Tuesday, December 06, 2016

Alexandra Mayers LIVE : Thoughts on travel, Africa, displacement & being human on Earth

Alexandra Mayers talks about her travel plans, thoughts in regards to wanting to visit areas of the world where the indigenous people flourish and shares her feelings about being an African-American woman.

Saturday, November 26, 2016

A special "Story Time" from my days as an active pornstar - an AlexandraMayersLIVE.com exclusive

Alexandra Mayers aka Monica Foster shares an interesting "story time" (from her days as an active pornstar) revolving around pornstar Mahlia Milian and the issues of racism, intimidation and perception .

To watch the full video of this episode of Alexandra Mayers LIVE, just visit http://www.AlexandraMayersLIVE.com and be sure to subscribe to http://www.youtube.com/AlexandraMayers

Friday, October 28, 2016

Thursday, September 08, 2016

Maybe the "dark side" I'm exploring is just my inner "Girl Next Door"

So in my effort to "balance out" my life a bit, I've decided to explore (what I at least consider) the "dark side" of all that is for a while... Maybe "dark side" isn't the correct term - maybe what I'm really saying is that I'm willing to take a look at, consider, examine and entertain opinions, ideals and ways of being that in the past I judged and rejected without a complete knowledge of.

For just over a month now, some gateways to a few new worlds have opened - so I've taken a deep breath, channeled Indiana Jones and have stepped into the great unknown...

Embarking on this new adventure is a little scary, but a phrase (actually a line from a script) that helps me get over my fears is from the movie "The Girl Next Door". The main character, Danielle, repeatedly says in times of uncertainty to the other main character, Matthew,  "Just go with it."

Ironically, come to think of it, I've slept with more guys named Matthew than any other name... I wonder what that's about. LOL!

Enjoy my most recent webcast below.

Monday, September 05, 2016


" But I know the rage that drives you. That impossible anger strangling the grief, until the memory of your loved ones is just poison in your veins. And one day you catch yourself wishing the person you loved had never existed, so you'd be spared your pain. I wasn't always here in the mountains. Once I had a wife, my great love. She was taken from me. Like you, I was forced to learn that there are those without decency that must be fought without hesitation, without pity. Your anger gives you great power, but if you let it, it will destroy you, as it almost did me. " - Batman Begins

Sunday, August 21, 2016

Viewer & Reader Emails - "why in the hell so many people have such an axe to grind" with me

I've decided to start sharing some of the emails I receive from my webcast viewers and blog / website readers. Here's the first.

This email is in regards to a recent blog I wrote in regards to the end of the Foxx & Foster project.

The reason many individuals often either initially have an issue with me, or develop an issue with me in time has to do with the fact that I am honest and I have recorded (and witnessed) a substantial amount of history.  In addition, there's only 2 situations someone could offer me to slant my views in a direction to favor certain parties with certain agendas.

Gotta love Falkor
So in other words - I'm not for sale...at least not yet :)

When you throw into the mix that I have a close relationship with God through Jesus Christ, individuals who seek to destroy the human being's tie to God completely flip out.

One of my favorite speakers, a man by the name of David Wilcock, has stated on his series "Wisdom Teachings" that the most powerful thing to the Cabal (a group that some have labeled the "illuminati" - though the actual "Illuminati" today is a different group) is a person who has a large following and the ability to influence others through their actions. I am such a person.

When powerful people realize that they can't own their target OR are not willing to pay their target's  "price", then they act like a 2 year old throwing a temper tantrum.  That's what many who follow me on @AlexandraMayers, @MonicaFosterwww.AlexandraMayersLIVE.com are witnessing as of current.

I am obsessed with Unicorns
Traditionally, people like the organized crime members attached to the porn industry that I've had to deal with are able to "scare" their targets into silence. That obviously doesn't work in the case of Alexandra Mayers.

Often times powerful people at the heads of businesses and organizations (such as who I've confronted) are able to dig up "dirt" or "secrets" on whistle blowers such as myself. However, I don't have any. Plus there's nothing for anyone to take from me financially, because I'm poor.

