner who was heavily involved in the Pornwikileaks project.

From December of 2010 to the present date, I've learned much more than I ever cared to about each and every individual who was involved in the Pornwikileaks project ; along with those who claimed to be against it, but in actuality stood to gain much from it's presence and closure.

I will never forget Donald's actions, however I do forgive him. I wish he and his family the best and I hope he in time is able to be a good father to his child.

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.

Monday, September 19, 2011

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.
Monica Foster - Pornwikileaks still needs closure and who is Sean Tompkins?

On this broadcast of Monica Foster at home, Monica discusses Sean Tompkins. Sean Tompkins is an interesting case and a case of concern in Monica's view considering that he's an individual who chose to enter the porn circuit / adult industry rather late in life (he's currently 40 years old) and from a background that was completely removed from the adult entertainment sphere.

Monica outlines how Sean Tompkins came onto the porn industry "scene" (via the hight of the pornwikileaks issue which terrorized Monica Foster, her family and countless others on and offline plus breached the privacy of many private citizens) and how as of current Sean is taking bold steps to establish his carbon copy of the pornwikileaks website , his porn "tabloid" and "tube site" brand adultwikimedia and asserts himself at every opportunity as the porn industry's "online hero".

Monica examines some relatively confusing and contradictory actions and inconsitencies in regards to Sean Tompkins and shares how she is particularly concerned about Sean's 4 children (from 3 different relationships) of which he seems to be carelessly exposing to the negative elements that the adult entertainment industry brings into one's life.

Monica specifically notes that parents who are adult entertainers need to be very careful in not exposing their children to the public. In her view the public should never even be aware of adult entertainer's children considering how they deserve a clean slate in life and could easily become targets of sick and disturbed individuals.

Monica shares how the pornwikileaks issue will not have come to a full close in her view until Sean Tompkins makes public the database of which he had access to and has compiled of the user names, IP addresses, and real names of the individuals who created the wikis and participated in the consistent on and offline harassment and terrorism of adult industry professionals and their families. Monica feels that if Sean does not come forward with this info so that the pornwikileaks issue can be resolved in a court of law, he's not only supporting a cyberbullying, stalking and a hate crime - but terrorism within the United States of America as well.

Monica conveys how at this stage the framework and technicalities like the initial and need to be outlined, documented, blueprinted and then made illegal due to the intent of such sites being utilized to terrorize the individuals they target on and off line.

Monica outlines how she realized that Sean Tompkins does "take sides" and attempts to slant "porn news" in the direction of which he desires after doing a series of interviews in regards to some serious accusations that a porn talent by
the name of Daisy Dare made against Marc Drescher (aka MarkFromTheDark).

Monica explains how since she has disassociated herself with Sean Tompkins , she is again being terrorized in a fashion that mirrored what she experienced with the pornwikileaks website.

To conclude Monica questions as to why the domain is still active and why it forwards to the website of the individual who allegedly initiated the pornwikileaks website (Donny Long).

Friday, September 16, 2011

Today I shipped off another piece of art I was commissioned to paint by one of my twitter followers. I'm starting to find it a bit difficult to send away my artwork - I suppose because my art is a piece of my being - however I know this particular piece will wind up in a very good home.

"Manifestation Focus"

I always ship my art framed, because well - I feel like it's the least I can do. This particular acrylic painting I am truly proud of, so I decided to scan it, and will be selling the scans as high resolution 8x10 framed signed and numbered prints. 

If anyone out there reading this is interested in one of my original paintings you can purchase one through my online art store on or you can ask me to create a custom piece for you by contacting me through the 'Contact' form on my website

Thursday, September 08, 2011

My final thoughts (for now at least) on the
Daisy Dare vs. MarcFromTheDark situation.

I'm glad I'm not the judge of "Pornstar Court"
Click the above link to read my thoughts - I made a separate page for my thoughts considering
how lengthy they are (as usual).

