Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Psalm 35 - Of David

I read this Psalm this morning - it was exactly what I needed to read.

Psalm 35

Of David.

Contend, Lord, with those who contend with me;
    fight against those who fight against me.
Take up shield and armor;
    arise and come to my aid.
Brandish spear and javelin[a]
    against those who pursue me.
Say to me,
    “I am your salvation.
May those who seek my life
    be disgraced and put to shame;
may those who plot my ruin
    be turned back in dismay.
May they be like chaff before the wind,
    with the angel of the Lord driving them away;
may their path be dark and slippery,
    with the angel of the Lord pursuing them.
Since they hid their net for me without cause
    and without cause dug a pit for me,
may ruin overtake them by surprise—
    may the net they hid entangle them,
    may they fall into the pit, to their ruin.
Then my soul will rejoice in the Lord
    and delight in his salvation.
10 My whole being will exclaim,
    “Who is like you, Lord?
You rescue the poor from those too strong for them,
    the poor and needy from those who rob them.”
11 Ruthless witnesses come forward;
    they question me on things I know nothing about.
12 They repay me evil for good
    and leave me like one bereaved.
13 Yet when they were ill, I put on sackcloth
    and humbled myself with fasting.
When my prayers returned to me unanswered,
14     I went about mourning
    as though for my friend or brother.
I bowed my head in grief
    as though weeping for my mother.
15 But when I stumbled, they gathered in glee;
    assailants gathered against me without my knowledge.
    They slandered me without ceasing.
16 Like the ungodly they maliciously mocked;[b]
    they gnashed their teeth at me.
17 How long, Lord, will you look on?
    Rescue me from their ravages,
    my precious life from these lions.
18 I will give you thanks in the great assembly;
    among the throngs I will praise you.
19 Do not let those gloat over me
    who are my enemies without cause;
do not let those who hate me without reason
    maliciously wink the eye.
20 They do not speak peaceably,
    but devise false accusations
    against those who live quietly in the land.
21 They sneer at me and say, “Aha! Aha!
    With our own eyes we have seen it.”
22 Lord, you have seen this; do not be silent.
    Do not be far from me, Lord.
23 Awake, and rise to my defense!
    Contend for me, my God and Lord.
24 Vindicate me in your righteousness, Lord my God;
    do not let them gloat over me.
25 Do not let them think, “Aha, just what we wanted!”
    or say, “We have swallowed him up.”
26 May all who gloat over my distress
    be put to shame and confusion;
may all who exalt themselves over me
    be clothed with shame and disgrace.
27 May those who delight in my vindication
    shout for joy and gladness;
may they always say, “The Lord be exalted,
    who delights in the well-being of his servant.”
28 My tongue will proclaim your righteousness,
    your praises all day long.

And this is exactly what I needed to hear:

Friday, September 07, 2012

The truth of what many LA porn industry people attempt to practice

This will be a bit hard for some of you to handle, but just as you should know the truth of the good, you need to know the truth of what the good has to go to battle against. Thanks Makalesi for breaking it down.

Fortunately being that the Los Angeles porn industry magick practitioners & satanists are idiots and follow Crowley rather than the source of which Crowley's entire "religion" is based on (PB Randolph) - there's not much to worry about. No one who follows Crowley EVER succeeds because he corrupted the source and has it all wrong (here's a clue as to why...you can't artificially create LOVE).

I will discuss this subject matter in detail on this Sunday's webcast of ChristianPornstar.com  at 3pm PST on Blogtv.com/People/MonicaFoster

Thursday, September 06, 2012

Monica Foster of Christian Pornstar - Syphilis, Mr. Marcus, Paul Ryan, Deneeta Pope & Racism

Monica Foster hosts another Christian Pornstar webcast of which she discusses with her live audience the current status of the Los Angeles porn industry Syphilis outbreak, Mr Marcus (who is at the center of the Syphilis issue), porn professionals taking responsibility for their actions, racism in the los angeles porn industry, racism in politics ( Paul Ryan unjustifiably opening a door of severe public scrutiny to private citizen Deneeta Pope who happens to be Black / African-American) and lastly discusses Diane Duke - president of the Free Speech Coalition who was just elected as FSC CEO for another 3 years.

Monica Foster concludes with her findings as to Morality In Media's essential theft of Desi Foxx's sex trafficking research (they have failed to give her credit for her hard work) and a prayer for those in and/or leaving the Los Angeles porn industry.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Comedy from Despair

I've done all I've been able to in regards to trying to find and share the truth in regards to Pornwikileaks, find restitution and justice for my family and find answers as to why those of which I KNOW were actively behind the venture have walked away without facing ANY legal consequences and are still freely able to make my life hell (while receiving support and positive validation for doing so).