I have been thoroughly (and publicly) researched, observed (aka stalked) and vetted.  Though there's unusual circumstance to my life, I don't have a criminal history, I consistently evolve, I genuinely act with good intention and I embody a tremendous amount of credibility.

Specifically in regards to the end of Foxx & Foster - there was just nothing left for us to say as a "team" and I wasn't willing to be someone that I'm not.

At this stage, those who have an "axe to grind" with me have resorted to fabricating lies about me. Lies that can easily be disproved and that honestly destroy the liar's own credibility and reputation - not mine.  It's almost like certain parties have willingly pushed their own "self-destruct" buttons because they've run out of material and argument.

I'm not seeking to be liked. I'd rather be hated for acting as I feel and know I should, than liked for reasons that are completely wrong. I have very few people in my personal life, but I'm grateful for who I have - and even if I were completely alone physically, the Kingdom of God was built inside me so spiritually, I'm never alone.

In regards to me ever producing adult content along the lines of Michael Ninn - there's only one person on this planet I'd be willing to work with in order to manifest that idea into a reality...and truthfully, it's not an idea I'm that into nowadays considering that over 90% of the porn industry's talent pool are sex trafficking victims.

I know I confuse a lot of people, because I'm a far different type of person than many would expect someone of my age, race & sex to be - but there's nothing I can do about that (nor would I want to). From my perspective, those who have an "axe to grind" with me just need to learn HOW to share this planet with me. I'm not going to stop being who I am & if you take my toys, I'll just build more - as my "super power" is the ability to create something out of nothing :)

I feel very good about the person I am at this moment. Whatever I believe God wants me to do, I will do with Jesus Christ by my side.

Friday, August 05, 2016

My interview with Prince Jarl Alexandre Alé de Basseville - The man who took Melania Trump's erotic, nude photographs

In this Alexandra Mayers exclusive interview, Alexandra interviews Prince Jarl Alexandre Alé de Basseville - the Artist, Photographer, Businessman & Social Activist who released the erotic, nude photographs of Melania Trump (Presidential candidate Donald Trump's wife).

In this interview Alexandra and Prince Jarl Alexandre Alé de Basseville discuss why he released the photographs of Melania Trump, his legitimate Normandy royal lineage and family, his thoughts on the difference between art and pornography, Donald Trump's recent announcement in regards to signing a pledge to fight online pornography, politics in America, politics in Europe, the issue of terrorism, the issue of sex and human trafficking in the high end fashion industry attached to name brands such as Chanel & Juicy Couture and Prince Jarl Alexandre Alé de Basseville's constant efforts to bring awareness to Women's Rights.

Alexandra and Prince Jarl Alexandre Alé de Basseville discuss at great length how at this particular juncture in time, Melania Trump has the opportunity to bring incredible awareness to the notable problem of sex and human trafficking within the fashion world - but the question is "Will she?" considering her attachment to Trump Model Management - the agency that recently was exposed by ABC News Goodmorning America for allegedly victimizing Jamaican fashion model Alexia Palmer by bringing her into the United States on a special H1-B visa and lying about $75,000-a-year wage.

Thursday, August 04, 2016

Preview for my interview with the man behind the erotic nude photos of Melania Trump

Look for the upcoming interview late tonight that Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster just conducted with the man (Prince Jarl Alexandre Alé de Basseville) who took the nude erotic photos of Presidential candidate Donald Trump's wife, Melania Trump.

In addition Alexandra Mayers explains that due to her Foxx And Foster co-host, Diana Grandmaison fka Desi Foxx's decision on August 2nd, there will no longer be any additional Foxx and Foster webcasts.

Why the webcast Foxx And Foster has reached it's end

Considering how it appears to be of interest to the adult and pornographic industry community as to why the webcast venture Foxx And Foster reached it's end, I've decided to share the following.

I've known Diana Grandmaison (fka pornstar Desi Foxx) for many years (since 2008).  I initially met her and her daughter (known as Elle Foxx) shortly after I began working as an adult actress in Los Angeles, California. All three of us at the time were represented by veteran porn agent Brian of GiirlzInc (who today has an agency called AMA modeling).

