www.PornNewsToday has a fresh look!

PornNewsToday (PNT) has a new home and look! 

This week, I'm in the process of transferring Porn News Today from here on Blogger to it's new home:

www.PornNewsToday.com 

I should have everything functional and integrated with www.MonicaAtHome.com , www.ChristianPornStar.com and several other websites by the end of the week! 

Make sure you update your bookmarks to www.PornNewsToday.com to keep up with the latest and greatest adult industry news posts and commentaries by yours truly - Monica Foster :)

This is my 2012 summertime theme song...

"So Excited" by Janet Jackson

ACT BAD - DON'T HURT ME - LOOK SEXY - TALK DIRTY!

Far better photos coming soon - I've been working out so I'm much tighter & toned now :)

That's right, if you're curious about who I am, meet me and view me live on webcam for a bit (or perhaps for an extended intimate encounter).

I'll be live all week on http://monicafoster.cammodels.com

(or you can find links to alternate webcam venues I'm on via my official website www.MonicaF.com)

An Oasis For Peaches
Yesterday was difficult - as goodbyes often are.

Today I concluded my time here on Earth with Peaches by laying his body to rest in the most beautiful and most appropriate place I could find.

Though I live in the scorching desert, I'm very fortunate to live within close proximity to a wetlands park and nature preserve of which many birds and other wildlife frequent.

Yesterday, while talking to my Mother, she suggested I bury Peaches next to a tree with "strong roots". She felt Peaches spirit would enjoy a nice view and some branches to perch on. Peaches used to view my Mother as a mobile "tree" and would take flight to chase her on occasion through the house in an attempt to utilize her head as a perch :)

Upon arriving at the wetlands, It took me a while to find the right tree...I had to hike pretty deep into the preserve. However once I saw a few birds aerial dancing and singing their songs, I knew I was getting close to the right place.

I could have sworn I saw the leaves of the tree I selected sparkle after I finished patting the ground back into place.

Almost immediately after returning Peaches' body to the earth, my Father called my cellphone to see how I was doing (our family has the best sense of timing). I let him know I'd just finished my journey with Peaches.

My Father had a chance to get to know Peaches right before I relocated to Los Angeles back in 2008. We reminisced and laughed a bit. After ending the conversation with my Father, I sat on a boulder next to a little creek, which was along side the tree I selected for Peaches and prayed.

My home is strangely quiet without Peaches here - but a part of his essence will always be with me and all who loved him.

Today Peaches, my beloved African peach-faced lovebird passed away.

Peaches was my constant companion since we found each other in Florida. He knew more about me than anyone on this planet & he never told my secrets. I don't know how I'll go on each day not hearing his vocalized sunshine. I'm happy to know he's in heaven with Jesus & God.

I have few in my life and I'm very sad one of the best few left today.

Peaches

Rest In Peace

1992 - April 15, 2012

Happy Easter! Today is one of my favorite holidays because I love the meaning behind it. Jesus Christ knew that when he chose to share his controversial ideas and "fight the system" that not only would he be shunned by those who feared change and the future - he would be killed.

Jesus also knew however, that he not only was right, but that he would be resurrected - and he was.

Jesus had faith in God, and he had faith in himself - which is why I relate to Jesus at this point in my life at 33 years old, very very well.

I've come to learn that one of the reasons many people discount, discredit and even hate Jesus Christ is because his situation and experience is proof that God exists along with there being much more to the universe than initially meets the eye.

Jesus essentially dealt with Gangstalkers (please visit http://GangstalkingIsReal.blogspot.com to learn more). Those who participate in Gangstalking often don't have a belief in God or Jesus because they fear not only being wrong, but also failing at their objective.

I am seen as "controversial", "eccentric", "crazy" etc...but in actuality I'm just honest. I say what's on my mind and no longer am out to please anyone or be liked (I wasted too many years not being myself). I don't care to belong to a group of any sort - I enjoy and have found peace within my independent individuality.

My mindset makes certain types of people on this planet realize that they're powerless - not just in regards to me, but in regards to events in general. People who fear my mindset will not make up the majority of our society in the near future. Change isn't just coming - it's occurred.