No one believes me - that's what hurts the most. No one caring is what hurts just a bit more.

I hope some of you who've thrived on laughing at me, while at times I've barely been able to breathe over the past couple of years, have a certain reaction to this:

There may be more to come - or they may not...depends on how I feel. http://pornwikileaks.blogspot.com

Monday, August 27, 2012

Comedian Lahna Turner of The Perfect 10 podcast - Porn News Today Exclusive Interview


Click here for a link to my article on Lahna Turner and her podcast on www.PornNewsToday.com

Comedian Lahna Turner of The Perfect 10 Podcast (which also features her husband - comedian Ralphie May) chats with Monica Foster of PornNewsToday.com about her new webcast which features a segment called "Cooking With Pornstars" and her new mockumentary project which has the theme of "porn for married people with kids".

Sunday, August 26, 2012

ALL of my websites are for sale

All of my websites (including the attached social networking accounts) are for sale - either individually or bundled together. Just make a fair offer via email: monicaf001 at yahoo dot com

A listing of all my websites can be found on www.MindOfMonica.com

As a side note, I plan to "drop off the map" entirely as of 01/01/2013.

I realized today that the last few years of my life have been a complete waste. I've come to realize that the only way I'll ever have a chance at building a real life for myself and finding someone to start a family of my own with is by completely disconnecting from any and everything I've created over the past decade.

If you are a friend or acquaintance of mine, as of today you will no longer be hearing from me. Unfortunately any and everyone I currently know reminds me of my past and I've decided that I don't want to feel the pain attached to the memories any more.

All that really matters in life is finding someone who loves you and who you can love equally in return. I need to find what I feel really matters in order to finally be HAPPY. Many from my past have had the intention of BLOCKING and/or HINDERING me from finding HAPPINESS. Why that is, I'm not certain, but I'm not allowing it to happen anymore.

I have been lied to, manipulated, degraded, abused, and used for the majority of my life and I HAVE HAD ENOUGH. It all stops NOW.

To conclude, I will leave certain readers of this blog with this warning... If I do not find the happiness I seek within a reasonable amount of time, I guarantee I will hunt down each and every individual who has ever even in the SLIGHTEST way fucked me over and I will make your life and the life of your family 100 times more miserable than you've ever made mine. I will fuck over your life to such a degree that you will end it by your own hand. I suggest to all my enemies (whether I know of you or not) to pray that I find happiness - because your future greatly depends on mine.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Christian Pornstar - Syphilis in the Porn Industry, a prayer for Shy Love & websites for sale


On this Monica Foster at Home ( Christian Pornstar edition) webcast, Monica gives an update on the current Syphilis (a curable but potentially deadly sexually transmitted disease STD) outbreak which has forced the Los Angeles porn industry to essentially shut down. Monica Foster also shares her concern for a porn agent named Shy Love, who has made mistakes in the past, but has done the right thing in regards to notifying the public and press about a pornstar of which she recently represented who may be the source of the current Los Angeles porn industry Syphilis outbreak (which has had national news coverage and has affected the porn industry as a whole).

Monica encourages her viewers to say a short prayer for Shy Love being that her choice to speak out and take action in effort to protect the health of Los Angeles porn industry performers has brought criticism, bullying, negativity, hate, stress and death threats upon her from her industry peers.

Monica feels that Shy Love needs support and encouragement from the public to change for the better and continue to do the right thing so that Jesus Christ assist in delivering her from the dangers of the Los Angeles porn industry - especially considering that she's a mother and currently pregnant.

Monica also shares that her websites PornNewsToday.com and PornstarHookerAlert.com are for sale to anyone with good intention looking to establish themselves within the world of adult entertainment.

Tuesday, August 07, 2012

Monica Foster at Home - closing statements on life, Christian Pornstar & the porn industry & more


Monica specifically discusses Gabby Douglas, Paris Jackson, TJ Jackson, Kim Kardashian, and her interview with Nick Manning - a male pornstar who she feels misrepresented himself spiritually and who may be associated with individuals (possibly people associated with Scientology / Scientologists) who attempted to utilize and exploit the Christian Pornstar awareness movement to further their professional presence.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Monica Foster At Home - Christian Pornstar edition - a prayer for Tanner Mayes and the truth about Los Angeles porn

Monica Foster At Home - Christian Pornstar edition - a prayer for Tanner Mayes and the truth about Los Angeles porn



Webcam model, author, artist and online media mogul Monica Foster says a special prayer for pornstar Tanner Mayes who appears to have hit a rough time of her life. Monica explains her latest project Pornstar Hooker Alert and shares about how the foundation of the Los Angeles porn industry is illegal prostitution and escorting. Monica also introduces her latest project Perfect For Porn.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Monica Foster interviews Nick Manning - and he's a Christian Pornstar !!!