The afternoon of August 2, 2016, after I'd posted a piece on AdultFYI.net in regards to nude erotic photographs of Melania Trump (Presidential candidate Donald Trump's wife) obtained by the New York Post I decided to investigate the story further to learn more about the "French photographer" who took the photos.  Upon learning that there's far more to the history of the photographer than the New York Post opted to disclose, I contacted him - then decided to tell Diana about the situation via text message.

About an hour later, Diana texted me back in regards to her feelings about my "going after" Donald Trump.  From her perspective Donald Trump signing a pledge to fight online pornography would "take down our enemies". Diana initially was not a Donald Trump supporter, but over the past few months, her support for him has escalated. I felt however (and continue to feel), she has a right to her political views...just as I do.

I explained to her that from my perspective Donald Trump is dishonest and will do and say whatever he and his team feel is necessary to gain media attention, support and win the Presidency.  It's always bothered me extensively that Trump is closely connected to the pedophile Jeffrey Epstein and Diana was well aware of my concern.

Diana went on to text me that from her perspective this is not just politics. She specifically texted to me "This is God versus Satan and you know it. To help the Democrats is to help domestic terrorism against our nation to steal children.". Now, that was a statement I highly disagree with considering that both Republicans and Democrats alike have been attached to crimes against children over the years. In addition I know for a fact that the Libertarian party has been highly linked to pedophilia as well (as my research on the adult entertainment industry reflects).

I texted Diana back and told her that though I respect her perspective, I don't agree and I suggested that she contact me later if she liked.

Diana then texted me again and said the following "No thanks! This isn't the first time you've crossed boundaries to do what you want instead of what's right. I always come out looking bad when you do. We can keep this quiet and leave everything with videos as is or take down. Let me know. i'm over it and ready to move forward with the facts we know, not my emotions and prejudices. It's just the World! No biggie!"

I responded with the following, "I'm not taking anything down and I'm not arguing with you. I'm also not going to agree with you. if you want to part ways, its OK, but I think you need to sleep on it. Again, for now I'm going to pretend you never sent me these texts because someone who's my friend wouldn't have said to me what you just did. G'nite"

Diana then sent me these final words, "Look, you act like this is easy for me. Believe me when I say it's not I'm slept on it for weeks now I was a Democrat my whole life as well so that's not easy for me either. Facts are facts though and this is both domestic and international terrorism going on big time. You can do and feel whatever you want but we can't be friends when you're actively helping the known enemy. Plain and simple. We both have choices and sometimes it's not the easy choice we have to make. You're choosing to help people who are removing God from our world. I choose God! That makes us enemies whether we like or not. Good luck!"

After those final words I decided not to ever text, call or contact Diana again.  Not just due to this particular instance, but due to a few other elements I've turned a blind eye to and chalked up to her simply not knowing any better over the years.

I take my relationship with God and Jesus Christ very seriously and I try my best to live a good life nowadays.  In the past I've made the mistake of overly judging others, being unfair and thinking that what I feel is correct is what God feels is correct.  However the further I delve into my religious studies, the more I've come to realize that God not only has a plan, but that there are necessary evils in this world as well - as it's the evils that often bring out the best within humanity.

Diana's texts also made me question, exactly WHO does she feel I make her look bad to? When it came to the webcast Foxx And Foster - it was I who came up with the entire concept (actually quite a few of her projects were my ideas).  Diana purchased the domain AFTER I came up with the name. It was her job to update the website with the new webisodes, but it was I who did all of the video recording, editing, graphics, and video uploading (which took many unpaid hours out of my days). I am the one who wrote, performed and produced the opening theme song. In addition, I led the discussions.  All Diana really ever had to do was call me on Skype on time. I actually encouraged her to learn how to video edit and create graphics so she could do shows on her own (which I hope she does to continue to her brand of activism).

I felt that Diana and I's differing political views at this stage would make for a far more interesting webcast - however I suppose from Diana's perspective (as many who have known her over the years are aware) it's her way or nothing. She likes to attempt to take a "leadership" position without always having the experience, knowledge or skills to do so.