Monica Foster of, interviews pornstar Tucker Slain in effort to gets to the root of some recent issues within the porn and adult entertainment industry.
This video piece begins with footage of the Tucker Slain / Daisy Dare / Kenny webshows (footage provided by Marc / MarcFromTheDark ). Monica then interviews Tucker and he relates his experiences, thoughts and observations in regards to the very serious MarcFromTheDark vs Daisy Dare allegations (links can be found on )

Then Tucker Slain goes on to share his experiences and thoughts with pornstars Chad Diamond, Alana Evans and her husband Chris, Grace Evangeline, Beverly Paige, Scarlett Fey, Kendra Secrets, ChristianXXX, and the late Hunter Bryce.

Tucker Slain discusses his involvement with the August 2011 HIV case in the porn industry of which initially a performer allegedly tested positive, but has since tested negative.

Tucker also shares how he hopes that porn legend Tabitha Stevens does not believe what Alana Evans has been stating in regards to him, as he greatly admires and hopes to someday work with Tabitha.
Tucker Slain explains how his goal is not to be a pornstar - but rather a musician in time, however while he is in porn he will strive to be as professional and considerate as possible being that he loves being a part of the industry not just as a performer, but as a webcam model, entrepreneur and driver for performers without vehicles.

(side note: I have additional "Tucker Slain thoughts" that I will be editing together in the future in another video. Due to this video already being very long I had to leave them out).

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

Part 1


1-2-3-4 do I detect a twitter war? Maybe it should be more like 1-2-3-4- I declare a pimp war!

Recently a young lady who decided to take the plunge into the Los Angeles adult entertainment ( porn ) industry wrote a rather disturbing email / manifesto to a friend of mine who runs Daisy made several very serious allegations against a man by the name of Marc Drescher who whom brought her out to Los Angeles and who she worked with upon arrival.

Though I had the chance to speak with Daisy and set up an interview to get more details from her side of the situation, I have was notified at the scheduled time of the interview without prior notice that she now has legal council and has been advised not to do interviews.

I was contacted shortly after by Marc Drescher who wanted to share his side of the situation so the same day of Daisy's canceled interview, I interviewed him. Please watch parts 1 through 3 of this interview set featuring Marc Drescher (@markfromthedark), Britany Blaze (@Brittany_Blaze), Amanda Blow (@Amandablow), and last but not least Tucker Slain (@tuckerslain ). All individuals share their thoughts and perspectives on what is a rare look at a rather common situation in the adult entertainment sphere.

This particular situation is a rather dramatic one - however I personally feel all parties of whom I've spoken with are incredibly talented and intelligent individuals ( though they've taken an unconventional road in life ) and have been sincere.


Daisy Dare 's initial post / manifesto on

Marc Drescher 's official website:

Marc on

AdultTalentRegistry on
Brittany Blaze 's official website

Amanda Blow's blog

Brittany Blaze and Amanda Blow on

Daisy Dare on Twitter

TuckerSlain on Twitter

Information on the Porn Industry - and

Friday, September 02, 2011

Just added my latest painting to my online art shop.  If you'd like to own a piece of me feel free to purchase it by clicking here.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Well it's almost the end of the Summer, so as a special treat for Fall, I'll be bringing an entire set of brand-new self produced solo videos to

Enjoy :)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

For those of you interested in purchasing my art, you can do so on my online store: 
(under my real name obviously).
I uploaded my first piece "Interdimensional Fertilization" tonight.

Friday, August 05, 2011

I'm still on Summer hiatus but I couldn't resist doing this Skype Interview with Misti Dawn of

On this Interview Edition of Monica Foster at Home, I interview the incredibly intelligent and creative pornstar, model, and self described nerd Misti Dawn of

This interview covers Misti's introduction to the adult entertainment world, her thoughts and experiences as a pornstar, some mainstream projects she's been a part of, the history and meaning behind her tattoos, along with how she's stayed true to who she is rather than allowing herself to be "remade" by the porn industry.

