Tuesday, December 30, 2008

ATTENTION ALL WOMEN - DO NOT ORDER anything from Golden Mart Beauty Supply (www.GMBShair.com). Why? Well because on December 25th I ordered my regular supply of hair extensions and purchased the 2 to 3 day UPS delivery. Well guess what - they shipped my order GROUND and it won't get here till January 6th. UNACCEPTABLE. I needed to redo my hair by NEW YEARS EVE! If you're a woman, you understand my frustration. Hopefully I will get a refund as I don't even WANT my my order anymore. I will have to call them tomorrow and chew them out.
Fortunately I found an alternative to these assholes very close to where I live: His and Her Hair - www.HisandHer.com - their store is very close to where I live and they have BETTER prices, a better website AND a better selection of hair extensions and other products so I have my weave in time for New Years eve after all.
Tonight I'll be doing cam shows as usual, and tomorrow night I'll be attending the New Years Eve party at a club called ECCO. I'm excited and am sure I'll have a good time. My outfit I'll be wearing is totally Flashdance inspired (yep, I'm a cheesy chick) and I even made some custom legwarmers to complete the look. If I get some pics, I'll post them on the 1st.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Well I didn't anticipate on doing much last night aside from webcam shows through my site www.MonicaF.com, however my friend Nina Devon who played my daughter "Rudy" on the last feature I shot "Not the Cosby Show XXX" called me up for a girls night out. Yea, I was gonna stay in - but considering my mood, and after a little persuasion from Nina I figured going out would be a great thing to do.
Not only is my friend Scott , partial owner of X-play/All Media Play and wardrobe, set design and hair extrodinaire a multi-talented genius - he also has some of the best night venue hookups in town. Since neither Nina or I really know where "the party's at" in Hollywood, being that we both just recently moved to Los Angeles, I hit up Scott for the 411 and he totally delivered. He referred us to a club/lounge called "Green Door" which is actually right down the street from me.
The club had a pretty good crowd - very mixed and trendy. Going out last night really made me realize how cooped up I've been lately. I met the guys from that reality show on VH1 "The Pick Up Artist". The main guy from that show really isn't my type and never would be. I don't care how great his "pick up skills and secrets" are - if a guy isn't my type, he just wouldn't get anywhere - period. HOWEVER, I must say a great big DAMMMMNNNNNNNNN when it comes to his hot friend James Matador. YUM YUM YUM - he's gotta be the best looking guy I've seen in a VERY long time - still I wouldn't ever be able to date a self proclaimed "pick up artist" - I'm a solid relationship type of girl.
Nina and I wound up having a great time of course, and after drinking and dancing till the club's close, we capped off the night at Denny's.
It's been an interesting Holiday weekend - that's for sure.