***Update: Sources close to Nick Manning have disclosed that he mis-represented himself to Monica Foster and ChristianPornstar.com most likely in effort to gain publicity - it seems he in actuality is following Scientology as of current. Please view the most recent Monica At Home broadcast for further detail. Porn News Today & Christian Pornstar no longer endorse or have any affiliation with Nick Manning or his associates.
[I thought] I found a Christian Pornstar - and it's superstar Nick Manning !!!!! Read the article on PornNewsToday.com which goes with this interview by clicking here.

Sunday, July 01, 2012

A new webcast from Monica Foster & Desi Foxx - Porn In the Valley

Please enjoy the premier webcast of Porn In The Valley featuring Monica Foster and Desi Foxx - are you ready for the truth about the Los Angeles porn industry? Probably not but here it is...(excuse the technical difficulties with Skype)

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Check out the preview for the new Monica Foster & Desi Foxx joint webcast: Porn In The Valley

Enjoy the preview I put together for the joint webcast featuring myself and Desi Foxx ... Porn In The Valley !

Friday, June 22, 2012

Monica Foster on Christian Pornstar - racism, sell outs within ethnic groups and dichotomy.





Monica Foster begins this Christian Pornstar segment with a prayer, explains her newest venture to assist law enforcement and sex trafficking organizations ( PornStar Hooker Alert), addresses the issue of racism within the Los Angeles porn industry, explains that it's often "sell outs" of particular ethnic groups that perpetuate racism in any industry and lastly discusses the concept of dichotomy within humans and how she feels everyone innately embodies both the light and the dark (it's our free will which determines which side we align ourselves with).

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Destroying the root of what tried to silence me.


This weekend some solid proof has surfaced that porn IS the gateway to illegal escorting. I will be posting this proof and research in the form of an article on both www.PornNewsToday.com and my upcoming site which is set to launch next weekend www.PornStarHookerAlert.com

A woman was recently arrested who appears to have essentially entered the Los Angeles porn industry to increase her rate and status as a prostitute. This woman's arrest enabled me to research and compile data which links the agencies of which she was associated with as an prostitute, to the agency of which she's associated with as a pornstar. While researching this situation, I also realized and will bring to light some details in regards a popular pornstar who died not too long ago named Hunter Bryce (allegedly via a drug overdose).

In my view the research of this issue, which I will post tomorrow, proves further that the Los Angeles porn industry is beyond dangerous and must be swept clean of every single illegal escort and prostitution ring operator along with their associates (which is the goal of my new website www.PornStarHookerAlert.com).  These criminals must all be convicted, brought to justice and jailed (or deported).

The Los Angeles porn industry's STD testing system is pointless and it's time for the general public to know THE TRUTH AS TO WHY. It's also time to prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that condoms (barrier protection) MUST BE MANDATORY in ALL PORN shot within the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. Pornstars who work double time as prostitutes, regularly have unprotected sex with UNTESTED "Johns"  - while shooting (as soon as the next day in some cases) with their TESTED peers in the porn pool - which can (and does) result in the transmission of STD's from their escort clientele to the Los Angeles porn industry talent (who consistently and unjustifiably perpetuate the lie of being the "safest group of people to have sex within").

Some people within the Los Angeles porn industry are calling me a hypocrite and a "scumbag" by launching www.PornStarHookerAlert.com  To those people who think that, I suggest you read the mission statement of the website along with the letter I wrote to the public introducing the site on the attached blog http://pornstarhookeralert.blogspot.com

Now if after you read the mission of www.PornStarHookerAlert.com , the blog and watch the embedded video blog, you still find yourself labeling me as a "scumbag" - I simply have the following to say to you:

If you go against me, not only will you be openly identifying yourself as a criminal and one who supports and endorses criminal activity...you'll be labeled as a TERRORIST who resides on AMERICAN SOIL which is completely UNACCEPTABLE to the general populace of our country.

I've had nearly everything taken from me since I chose to leave and speak out about my time as a performer in the Los Angeles porn industry. I am alone, with very little material wise and have no hope or prospects in regards to a romantic relationship or in having children.  I'm an outcast and will always be to a degree since being identified to the mainstream public as a sex worker. I couldn't be a prostitute if I even wanted to  (Los Angeles porn criminals made certain of that), so I figure since I have nothing to lose, no prospects, no ties, no major responsibilities and can't reap the benefits financially of my porn (which unbeknownst to me was merely an advertisement for the escort life I didn't know I was being corralled into) I'm left with nothing to do but DESTROY the issue of my torment...AND I WILL.

Being that I will be doing NOTHING wrong and will not be breaking ANY LAWS by launching www.PornStarHookerAlert.com (which will assist law enforcement in identifying EVERY SINGLE illegal escort and prostitution ring attached to the Los Angeles porn industry) the only way to stop me is to:

1) Give me back EVERYTHING that was taken from me - multiplied by 100.

or

2) Kill me.