Misti shares her point of view in regards to an issue she had with Burning Angel ( Joanna Angel and Michael Fattorosi specifically ) and tells why she's since parted ways with the company.

Misti Dawn relates how much she enjoyed working with Belladonna and appreciates her performance style and shares what her ideal project would be to produce.

Misti explains how her technological background has assisted with her continuing to market herself independently and shares news on her upcoming independent and joint projects with other studios.

Misti finally shares how her video game (gamer girl) skills just landed her a new role in an upcoming feature from New Sensations.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

On break from this blog, but I'll be back around September.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.

This was a comment I posted tonight in response to a post on in regards to my friend Mike South being disgusted over the pornwikileaks issue:

Pornwikileaks 2.0 could easily happen if the people behind the site are not brought to justice AND if the blueprint of the website is not patented and then made ILLEGAL within the USA (and beyond). Here I'll tell you why - along with why certain people in the porn industry will continue to back Michael Fattorosi aka Pornlaw of AdultBizLaw.

Here's what I realized from looking at some comments here in regards to Fattorosi tonight.

Certain people in the industry - namely those who have paid their $100 per months to be in club AdultBizLaw dot com will keep their mouth's shut about him and even attempt to separate Fattorosi from this entire situation completely (maybe even support him). Wanna know why? I'll tell you why.

Fattorosi is set to attempt to make ALOT of people in porn a ton of money who have lost money over the past few years.

PWL was just a test - only a test (at least in my view).

Here's the thing - Fattorosi is a forerunner in the upcoming trend for porn studios to sue "John Does" for downloading pirated porn from the bittorrent sites. This will work via such sites collecting the IP addresses of all the bored and horny schmucks out there who think they hit paydirt with a "free porn download" site (which I wouldn't be surprised if such sites were run and maintained by the studios themselves - those darn greedy SOBs - kinda like how certain studios own and maintain tube sites).

Then the sites will hand over the IP's to Fattorosi or some other creature like him who in turn will work with the cable/internet companies to track the IPs to "John Doe".

"John Doe" will then be contacted with a settlement agreement saying "if you don't pay us x amount of dollars for downloading GangBanger #56 from such and such bittorrent site, we're going to sue you and it will go on LEGAL RECORD your real name, what you stole (downloaded), what date, what time etc - oh and by the way - this will all be public information" - get it? LEGAL EXTORTION.

And don't ya know that PWL 2.0 (or maybe more like JohnDoeWikiLeaks) will pop up and some point with ALL the "John Doe" info that Google will probably be oh so happy to index? Just think - "John Doe" googles his own name one day and what pops up? "John Doe is a sex addict who downloaded GangBangers #56 on on 01/01/2012 - and he lives at 123 fucked street".

And the porn industry bottom feeder like Fattorosi will justify all this by saying "well the porn talent's had their private personal info outed in PWL and nothing was ALL public information - shouldn't it be the same for the John Doe's who we basically BAIT into stealing our content? - it's not our fault pornstar's info was amassed in one easy to search site - it was Donny Long's fault".

Looks to me like certain people in porn realized that there IS a way to make money from a supposedly "free" product. It's kinda like those gypsy fortune tellers on the street who grab your hand and read your palm - and who then DEMAND $10 or more when you never asked for a reading in the first place.

Lets see, what am I forgetting here...OH! Did you all know that the very first lawsuit (which is intended to be settle out of court) of this type is in regards to the Paris Hilton sex tape? Yep - Kevin Blatt brokered that and wouldn't you know that he was in business with Fattorosi at one point in time in regards to his 2257safe / 2257snap venture?

Think I'm wrong? Read this:

You don't try to legitimize a business in America by fucking over the country's citizens in this fashion. People will not tolerate it - if you can't get it together LEAVE THE COUNTRY AND NEVER COME BACK.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.
Why Michael Fattorosi assisted Donny Long with Pornwikileaks - Tara and Vanessa Blue are involved.

