For Immediate Release:

Ex-Pornstar and current Anti-Porn activist Monica Foster, who is best known for her widely publicized scandal with baseball legend Lenny Dykstra in regards to a bad check for the amount of $1000 dollars, has returned to the spotlight with the launch of a sports and entertainment webcast entitled Dykstra’s Escort on Sports ( www.DEOSports.net and www.DystrasEscortOnSports.com ).

“DEOSports.net is the manifestation of me raising my fist in the air and proclaiming that I’m in it to win it and own it.”, states Monica Foster. “Since leaving the Los Angeles porn industry in early 2009 to rebuild my life away from the world of adult entertainment, and since taking a stand and speaking out against the illegal activities within and attached to the porn industry via my anti-porn website www.ChristianPornstar.com – both I and my close family members have been consistently stalked, terrorized, intimidated, threatened and harassed.”

Monica Foster goes on to say, “The stalking, threats, and harassment from people in and attached to the Los Angeles porn industry escalated dramatically when I found myself at the center of a media frenzy after my encounter with Lenny Dykstra. At that point in my life I knew I had to make a major change. I’ve spent the past year cleaning up and rebuilding my life. My goal is to move into the arena of health, fitness and wellness being that in my youth I was an avid athlete and have always been very health conscience. I’ve always had a major love of sports and technology so I feel this new innovative sports and entertainment webcast www.DEOSports.net will be a fun way to reconnect with my interest in sports and athletics while turning a negative instance from my past that my stalkers and critics like to use most against me, into something positive”.

Monica’s webcast Dykstra’s Escort on Sports will launch Decemeber 31st at 4pm PST / 7pm EST – for the live webcast links visit www.DEOSports.net or www.DykstrasEscortOnSports.com and make sure to follow Monica Foster on twitter by visiting on www.twitter.com/MonicaFoster

A little something new I've put together for my friends, fans and foes to enjoy...

www.PornWorthWatching.com

Enjoy a new broadcast of www.MonicaAtHome.com !



Enjoy this editorial cartoon as well - more on www.PornWorthWatching.com

As of today - this time of my life has come about full circle.





2012 will be wonderful.

An editorial cartoon, also known as a political cartoon, is an illustration containing a commentary that usually relates to current events or personalities.

They typically combine artistic skill, hyperbole and biting humour in order to question authority and draw attention to corruption and other social ills.

http://MrWhiteacre.blogspot.com - just for kicks...

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One of my twitter peeps @BrichBrinson who run's a radio show on blogtalkradio.com asked me to be a guest on his show last night - enjoy the broadcast replay below.

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A great piece of advice - courtesy a comment from a recent post on TheSuperficial.com

Eric | December 7, 2011 at 4:47 pm

I’m probably a little older than some of you, so I’ll give you the same advice my father gave me regarding bullies. Kick the shit out of them. Beat them like a rented mule.

This was before the days of some liberal lawyer suing a school district or some gay kid going on TV and telling everybody how he had to change districts.

Kick the shit out of the bully. If you are too small or too afraid, find three or four other small, afraid kids and kick the shit out of the bully. If you are a kid who isn’t being a bully but you see somebody being a bully, kick the shit out of them.

Whine all you want about Facebook and Twitter and how much harder it is now. Bullshit. Kick the shit out of the bully. Worked then, it’ll work now.

What was that advice again?

Kick the shit out of the bully.

An interesting article about organized stalking, Weinergate, Mike Stack, Desi Foxx and Pornwikileaks.

http://pornnewstoday.blogspot.com/2011/12/weinergate-xxxporntalk-mike-stack-aka.html

From the www.ChristianPornstar.com website

Monica Foster at Home - Christian Pornstar Edition 04 from Monica Foster on Vimeo.

Monica Foster talks about the ChristianPornstar.com movement, shares her views on the extreme dangers of porn, the AHF's efforts to make condom use mandatory in the Los Angeles porn industry, the importance of having a spiritual Christian foundation and the porn industry's ties to organized crime (along with their organized stalking activity).

I'll be live on webcam all weekend!