The following day, though I was saddened, I decided to keep the situation to myself and go on with life - however upon tweeting my thoughts in regards to some political issues she opted to make the situation public herself. In fact, I was surprised and pretty hurt that Diana tweeted the following:

"For the record, I terminated partnership with Alexandra Mayers due to breaching source confidentiality & victim intimidation!"

"I will not be associated with someone who says they're anti porn activist yet attacks anti porn activists!" 

"Facebook Alex. You're a #hypocrite doesn't care about anyone or anything except yourself. Mad at me so attack @GOP. LAME!" 

"Like you promote #Prop60 yet slam the man who has made the entire campaign possible. You have slammed them all including me!" 

"You're a lost soul Alex. Go ask @HillaryClinton & @BarackObama for help. They've only ignored your plight for 8 yrs now!"

I didn't realize that I had to share her political views to feel that voting YES on prop 60 was a good idea in regards to protecting the workplace health and safety of adult actors and actresses. In addition, her comment in regards pornstar Serenity Haze was a tremendous slap in the face considering the efforts I took (with Diana's encouragement) to bring awareness to that particular situation - a situation that I feel the need to elaborate on...

When I first learned about the Serenity Haze alleged onset rape - I immediately felt that the alleged victim needed help, so I not only posted a "play by play" video about the behind the scenes footage I was privy to viewing (ironically it was the producer himself who allowed me to watch the footage)... I also did my best independently to contact organizations and law enforcement in regards to the issue - despite the fact that either Serenity (or someone else who may have been operating her twitter account posted some extremely derroagtory and racist remarks about Blacks / African Americans - referring to them as "niggers").

The individuals  I contacted in both the sex trafficking organizations and law enforcement felt that the situation should be investigated so I wrote full reports and provided my testimony. Law enforcement inquired if I could reach out to the girl known as Serenity Haze and have her contact them. After discussing the situation with Diana, I found Serenity's facebook account and contacted her via ONE private message and ONE post on her facebook wall.

Shortly after telling Diana I'd contacted Serenity and providing Diana with the phone number to the law enforcement officer Serenity should contact, Diana told me that Serenity had reached out to her and said that she'd received the information. However, also at that point Diana said that my ONE facebook wall post and ONE facebook private message to Serenity was "harassment".

I never "signed up" to be an activist nor did I ever sign on to any organization to attempt to help sex workers in need. Life just put me in certain situations to where I've done what I felt was the right thing to do - however after this Serenity Haze situation (which truth be told is extraordinarily questionable on a multitude of levels), I'm taking a step back.

I don't hate Diana Grandmaison and I'm disappointed that she feels my political views prevent us from being friends, but upon looking at this from a logical perspective, I know that parting ways for the final time is for the absolute best.  Diana has brought an extensive amount of stress into my life and I feel that at some point she needs to realize that she's not ALWAYS the victim and is not ALWAYS correct. One thing I know about true friendship, is that it survives differing opinions (regardless of what it's about).

I wish Diana the best in whatever it is she chooses to do, and perhaps if she wants to continue telling the truth about the pornographic industry, she should create a webcast titled "Foxx and Foxx" - with her daughter who she entered the pornographic industry with. I know for a fact that the intelligent and talented young woman once known as Elle Foxx has never left her mother's side, has made incredible personal sacrifices to ensure that her mother is OK and has quite the story to tell and perspective to share.

My continued work of course can be followed on www.AlexandraMayersLIVE.com - I know I'm far from perfect, but I'm also far from being evil or a lost soul. I actually feel (especially nowadays) that I'm a pretty decent person when it comes down to it.

Friday, July 29, 2016

Thursday, July 21, 2016

A video blog update as to how I'm doing and a strange voicemail from a female porn professional named Kelli Roberts

In this video blog I discuss how I'm doing, why I purchased the domain Christian Pornstar, my music career, my upcoming video project (which will change the face of California politics, the California based pornographic industry & how the world views organized crime - namely sextrafficking - in the United States of America) and the type of person I am in my core.