Friday, December 26, 2008

A person's tolerance level and pain threshold can really vary depending on where they are in their life and what they've gone through in the past. It also varies tremendously from person to person - another thing that varies is how a person responds to pain/discomfort and when and how they express that "enough is enough".
My pain and tolerance level both emotionally and physically is very high - why? Well because in life I've been to hell and back a few times (that may be why I prefer to be a domme (www.MiZtressMonica.com) over being a sub). Sometimes I like to test myself in that department actually to see exactly where I am and where my level is and I'll admit, I'm pretty damn tough and strong - however I'm not made of steel. Sometimes in life I'll give someone a certain amount of "rope" when it comes to what they attempt to get away with or dish out just to see if the person hangs themself. More often than not, they do - as very few people, especially out here in California have a real sense of right, wrong and how to be a real person - basically how to do unto others as you'd want done to yourself.
Recently someone I really took a chance on and let into my life essentially hung them self. It happens and I'm really sad and disappointed, however I'm glad I figured it out over the holiday and before the new year rather than allowing the situation to continue.
This was a bit of a heavy blog I suppose, but hey - I'm heavy sometimes.
Speaking of heavy, I've gained some weight, I think that between now and '09 I want to lose about 5 to 10 pounds of fat and gain about 3 pounds of muscle. I'm hitting the gym tomorrow. I've noticed that when I'm aggravated, anxious or sad I eat - I'm determined to keep myself happy for a while.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas everyone! This is my first California Christmas and though it's technically BARELY Christmas being that I'm writing this at around 2:30am, it still "is what it is".
Upon looking back over the events of 2008, I have to say that I'm broadly smiling to myself. It's been a busy and eventful year - from my migration of Monica Foster from the "webcam girl world" into the "porn world" - to my move from Florida to California - to the currently "in progress" revamping of REDTback.com - to the launch of "GettingIntoPorn.com" - to the continued growth of MiZtressMonica.com and last but not least - to my role as "Claire" in my first adult feature movie by X-Play "Not the Cosby Show XXX" - it's been a wild ride. I'm definitely taking advantage of this holiday season to just reflect and relax a little bit.
2009 should be pretty busy. I'm looking forward to the continued growth of "Monica Foster" - along with Monica continuing in the adult video world, Monica has branched out in the women's wrestling world via DTwrestling.com - Hopefully in Feb, I'll be launching my first POV series site so look for it :)
Of course I'll be continuing my cam shows, and it looks like I'll be developing sites for a few hot friends I've met along the way in "porn world" :)
I'm hoping to do more photography of course but I'm hoping to get into videography as well and possibly directing - we'll see.
Well - I hope everyone has a happy and safe holiday season and I'm sure I'll talk to you soon via CamZ.com or elsewhere.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Thursday this week was the final day of shooting for "Not the Cosby Show XXX" - whew! I really enjoyed playing "Claire" and I learned a lot throughout the production both in front of and behind the camera. I'm very excited to see the end results of the project, but the movie's release date isn't until around May of '09 so it will be a while...
2009 should be a pretty busy year for me. Since moving out here to Cali, I've found a new sense of "self" and I'm happy about that. One of my 2009 resolutions (along with quitting smoking) is to enjoy my life more and stop worrying so much.
Today I found out that a friend of mine, actually one of the first women I met when I got into the porn business, has passed away. RIP Nina.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Yesterday was long, busy, tiring, exciting and fun. It was my first full day (from 8am to a little past midnight) on set for "Not the Cosby Show XXX". As I've written in earlier posts, this role as "Claire" has really enabled me to stretch my "acting" wings and essentially exercise a latent part of my mind - it's been nice.
Along with shooting scenes from the script, I had a chance to meet many new people from the media sect of the adult entertainment world. From a world renowned Playboy photographer who shot our promotional photos for the movie to Miss Gia Jordan - a photographer and writer for Xbiz (who is a really cool woman - I've followed her posts for a while now on the adult forums so it was great to meet her in person).
The cast and crew of this movie is really great - overall I feel the project is fated to be a success seeing that there's an undeniably positive and "special" vibe on set which has been present since the first day everyone has worked together.
I'm rarely a "fan" of anyone, but I have to say that now I'll be following the careers of many of the new people I've met who I've been working with - people of note I'd like to mention are Cassidy Clay (this girl should be in WAY more music videos), Misty Stone (2 year porn veteran with a TREMENDOUS acting talent), Tyler Knight (a quietly confident, attractive, talented, and kind performer who always delivers AND who should have either a contract with a major studio OR more popularity independently) and Jenny Hendrix (a young but sweet and very driven performer who I'm sure will go quite far).
Today was my day off from set, so I had a chance to rest and reset. I decided to go to IKEA to pick up a much needed bookshelf for my apartment and have lunch. Below is a pic of my lunch - Swedish meatballs - YUMMMMMM.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

This past Tuesday pretty exciting! It was my first day on set of the upcoming feature from X-Play/All Media Play "Not the Cosby Show XXX". As most of you know by this point (being that I've written so much about it), I'm cast as "Claire". This role, and project in general is the first of it's type that I've had the chance to take part in and though it's a little difficult being that it's a new experience, I enjoy the challenge. I've discovered that I'm primarily a "method actor" - funny...

Monday, December 08, 2008

Well, it's early in the day, but I feel the need to write a blog.

Today I was notified about ANOTHER article in regards to my upcoming feature "Not the Cosby Show XXX" - click here to view.