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The new genera of Adult Entertainment 

Christian Porn

I will be producing the first Christian Porn content in 2012

Look forward to it and welcome to the future.

Monica Foster at Home - Christian Pornstar Edition 03 - 21 Commandments , Alexandralism & Prayers from Monica Foster on Vimeo.

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I'll be live on webcam all weekend - make sure to get a private show with me!

Links to me on
www.MonicaF.com

On this edition of Monica Foster at Home - Christian Pornstar edition , I discuss the concept of "Christian Porn" - is it possible? If it is, what should be the guidelines?

Later in the broadcast I touch on several porn and "sex" related news items:

• the Herman Cain / Sharon Bialek allegations and Gloria Allred 's connections to the porn industry
• pornstar and reality star Kim Kardashian in the new Tyler Perry movie "The Marriage Counselor"
• Sasha Grey and her choice to read to first grade students in a Compton predominantly black and latin elementary school
• Pedophilia - the number one problem (according to Corey Feldman and many others ) in Hollywood -  and how I feel the porn industry, specifically certain porn professionals, may be encouraging and supporting the problem.  I note how the youngest character ( Rudy ) in Not The Cosbys XXX 2 (directed by Jeff Mullen aka Will Ryder ) was not depicted as being over the age of 18 years old (please skip to the 32 minutes mark to see footage from the movie and behind the scenes footage of the Rudy character clearly being depicted as a child) footage use via the US fair use act .

Keep in mind Not the Cosbys XXX 1 and 2 won several awards from AVN and Xbiz which in my view solidifies the Los Angeles porn industry supporting pedophilia themed porn, which supports the concept of child abuse world wide.

Tonight (this morning) I am sad, disappointed, ashamed (for having ever dealt with the United States porn industry) and ANGRY!

An adult content studio by the name of Evasive Angles created a porn parody based on Alex Haley's Roots

In a video blog I created on www.blogtv.com/People/MonicaFoster I discuss this issue.

Click here to sign the petition I created on Change.org about this issue.

Please assist me in halting it's distribution. I have made mistakes in the past (1 especially which was my participation in a parody that I am ASHAMED to have been a part of as of current), but it's not too late to correct and STOP other mistakes such as that from occurring.

I have compiled a list of people to contact who need to be aware of this situation and who may be able to assist in efforts to halt this movie's distribution - click here.

Yesterday's broadcast of Monica Foster @ Home - Christian Pornstar edition !

Check this video about Anti-Gravity technology - quite cool (literally)!




This Sunday at 3pm PST I will be conducting my first webcast for www.ChristianPornstar.com on www.blogtv.com/People/MonicaFoster - see you there.

There are some very good perspectives out there as to what really goes on in the porn industry. Here are some of my top picks.


www.GettingIntoPorn.com
by Monica Foster

Truth Behind the Fantasy of Porn
by Shelley Lubben

www.PornInTheValley.com
by Desi Foxx

The porn industry is much more than "porn" - many aspects of it are gateways to turning away from God, Jesus, the Light, and Good. I'm an unconventional Christian, but a Christian none the less - that's what's in my core.

I don't believe that Christianity is the only "right" path - I think all paths rooted in God, the light, good and doing what's right, each have a piece of the puzzle which makes up the "big picture".

I've wondered for a while why my life has taken the road it has - and I finally have a resolution. I feel that God set me on a mission to point other's in the "right direction", who've taken the road that I have - but who might still be a bit lost.

I suppose what I'm saying - is that I'm up for the job of being a "sign post" I suppose.

If there's one thing I've realized on my journey through the Los Angeles porn circuit - it's that through guilt and despair - certain "porn professionals" attempt to turn God's children away from the light permanently (and if they resist - these jerks will use " gang stalking " tactics to drive these souls to suicide before they can make it back to the light). The reason, is to attempt to gather souls and energy for their weak, demonic, satanic and losing side. I know because this nearly happened to me - but it didn't (God sent me some help just in time).

If you are reading this, I urge you to reach out to any adult industry worker you know, and tell them that they ARE GOOD ENOUGH for God, Jesus, good and/or the light. They just have to make a step in the right direction.