Monday, July 18, 2016

New Foxx & Foster webisodes

Enjoy 7 new Foxx And Foster webisodes. Below is the most recent and the rest can be found in the May 2016 Foxx And Foster collection on MonicaAtHome.com

Thursday, July 07, 2016

One of my favorite beaches with a re-edit of "Matthew 6:9"

I decided to put some video clips from one of my favorite beaches together with my song “Matthew 6:9” – enjoy :)

Tuesday, July 05, 2016

Matthew 6:9 – first song from my upcoming 2016 Christmas album

I will be releasing my first music album in time for Christmas of 2016 – here’s the first song from the album. It’s my version of The Lord’s Prayer and it’s titled ‘Matthew 6:9’. The song is far from perfect but it comes from my heart.

Friday, June 10, 2016

a situation and news item that really made me think...and talk

I didn't intend for this video to be as lengthy as it is, but I had a lot to say.

Saturday, June 04, 2016

I said what needed to be said in court before a hike through the Valley of Fire

I suppose the events that took place around 9am on May 31, 2016 have been in the works for several years.  Before the Honorable Judge Rob Bare in room 3C of the Las Vegas Clark County court house located at 200 Lewis Ave - I, Alexandra Mayers, represented and defended myself in Civil Case A-14-699072-C

As of June 4, 2016 the Judge's ruling for case A-14-699072-C is still PENDING.  It was explained in court that sometimes case rulings are decided in court immediately, but other times the rulings take a while...

Regardless of the outcome of this case - I've closed a major chapter of my life by saying what's needed to be said for a very long time in a court of law (and on official court record) about the presence of ORGANIZED CRIME and PEDOPHILIA in the pornographic industry (specifically attached to the porn industry's political face - the Free Speech Coalition).  As of May 31, 2016 the Clark County Judicial and Legal system is fully aware of the truth of the porn industry - which is nothing more but a modern day illegal slave system.

Civil case A-14-699072-C has felt like a perpetual runner's cramp since April of 2014.  As a long distance runner, I know quite well that the only way to rid yourself of an intense runner's cramp is to WALK IT OFF - so I did just that in Nevada's Valley Of Fire.


Sunday, May 29, 2016

Foxx and Foster - CNN covers the truth of sex trafficking & porn in mainstream modeling

Alexandra Mayers fka Monica Foster and Diana fka Desi Foxx discuss CNN money's recent coverage of the the scams, debt bondage, sex trafficking and pornographic industry ties to the mainstream modeling agency.

Since mainstream Jamaican model Alexia Palmer has spoken out in regards to Trump Model Management (a modeling agency owned by Donald Trump), the mainstream media has begun to investigate the outrageous cost of being a model. Alexandra and Diana also question the true agenda and intent behind Calvin Klein's most recent "up skirt" themed ad campaign which features a model who is styled to look like a minor.

Saturday, May 14, 2016

Monday, April 11, 2016

Foxx and Foster - March 2016 News Review & Commentary

I hope you all enjoy (and find informative) the March 2016 News Review and Commentary I produce monthly in collaboration with my friend Diana fka Desi Foxx.

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

So many things are not right with today's Presidential candidates...

Over the past couple of days, I did a little research on Donald Trump, Beverly Johnson, Bill Cosby, Ben Carson, Alexia Palmer, Peter Nygård and the issues surrounding H-1B immigration visas. This has got to be one of the worst political climates in history. I think the election needs to be called off all together…

Did Donald Trump ORDER Beverly Johnson to speak against Bill Cosby? What about Alexia Palmer?

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Added 3 new videos to my Porn News Alert playlist. They are informative and educational.

The 3 most recent videos are titled:

  • The truth of the reality of incest in the porn industry - an essay by historian Luke Ford
  • Hugh Hefner's new Non-Nude Playboy may lead to an INCREASE of teen sextrafficking victims into porn

Sunday, January 31, 2016

The irony of having spent time being known as Monica Foster

Last night I had a dream about a Collie.  Upon awakening I felt the dream was odd because I've never had a Collie as a pet and was never a fan of the TV show Lassie, so being that I do believe to a degree in dream symbolism, I decided to take a look at what a Collie represents http://www.spirit-animals.com/collie/

Considering the dream that I had (which I'm electing not to go into detail about), I feel great about what I've planned to do with my life in the near future.