Don't miss my live broadcast today of www.ChristianPornstar.com on www.blogtv.com/People/MonicaFoster - it will be cool.

Today I've had a relatively good day. As of late I've been feeling happier and much more centered than I ever have in my life - I've been having much more fun as well.

I've battled and triumphed over many demons, both internal and external (as you my readers, fans and friends are aware of) - and I've learned how to reflect in a far more healthier way than I ever would have imagined. I've come to learn that personal reflection is a vital skill one should strive to develop in order to continue on a path of healthy evolution.

While skimming through some adult industry (porn related) news items to update my news blog www.PornNewsToday.com this afternoon - I came across 2 items which prompted me to share a very personal instance of my life with my twitter followers on @MonicaFoster :

I feel good today, so I'm going to share something personal with all of you to clue you into exactly what type of person I am.

Several years ago when I was a bartender and stripper in Florida, I met a man I started dating and wound up living with for a while. This man had a son, who I bonded with and treated as my own. Unfortunately as time went on, I came to realize the man I lived with had a major drinking, drug and gambling problem. He lost his job and I wound up having to cover all the bills.

I'd have ditched this man earlier but I had grown to love his son like my own child. Finally when I couldn't take it anymore and was about to leave I realized I was pregnant.

I made the mistake of telling the guy I was living with. I told him I'd keep the kid, but that I couldn't live with him due to his lack of motivation and addiction. He flipped out and hit me. I hit him back. Cops were called, and though I paid all the bills and rent for the house we shared, I left and stayed with my mother.

I filed a restraining order on the loser I was dating, and before going to court to extend the order weeks later I had an abortion. Yes I KILLED something living. Why? Because it was a part of me I was willing to let go of from the past, and a part of him he was hoping to retain for the future to maintain a link to someone that was BETTER than him.
 

Looking back, I have no regret having KILLED a piece of that man. I'd do it again if I had too. The lesson here is: as a person in this world, you have to realize that the weak will do anything to have a link to the strong. It's a survival thing. However the majority of the weak shouldn't continue to exist to begin with. Weak creatures bring the world down and prevent progress.

If you are strong and identify some weak loser trying to attach themselves to you, KILL the connection. Do no hesitate and do not think about it, just do it.

So to conclude my personal story, after I aborted the loser I was living with's seed, I went to court, faced him and extended the restraining order. Upon exiting the court room the loser I dated said to the judge "Oh, my ex is pregnant with my kid, what about that?".

Before the judge could answer I responded "Nope, not anymore. I killed your kid".

I walked out the courtroom, my Dad picked me up out front, and took me to lunch. It turned out to be a good day.

I suppose when my stalkers say I'm a kid killer, it's true. Now you know the type of person I am, and some of what I'm capable of.

The 2 news items which prompted me to share this experience from my life, can be found on this link (an article about a new pornstar named Casey Cums who desperately needs some psychological therapy and who unfortunately is hurting the efforts of women such as myself who are trying to bring awareness to why change must take place in the Los Angeles porn industry) and on this link (an article about a man named Hunter Moore who is financially benefiting from stalking, harassing, defaming, terrorizing and emotionally hurting women - a weak waste of a human who should not exist).

This CNN piece goes to show that many people in America still are unable to comprehend that African-Americans had to OVERCOME SLAVERY and as of current STILL are not viewed by many as EQUALS to other ethnicities! In other words... WHEN ARE WHITE PEOPLE GOING TO GET IT?

Truthfully I think most white people in America DO get it, but they're just PLAYING DUMB!

Does "white" America REALLY want a race war? I hope not because "white" America will not win...

I'm glad Mary J. Blige spoke up and had that Burger King ad PULLED! It's obvious the Burger King production crew did NOT give her a clear picture as to how that commercial would be edited!

The 2 commentators in the video piece below are a couple of WHITE ASSHOLES - especially the guy on the right.

This is an interesting situation:



I can relate to where this woman is coming from (take a look at my blog www.PornNewsToday.com and you'll understand why). She's a natural truth seeker - very detail oriented - a bit intuitive and can't help but fight for the greater good.

This woman is an "Indigo" which is the future of humanity. She will win her fight because you can't fight the future.