Regardless of the option chosen (or not chosen), I win.

End of discussion.

Friday, June 01, 2012

Pornstar Hooker Alert - coming soon...


This is a resource website I'm working on which will be live and operational soon.
I believe it will make a positive change not just in America, but throughout the world.


Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Monica Foster at Home : LA porn industry selling synthetic drug type substances as herbal incense and bath salts to teens




Click here to read my article about this issue on www.PornNewsToday.com


On this Monica Foster at Home ( Christian Pornstar edition broadcast ) Monica Foster discusses how Los Angeles porn industry professionals are moving into the SYNTHETIC drug industry by legally selling the substances which emulate marijuana, cocaine, ecstacy, cystal meth, etc as "herbal incense" and "bath salts".
Monica Foster shares a recent news story out of Miami which recently made national news about a man who reportedly may have been high on bath salts who attacked a victim and then proceeded to eat their face (cannibalism).

Monica explains to her viewers how porn directors such as Will Ryder akak Jeff Mullen are actively marketing "legal highs" as herbal incenses and bath salts to people as younger (or younger) than 18 years old online through pornography cross promotion.

Monica warns that these are highly addictive substances (just as pornography is highly addictive psychologically) and concludes by questioning how wide spread the use of theses substances are in the Los Angeles porn industry.

Did pornstars Steve Driver and Sledge Hammer use herbal incense and bath salts to achieve a legal high that wouldn't be detectable on a drug test, but that may have caused their strange, violent and erratic behavior before their deaths?

Charlie Sheen and Bree Olson appear to be actively assisting Will Ryder of All Media Play / Sitcums with his promotion of these potentially dangerous substances. Are their "testimonials" real?

Friday, May 25, 2012

Monday, May 21, 2012

Monday, May 14, 2012

Not much going on and I'm glad

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Saturday, April 28, 2012

www.PornNewsToday has a fresh look!

PornNewsToday (PNT) has a new home and look! 

This week, I'm in the process of transferring Porn News Today from here on Blogger to it's new home:

I should have everything functional and integrated with www.MonicaAtHome.com , www.ChristianPornStar.com and several other websites by the end of the week! 

Make sure you update your bookmarks to www.PornNewsToday.com to keep up with the latest and greatest adult industry news posts and commentaries by yours truly - Monica Foster :)

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

This is my 2012 summertime theme song...
"So Excited" by Janet Jackson

ACT BAD - DON'T HURT ME - LOOK SEXY - TALK DIRTY!

Far better photos coming soon - I've been working out so I'm much tighter & toned now :)

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

That's right, if you're curious about who I am, meet me and view me live on webcam for a bit (or perhaps for an extended intimate encounter).

I'll be live all week on http://monicafoster.cammodels.com

(or you can find links to alternate webcam venues I'm on via my official website www.MonicaF.com)



Monday, April 16, 2012

An Oasis For Peaches
Yesterday was difficult - as goodbyes often are.

Today I concluded my time here on Earth with Peaches by laying his body to rest in the most beautiful and most appropriate place I could find.

Though I live in the scorching desert, I'm very fortunate to live within close proximity to a wetlands park and nature preserve of which many birds and other wildlife frequent.

Yesterday, while talking to my Mother, she suggested I bury Peaches next to a tree with "strong roots". She felt Peaches spirit would enjoy a nice view and some branches to perch on. Peaches used to view my Mother as a mobile "tree" and would take flight to chase her on occasion through the house in an attempt to utilize her head as a perch :)

Upon arriving at the wetlands, It took me a while to find the right tree...I had to hike pretty deep into the preserve. However once I saw a few birds aerial dancing and singing their songs, I knew I was getting close to the right place.

I could have sworn I saw the leaves of the tree I selected sparkle after I finished patting the ground back into place.

Almost immediately after returning Peaches' body to the earth, my Father called my cellphone to see how I was doing (our family has the best sense of timing). I let him know I'd just finished my journey with Peaches.

My Father had a chance to get to know Peaches right before I relocated to Los Angeles back in 2008. We reminisced and laughed a bit. After ending the conversation with my Father, I sat on a boulder next to a little creek, which was along side the tree I selected for Peaches and prayed.

My home is strangely quiet without Peaches here - but a part of his essence will always be with me and all who loved him.
Today Peaches, my beloved African peach-faced lovebird passed away.

Peaches was my constant companion since we found each other in Florida. He knew more about me than anyone on this planet & he never told my secrets. I don't know how I'll go on each day not hearing his vocalized sunshine. I'm happy to know he's in heaven with Jesus & God.