I was very irritated by this as the writer obviously has assumed multiple negative things about me without 1) having researched me or simply reading my bio or 2) speaking with me, so I wrote a comment as follows:

"hmmm, not reliable… well being that the writer of this article is simply ASSUMING qualities of which I don’t embody I’ll grant my forgiveness (even though all one would have to do is visit my website OR speak with me personally to realize that I’m a very independent , self reliant, ambitious and strong african american woman who happens to be a porn performer as well).
If I had a history of being late or a no show to my past adult video gigs that would be one thing, but that is not the case.
In this day and age (especially in our current economic crisis), feature adult video roles geared towards or written specifically for african-americans are very rare, if at all available. Just a few days prior to my receiving the news about my casting as “Claire” in “Not the Cosby Show XXX” I announced my retirement (though I wasn’t sure as to how long I’d remain in retirement) simply because there were not any roles, feature or gonzo that were available to me, so retiring and concentrating on my other endeavors such as my websites (monicaf.com, redtback.com and gettingintoporn.com) and photography business seemed like an appropriate option.
However since receiving the news that I have been cast as “Claire” for this feature, I have thrown my all into not only the role, but assisting in the wardrobe/costuming of my character and the rest of the cast.
I invite you, the writer, and your readers to visit my official website MonicaF.com to get to knowwho I am, rather than simply “guessing” what type of person I am.
Thank you and I hope that everyone enjoys this upcoming feature as it will be FANTASTIC."

Personal attacks are not cool when the attacker is totally oblivious as to who they're speaking of.

Anyways today was a cool day - I shot my first 2 "Official" matches for dtwrestling.com - I am in LOVE with this company. As a young girl I used to watch GLOW (gorgeous ladies of wrestling) so working with DT is like living out a dream - plus all the physical activity is bound to help keep me in shape :)

I'm psyched about tomorrow as it will be my first day on set for "Not the Cosby Show XXX" - though this production will be very time consuming and a ton of work, it will be well worth it and I couldn't ask for a better studio to work with.

This move out here to California really is an adventure. I have my plate full and though some individuals out there my judge, criticize and "hate on" me, this life adventure has taught me that how I think of myself and my life choices is the only opinion that really matters. Learning to truly love yourself is a rough journey, but well worth it.
I love cameras. I love to be on camera, I love speaking on camera and especially interviewing people. I love shooting both still photos and videos with cameras - however I've found out that there's one "camera angle" that I'm not a natural at: scripted ACTING on camera.
Acting is HARD, however I plan on mastering this skill over time. I've realized how truly difficult acting is since being cast as "Claire" in my first upcoming adult video feature "Not the Cosby's XXX". The script is very well written and totally along the lines of the series which it is parody of, which really helps, so all I have to do is really BECOME the character on set - and I will.
Check out these links - looks like there's even more interest in my first feature, and we haven't even begun shooting yet:



I couple of weeks ago, I visited my friend Desi Foxx (www.PornInTheValley.com and www.DesiFoxx.com) for the day and had the chance to get a quick interview with her I plan on using on my upcoming site: www.gettingintoporn.com - check it out here:

Friday, December 05, 2008

Wow, I've been on a bit of a roller coaster ride since Thanksgiving which has been why my blog, sites and myspace have been lacking a bit, but it's all for the best :)

Check this out! http://www.xfanz.com/news/102444 - yep it's the first official release that I'm aware of in regards to my first upcoming XXX feature "Not the Cosby's XXX" which is set to release most likely around the beginning of 2009 - I'm cast as "Claire" and trust me, you won't be buying this DVD just to watch me, the awesome guys over at X-play Media have filled the cast with TONS of hotties so don't miss it.

This week was busy. Along with assisting with the costuming of "Not the Cosby's XXX" (yes I can be talent and BTS simultaneously) I had a couple friends from Florida come and stay with me out here in Hollyweird, CA - one of them you may know as Amazon Amanda - a very popular BBW model - I'll post a couple photos I took of her during a fetish shoot I hosted for her site.

This week coming up along with shooting "Not the Cosby's XXX" I also have a few matches to shoot for www.DTwrestling.com

Of course, all weekend I'll be hosting live Cam Shows on MonicaF.com and my live free weekly cam show on the CamZ.com network so don't miss out :)