Since I and my family members have been attacked and exploited via the Pornwikileaks (PWL) project along with several other adult entertainment industry professionals - the primary question that's been on my mind has been "Why?". I understand that there aren't always solid concrete answers to every question and circumstance in life, but more often than not, I've found that there are truths and answers to most questions - however unusual, odd or unexpected those answers may at times be.

A small group of people, from both within and outside of the adult entertainment industry, have launched an investigation as to who exactly is behind the PWL project, and slowly but surely some names and IDs of those involved have been firmly attached. For details, please visit and

Though some people immediately attached to the project (the primary driving forces behind it) were expected (such as Donny Long aka Donald Carlos Seoane), others have been a bit unexpected (such as Jerry Aharony - owner of Mallcom Inc, Tara Akinlose of and Michael Fattorosi - better known as "Pornlaw" of ).

Though it's been known for quite some time that Donny Long is mentally unstable and seeking revenge upon the entire porn industry, and that companies ( that I view as being unethical ) like Mallcom Inc / (owned by Jerry Aharony) will attach themselves to virtually any steady internet traffic source they can find being that we're living in a floundering economy - the motives and thought processes behind others involved - namely Michael Fattorosi - have been somewhat confusing.

Many have questioned at this stage exactly WHY Michael Fattorosi would align himself with Donny Long and PWL considering the extreme racist overtones of the project being that he's been in a long term relationship with Vanessa Blue - an African-American pornstar.

That's why I decided to look a bit closer at the history of Michael Fattorosi's rise to prominence within the adult entertainment industry - which I found to be heavily dependent on his association with Vanessa Blue.

Upon researching Vanessa Blue's history I found quite a few disturbing elements which have lead me to believe that she has indeed been instrumental and most likely heavily involved in the PWL project - primarily due to having a personal vendetta against "crossover" male talents (which may have been prompted by her breakup in 2005 from Lexington Steele due to his rumored bisexuality), and because she may have realized that PWL would be an excellent tool to utilize to either hurt or destroy other studio owners she may view as her competition (therefor advancing her own career and income).

In this video I outline Vanessa Blue's personal and professional history, and reference several articles and interviews with Blue. A glaringly common element or theme within much of the material I read about Blue had to do with her insecurities in regards to her ethnicity and her overall low self esteem.

I cover details in this video piece in regards to Blue's relationship with Lexington Steele along with when and how it fell apart. I also document the entrance of Fattorosi into Blue's life and how he may have exploited Blue's circumstance and dysfunction to suit his own agendas and rise to prominence within an industry full of individuals that would be relatively easy for someone of his character to manipulate.

I present an overview of who Blue and Fattorosi have been attached to and who they've dealt with over the years and why some of these individuals have been attacked by PWL extensively where as others have been "shielded" from the venture entirely.

On a personal note, I feel that I and my family were heavily attacked by PWL, primarily because my family situation (and my father especially) may have reminded Blue about what she went through in regards to her relationship with Lexington Steele - I feel she was projecting.

Blue in my opinion may need to go into counseling or therapy at this stage in her life (and should probably get as far away from Fattorosi as possible, because he appears to encourage her hate and enable her dysfunctional behavior), because her hate filled homophobic online activity is wrong (it dates back to 2007 according to Christian XXX' s blog) and unacceptable. Furthmore her self loathing is beyond the term of "unhealthy".

I also include my thoughts on Tara Akinlose in this video and share how I see her fitting into the picture along with how I feel she's been utilized as a "worker bee" by Blue, Fattorosi and/or Long to carry out various tasks against certain individuals who may have been perceived as "threats" (Christian XXX, Mercedes Ashley, Mariah Milano, Nina Mercedes and myself).

For links to the referenced articles and websites noted in the video, please visit