I have few in my life and I'm very sad one of the best few left today.

Peaches
Rest In Peace
1992 - April 15, 2012


Sunday, April 08, 2012

Happy Easter! Today is one of my favorite holidays because I love the meaning behind it. Jesus Christ knew that when he chose to share his controversial ideas and "fight the system" that not only would he be shunned by those who feared change and the future - he would be killed.

Jesus also knew however, that he not only was right, but that he would be resurrected - and he was.

Jesus had faith in God, and he had faith in himself - which is why I relate to Jesus at this point in my life at 33 years old, very very well.

I've come to learn that one of the reasons many people discount, discredit and even hate Jesus Christ is because his situation and experience is proof that God exists along with there being much more to the universe than initially meets the eye.

Jesus essentially dealt with Gangstalkers (please visit http://GangstalkingIsReal.blogspot.com to learn more). Those who participate in Gangstalking often don't have a belief in God or Jesus because they fear not only being wrong, but also failing at their objective.

I am seen as "controversial", "eccentric", "crazy" etc...but in actuality I'm just honest. I say what's on my mind and no longer am out to please anyone or be liked (I wasted too many years not being myself). I don't care to belong to a group of any sort - I enjoy and have found peace within my independent individuality.

My mindset makes certain types of people on this planet realize that they're powerless - not just in regards to me, but in regards to events in general. People who fear my mindset will not make up the majority of our society in the near future. Change isn't just coming - it's occurred.

Don't miss my live broadcast today of www.ChristianPornstar.com on www.blogtv.com/People/MonicaFoster - it will be cool.

Thursday, April 05, 2012

Today I've had a relatively good day. As of late I've been feeling happier and much more centered than I ever have in my life - I've been having much more fun as well.

I've battled and triumphed over many demons, both internal and external (as you my readers, fans and friends are aware of) - and I've learned how to reflect in a far more healthier way than I ever would have imagined. I've come to learn that personal reflection is a vital skill one should strive to develop in order to continue on a path of healthy evolution.

While skimming through some adult industry (porn related) news items to update my news blog www.PornNewsToday.com this afternoon - I came across 2 items which prompted me to share a very personal instance of my life with my twitter followers on @MonicaFoster :

I feel good today, so I'm going to share something personal with all of you to clue you into exactly what type of person I am.

Several years ago when I was a bartender and stripper in Florida, I met a man I started dating and wound up living with for a while. This man had a son, who I bonded with and treated as my own. Unfortunately as time went on, I came to realize the man I lived with had a major drinking, drug and gambling problem. He lost his job and I wound up having to cover all the bills.

I'd have ditched this man earlier but I had grown to love his son like my own child. Finally when I couldn't take it anymore and was about to leave I realized I was pregnant.

I made the mistake of telling the guy I was living with. I told him I'd keep the kid, but that I couldn't live with him due to his lack of motivation and addiction. He flipped out and hit me. I hit him back. Cops were called, and though I paid all the bills and rent for the house we shared, I left and stayed with my mother.

I filed a restraining order on the loser I was dating, and before going to court to extend the order weeks later I had an abortion. Yes I KILLED something living. Why? Because it was a part of me I was willing to let go of from the past, and a part of him he was hoping to retain for the future to maintain a link to someone that was BETTER than him.
 
Looking back, I have no regret having KILLED a piece of that man. I'd do it again if I had too. The lesson here is: as a person in this world, you have to realize that the weak will do anything to have a link to the strong. It's a survival thing. However the majority of the weak shouldn't continue to exist to begin with. Weak creatures bring the world down and prevent progress.

If you are strong and identify some weak loser trying to attach themselves to you, KILL the connection. Do no hesitate and do not think about it, just do it.

So to conclude my personal story, after I aborted the loser I was living with's seed, I went to court, faced him and extended the restraining order. Upon exiting the court room the loser I dated said to the judge "Oh, my ex is pregnant with my kid, what about that?".

Before the judge could answer I responded "Nope, not anymore. I killed your kid".

I walked out the courtroom, my Dad picked me up out front, and took me to lunch. It turned out to be a good day.

I suppose when my stalkers say I'm a kid killer, it's true. Now you know the type of person I am, and some of what I'm capable of.


The 2 news items which prompted me to share this experience from my life, can be found on this link (an article about a new pornstar named Casey Cums who desperately needs some psychological therapy and who unfortunately is hurting the efforts of women such as myself who are trying to bring awareness to why change must take place in the Los Angeles porn industry) and on this link (an article about a man named Hunter Moore who is financially benefiting from stalking, harassing, defaming, terrorizing and emotionally hurting women - a weak waste of a human who should not exist).
This CNN piece goes to show that many people in America still are unable to comprehend that African-Americans had to OVERCOME SLAVERY and as of current STILL are not viewed by many as EQUALS to other ethnicities! In other words... WHEN ARE WHITE PEOPLE GOING TO GET IT?

