Saturday, January 28, 2012

Well it's been over 24 hours since the "warning" from Manwin. The sky hasn't fallen, and I've noticed Mike South hasn't removed his blog entry in regards to Manwin doing a deal with or purchasing Reality Kings - so I'm glad I stood my ground in regards to my FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

Though I love a good fight, and have valiantly fought the good fight for quite some time now - I'm officially on break - indefinitely as of today.

I've come to realize that taking care of my spirit, and not allowing myself to be drained by others with certain agendas (be they positive or negative - of "good" or "ill" intent) is vital at this stage of my personal development.

I've worked though much hurt and have faced (and conquered) many demons. I've witnessed amazing change manifest from my efforts and contributions to certain causes and it's been cool to see the truth in the phrase "one person can make a difference".

However, if there's one thing I've always had the gift of knowing - it's the knowledge of when to move on. I have a great sense of timing, which is why I choose not to wear a watch. I haven't had the opportunity to travel as much as I'd like to, attain as much as I'd like to materially or have a child. I want to and will do these things. I plan on living a very long and happy life - and I'll manipulate time ( if needed ) to do so.

So to conclude this entry - I suppose I'll just say that I'm done bringing certain issues to the forefront. I will complete the work I've already begun in regards to compiling and sharing some data of which I've already touched on, but I've delved as deep as I feel like going in regards to sharing my thoughts, views and truths of the world of adult entertainment.

Next subject matter of choice to explore - individuals with newly activated "paranormal" abilities. Considering that I had a dream last night about poisoning a Scorpion which helped me gain understanding as to why I enjoy gazing at the stars of Orion's belt - I have a feeling that this era I'm transitioning into will be quite nice.