The irony of having spent the past several years being known as adult entertainer Monica Foster, is that though I created the persona initially as an effort to draw enjoyment into my life and become someone far more care free and exciting than who I felt Alexandra was, the outcome has been the exact opposite of what I'd intended.

God has a sense of humor.  Monica Foster
was intended to be care free & exciting.
She wound up becoming far more serious
& intense of an individual than Alexandra
ever was.
God truly has a sense of a humor when it comes to selecting people to do what needs to be done...

The person known as ex-pornstar Monica Foster is quite the serious individual who carries a lot of responsibility.  She's become an independent investigative blogger, a commentator, a webcast host, an interviewer and has a highly sought after opinion in regards to several political issues that pertain to both adult entertainment and mainstream issues. The person known as Monica Foster has gone as far as to represent and defend herself against a $167,871 civil lawsuit, and has documented on court record key individuals within the porn industry attached to organized crime & violence against women.

Ex-pornstar Monica Foster has accomplished quite a bit and I'm sure there are many current and  ex-adult entertainers who'd love to be in her position, have her reputation and embody the credibility of which she does (especially considering the current economic climate of the adult entertainment industry as a whole), however I as who I truly am, as Alexandra, am not content with actively living my life alongside the result of who Monica Foster has become - so I'm putting Monica Foster away on the shelf in a display case indefinitely.

Who I, Alexandra, truly AM is an artist and it's time for ME to COMPLETELY BE an artist - which means allowing the world to hear the music that's within ME.

Part of the reason I went into adult entertainment, was due to having extremely low self esteem. I always wanted to go into mainstream entertainment (specifically the music industry) but never felt that I was "good enough" of an artist to get anywhere, so I never tried (honestly, I felt that the porn industry was all I deserved).

Today, thanks to God, I no longer have low self esteem.  Regardless of whether I'm "good enough" for the "music industry establishment" (or make a damn dime) doesn't matter, because I've already found success in the music industry by simply finding the courage to not just TRY, but to take the journey in as MYSELF - as Alexandra.

As a side note, I think my timing is perfect.  Over the past few weeks I've been AMAZED at how far "do it yourself" music production has come.  Really it's only at this particular time in our technological evolution (as a society) that I can produce the music that's been in my soul for quite a few years (totally independently).

I've made the decision to take serious efforts to make what I look like on the outside, match who I've always been on the inside.  I tweeted earlier today that I believe part of the reason that I've never done anything extreme with my appearance such as getting tattoos is due to the fact that till now, I haven't been sure as to what I really want to do with my life. Though our appearance is said to be superficial, in some cases it's not. What I see in the mirror does not reflect who I am inside AT ALL.  It never has.

I'm not saying I'm going to be unrecognizable in the future... I'm just saying I'm shifting.

It's amazing how often the skills and talents we may embody, which we are led to BELIEVE will lead to our material success, often mask the PASSIONS & DREAMS we have which in the end, lead to our ULTIMATE PERSONAL SUCCESS.

The next webcast I post (which is in collaboration with my longtime friend Diana aka Desi Foxx), will be my last appearance as the woman you knew as Alexandra aka Monica Foster and/or Alexandra Mayers aka Monica Foster.

As time goes on, I'm sure various individuals and entities will continue to equate who I AM with my past as adult entertainer Monica Foster... and that's fine because that's something I have no control over. All I AM concerned about now, is what I DO have control over - which is MY ability to truly BE who I AM.

I suggest that those of you who want to continue to learn the truth about the porn industry and adult entertainment follow my friend Diana on twitter via @DesiFoxx and her multitude of blogs and websites all linked up on www.PornInTheValley.com. Diana truly has a passion to improve many of the issues and concerns I've addressed over the years.  She's someone I'm very fortunate to know.

From today forth, I'm dedicating the majority of my time, indefinitely, to my art. My art is how I can best serve the world, and how I can best show my gratitude to God. My art is the only way I can convey the reality that the Kingdom of God is within you. -Luke 17:21