Truthfully I think most white people in America DO get it, but they're just PLAYING DUMB!

Does "white" America REALLY want a race war? I hope not because "white" America will not win...

I'm glad Mary J. Blige spoke up and had that Burger King ad PULLED! It's obvious the Burger King production crew did NOT give her a clear picture as to how that commercial would be edited!

The 2 commentators in the video piece below are a couple of WHITE ASSHOLES - especially the guy on the right.


Tuesday, April 03, 2012

This is an interesting situation:



I can relate to where this woman is coming from (take a look at my blog www.PornNewsToday.com and you'll understand why). She's a natural truth seeker - very detail oriented - a bit intuitive and can't help but fight for the greater good.

This woman is an "Indigo" which is the future of humanity. She will win her fight because you can't fight the future.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Enjoy my latest Monica Foster interview with Lacy Burke - producer and director of the controversial porn industry "into the mainstream" crossover film Car Date - www.CarDateMovie.com - a www.MonicaAtHome.com exclusive (I will upload this interview to www.youtube.com/MonicaAtHome shortly)


Here is the complete edited interview




Below is the raw interview from blogtv.com complete with the live chat feed.

Part 1


Lacy Burke Interview 03- Broadcast your self LIVE

Part 2


Lacy Burke Interview 02- Broadcast your self LIVE

Part 3


Lacy Burke Interview 01- Broadcast your self LIVE

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

THIS is who should be leading the Sex Workers Rights Movement. The young woman in the videos below known as Rayra and HappyHooker83 speaks her mind on Michael Whiteacre, Sex Workers Rights, Hypocrisy within the current mouthpieces of the Free Speech Coalition and much much more...

This young woman is one of the strongest, intelligent and centered women I've come across in a very long time. Thank you Jesus and God. Thank you.








Still I Rise
by Maya Angelou


You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.



Friday, March 16, 2012

Click below to watch Thursday's live webcast of Monica Foster for ATR


You can catch the show live every Thursday at 8pm exclusively on

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

There's been some strange news lately in regards to paranormal activity in the "normal" news...

I present you with Niburu. Some people are going to be in SO MUCH TROUBLE because I AM TELLING ON YOU!

Happy 2012 :)



Saturday, March 10, 2012

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Wednesday, February 22, 2012





In part 1 of this broadcast, Monica Foster reviews exactly what Christian Pornstar is all about and relates that Christian Pornstar is designed to be controversial. Monica shares how she find's it interesting that those who are most critical of the show, are those with the most to hide, who probably wouldn't fair too well themselves in the "public eye".

Monica Foster then touches on the week's top porn and adult entertainment industry news stories - Stephanie Adams being mishandled by New York police officers and being accused of being a vampire & Claire Sinclaire being allegedly battered by Marsten Hefner (Hugh Hefner's son) .

Monica concludes with her thoughts on the religious group Jews For Jesus before going into part 2 of the broadcast (which will be the next Monica At Home Christian Pornstar upload) of which the Los Angeles porn industry's new laws which MUST be acknowledged and followed (such as the condom mandates) will be discussed.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Tuesday, February 07, 2012




Monica Foster discusses the concepts of expectations and the unexpected of 2012 along with the importance of maintaining faith in God and Jesus (Christianity) when working as an adult entertainer.

In porn industry news Monica discusses Amile Waters and an issue she's dealing with post porn. Monica
also congratulates Jada Fire on her retirement from porn. Monica then discusses her thoughts on Abc nightline's report on pornstar James Deen and how she feels his comments serve as a tactic to recruit teenagers (namely teenage girls) into the porn industry and immoral sexual lifestyle of which the porn industry promotes.

Monica Foster questions as to if James Deen is in actuality a bi-sexual in his personal life and if he is indeed a "crossover" performer considering his new found affiliation with Bret Easton Ellis which has launched him into the mainstream entertainment spotlight.

Monday, February 06, 2012




Someone sure enjoys using the Freemasonry symbology...I love you Madonna!

Sunday, February 05, 2012

I've ascended to a new level of life this month...and I'm loving it. The song below expresses where I'm residing currently (on both the physical and spiritual planes) quite well. 



Saturday, January 28, 2012

Well it's been over 24 hours since the "warning" from Manwin. The sky hasn't fallen, and I've noticed Mike South hasn't removed his blog entry in regards to Manwin doing a deal with or purchasing Reality Kings - so I'm glad I stood my ground in regards to my FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

Though I love a good fight, and have valiantly fought the good fight for quite some time now - I'm officially on break - indefinitely as of today.

I've come to realize that taking care of my spirit, and not allowing myself to be drained by others with certain agendas (be they positive or negative - of "good" or "ill" intent) is vital at this stage of my personal development.

I've worked though much hurt and have faced (and conquered) many demons. I've witnessed amazing change manifest from my efforts and contributions to certain causes and it's been cool to see the truth in the phrase "one person can make a difference".

However, if there's one thing I've always had the gift of knowing - it's the knowledge of when to move on. I have a great sense of timing, which is why I choose not to wear a watch. I haven't had the opportunity to travel as much as I'd like to, attain as much as I'd like to materially or have a child. I want to and will do these things. I plan on living a very long and happy life - and I'll manipulate time ( if needed ) to do so.

So to conclude this entry - I suppose I'll just say that I'm done bringing certain issues to the forefront. I will complete the work I've already begun in regards to compiling and sharing some data of which I've already touched on, but I've delved as deep as I feel like going in regards to sharing my thoughts, views and truths of the world of adult entertainment.

Next subject matter of choice to explore - individuals with newly activated "paranormal" abilities. Considering that I had a dream last night about poisoning a Scorpion which helped me gain understanding as to why I enjoy gazing at the stars of Orion's belt - I have a feeling that this era I'm transitioning into will be quite nice.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Tonight I realized that there's a piece of a the "Monica Foster" story that I've never told - actually it was my interview for the most recent documentary I participated in, which activated the memory...

I was asked in the documentary whether or not I was ever in a relationship while I was actively shooting porn. Those of you who follow my blog know that I was...however upon recapping the situation in the documentary interview - I realized that the relationship wasn't only "one sided" - it was most likely a pre-meditated act (on my "boyfriend's" part and a "plan" to keep me active within the Los Angeles porn circuit.

Hindsight is 20/20 and upon looking back I can see that he was a blend between being a facilitator, enabler and pimp.

The one thing this man told me upon leaving me, was that he wanted to enter a relationship with a woman outside of the porn industry. Currently he is with another pornstar (lol).

I haven't wanted to ever relate this experience or my thoughts on this situation - primarily due to my feeling like a fool for having fallen for the act....

I've felt ashamed.

It's time now though - to put it out there - I wasn't my "boyfriend's" first victim - in fact the girl he worked on prior to myself is one of the top pornstars of today...

My account of this situation will outline EXACTLY how one tactic of the Los Angeles porn industry's recruitment system operates (and this particular system is universal across MANY industries). I hope my pain and heartbreak saves some other women from the same treatment and result of which I've suffered. In addition, I feel the world is deserving of knowing exactly how a pornstar like Jenna Haze comes about and is unwittingly developed - via the channel of the tragedy of the man she loved refusing to marry her - yet who continued to use and manipulate her for years to come all in the name of personal gain.

The truth is out there - but only the brave tell it (which is why the truth is rare to come across).

more to come as I collect my thoughts on this matter...

TRAUMA BONDING IS A BITCH ASS PUNK WHO'S ASS IT'S TIME
TO KICK OFF THE CURB.

for more definition and understanding - look at my entry for this date on www.Alexandralism.org 






Monday, January 23, 2012

It's about 1am Monday morning and I'm blogging a bit to reflect upon last week - as it's been quite an interesting one.

Last week bestowed more closure in regards to many of the life events I've shared with you all over the past few years. Last week also revealed and opened quite a few new gates of which I'm excited to step through.


  • Steps to ensure the physical, psychological and spiritual safety and health of other women who may have found themselves (or will find themselves in the future) on a life path similar to mine in dealing with those who run the "Los Angeles porn industry" have come to solid fruition via the vote by the Los Angeles city council in favor of making condoms mandatory for adult content production.
  • I received an email (posted in the blog entry prior to this one), which assists to verify that an adult industry attorney (Michael Fattorosi - a man who assisted in the terrorization, harassment and stalking of myself and family members), is indeed lacking ethics and any sense of morality professionally or personally.
  • The health, nutrition and wellness company of which I've chosen to begin my new career with trained me as to how to do a wellness evaluation on future clients. My mentor walked me through the process by doing an evaluation on yours truly. The result is that I have the body of a 23 year old. That's wonderful news.
  • I was given the opportunity to contribute to a documentary in regards to my thoughts on and experiences in the Los Angeles porn industry. It's been a while since I've stepped in front of a lense of which I don't control - however I had a good impression of the individual who extended the invitation so I placed my faith in God and Jesus Christ that he'll get my message out properly to those who need to hear it.

I took the week off from my webcasts www.MonicaAtHome.com , www.ChristianPornstar.com and www.DEOsports.net - I'll be picking up my schedule again this week. I feel pretty well rested now.

I'm hoping in March to take a few camping trips - the weather should be perfect.  Hopefully someone who's remained in the forefront of my mind although much time has past, will decide to come along. The desert is a strange - yet beautiful place to take refuge, heal and rest.

Saturday, January 21, 2012





Monica Foster on January 13th spoke about why condoms need to be required for the Los Angeles
porn industry - reason being the rapid spread of a new SUPER strain of gonorrhea.

As of January 17th the LA city council passed a vote making condoms 100% mandatory for the los angeles porn industry.

January 15 Monica Foster discusses the new trend of mainstream actresses possibly being recruited into porn via the playboy gateway. Monica Foster explains how mainstream under age actresses and musicians such as Taylor Momsen are being influenced by Lindsay Lohan
and others in the porn industry such as Jenna Haze into thinking that the only way they can gain fame is by going into the hard core pornography marketplace.

Monica explains that as long as the porn industry is trying to link up with the music industry - the SOPA act will never be taken seriously or considered by
the United States government. Monica feels that mainstream entertainment - especially the music industry should cut all ties with the pornography industry.

Monica Foster then goes on the discuss how finally people who depict minors in adult material (in her view directors and studio owners such as Will Ryder aka Jeff Mullen) are finally facing legal consequences.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Yesterday was an interesting day...

  • My instincts led me to attaining a new white pony for my little dog Panda.
  • Condoms have officially become mandatory in the Los Angeles porn industry - which is quite the victory for those of the light :) Read about it here. Not to brag...BUT I knew that CHANGE was coming.
  • I took the first step forward in my new career within the fitness, health and wellness field :)

I love 2012 - This year will be the ride of a lifetime - good thing I'm strapped in and ready to roll!

Thursday, January 12, 2012


Enjoy the latest broadcast of Monica Foster at Home Christian Pornstar Edition



Monica Foster discusses sex addiction and how to combat the issue. She also explains why the government is stepping in to take control porn industry at this stage being that porn has become the equivalent of a psychological drugs for much of the American public.

Monica gives an overview as to her new broadcast DEOSports.net and explains how athletics and exercise can assist with overcoming sex addiction.

Monica Foster later discusses how she's concerned about the Los Angeles porn industry, specifically being that as of current appears porn director Will Ryder and pornstar Cassandra Cruz (who is represented by
LA direct models) is targeting highschoolers for adult content.

Monica conveys how there's no longer any annonymity as a pornstar and how the porn industry is essentially ruining the lives of any highschooler who they potentially recruit.

Monica concludes with why the .xxx domain should be utilized by the entire porn industry - specifically the los angeles porn industry - and goes into detail about Manwin's opposition to ICann and .xxx - relating the correlation and parallels between ICann vs. Manwin and God Vs. Lucifer.

Sunday, January 08, 2012

Anti-Porn SUPER activist Mr. Whiteacre sure is a funny guy - even when he's pretending to be a staunch pro-porn and FSC (Free Speech Coalition) supporter, he drops a code line quite often that the anti-porn community understands and hears LOUD and CLEAR... "It's time to take out the trash".

It appears that today in the secret underground ICANN base, Mr. Whiteacre has been a fantastic help to Anti-Porn activist Monica Foster. He's managed to round up quite a few notable porn industry icons and toss them in the dumpster for Monica so that she can easily transport them to the .xxx domain.

Huma Weiner has taken the time to drop in, and President Obama skyped in for a briefing as to EXACTLY where within the .xxx domain each branch of the porn industry should be deported to.

As you can see, while Monica is bringing in the .xxx dialing device to connect to .xxx transport gate, her best friend anti-porn activist Desi Foxx is on her way to join in the fun of completing the mission of taking out the trash to WHERE IT BELONGS - the .XXX domain!



Friday, January 06, 2012

What have I been up to? www.PornInWorthWatching.com - join the movement.


Wednesday, January 04, 2012

It's FINALLY 2012 and life is great. I'm fit, I'm feeling fantastic and I'm looking fabulous. The world is my oyster and I'm bumping into beautiful pearls or wonder regardless of which direction I take.

As many of you have noticed - many additions and changes have been underway on my websites and blogs - and this is just the beginning.

This will be a very physical year for me - I'm getting certified as a personal trainer, I've decided to take up Golf lessons, and I'll be taking several trips to some hiking and camping spots I've been wanting to visit.

I'm fortunate to live in a city now where there's a TON to do, so I'm sure I'll be taking tons of videos and pictures of many of my adventures.  I suppose www.MonicaAtHome.com will have to spawn a new site in regards to me being out and about!

Below is January 1st's broadcast of www.ChristianPornstar.com - enjoy :)



Monday, January 02, 2012

Watch the launch webcast of Dykstra's Escort On Sports (DEOsports.net)! I wonder what Lenny Dykstra thinks of this? I'm sure he's the envy of his celeb scandal peers!