No one has to be perfect - you just need to try your best to do the right thing when you know you can.

Here are a few of the results from some photos sets I took of myself today. Quite a few of the photos from today I'll be using in my 2012 Monica Foster calendar project which will be available before Christmas.

Below is a new photo of me. Taking some more today :)

I've been feeling very good lately - very centered, relaxed and "at peace". If you want to see how I'm doing daily - follow me on twitter: www.twitter.com/MonicaFoster

A little something I manifested to create a window to my past, that I can open and look through anytime I desire.

http://www.PornNewsToday.com

http://pornnewstoday.blogspot.com

It's Porn Industry news from my perspective, and it doesn't matter whether anyone likes it or not. 

The above clip is one of my all time favorite movie scenes.Featuring Robin Givens and the legendary Grace Jones !

Diane Duke - Executive Director of the Free
Speech Coalition (FSC) - Is her goal to extort the
public and pervert the minds of children all in the
name of PORN and MONEY? Seems like it.

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.
On July 21, 2010 I wrote a blog entitled PornWikiLeaks 2.0 could happen including the names of pornstars AND porn VIEWERS. I was right (I hate being so darned accurate about the future of porn at times).

Porn companies and those with interest in the porn industry such as the FSC (Free Speech Coalition) over the past few months in the USAhave kept their attorneys busy filing lawsuits to "stop pirating" - but not against the file sharing sites (many of which the porn studios actually own). Instead against the end users who download the content. These lawsuits of course are all intended to be "settled" .

In the US, lawyers have issued tens of thousands of letters of demand to people accused of illegally downloading explicit content in the past year. Typically, these letters suggest that if the case were to go to court, the alleged downloader could, if found guilty, face fines of up to $150,000, plus costs.

Alternatively, they are told, the case could be settled immediately for a small fee, generally just a few thousand dollars. Many pay up rather than face the possible expense and humiliation of a court case. A similar approach has also been used with some success in Britain.

One of the primary attorneys handling these lawsuits in the US (Los Angeles - Porn Valley) ironically is Michael Fattorosi - the EXACT same attorney who advised Donny Long and other operators of the PornWikiLeaks website which terrorized, harassed, stalked and released the personal information of countless adult industry performers and professionals.

Looking back at the pornwikileaks issue - I still believe that it's intent may have been to eradicate adult performer's anonymity simply so lawyers representing porn studios would have justification in exposing the personal info of the end users the porn studios were planning to sue later if the user chose NOT to settle out of court.

Apparently this "extortion" trend the financially broken porn industry has begun to utilize just hit Australia. An Australian company trying to sue people for illegally downloading Hollywood movie Kill the Irishman has extensive links to internet pornography, raising suspicions that the legal action may in fact be a stalking horse for a larger assault on behalf of the porn industry.

As reported by Fairfax this month, Brisbane law firm Lloyds Solicitors, acting on behalf of the Gold Coast-based Movie Rights Group, has written to internet service providers including Telstra, iiNet, Internode and Exetel seeking the details of thousands of people alleged to have illegally downloaded the crime thriller Kill the Irishman in May.

An investigation by Fairfax has since revealed that the New Zealand-born brothers behind Movie Rights Group (Matthew Clapham and Richard Clapham) are major players in the internet porn industry, raising the possibility that their real motive is to sue thousands of Australians who have downloaded porn without paying for it.

Read more: http://www.theage.com.au/technology/technology-news/porn-link-tipped-in-net-piracy-case-20111017-1ltex.html#ixzz1b5XieOib

Richard Clapham

What I find interesting about this situation is that an organization here in the United States called the Free Speech Coalition (the FSC) while in support of these anti-piracy tactics (at one point in time Michael Fattorosi attempted to be a board member on the FSC), is AGAINST the implementation of the .XXX extension which would help to protect children from accessing porn online AND has gone as far as to grant membership to the FSC and support pornographers who depict children having sex in adult content.

Matthew Clapham

Amazing how completely disrespectful the so called "professionals" in and attached to the porn industry are in regards to the public. Porn professionals virtually invade your home, tempt you with "free" downloads, pervert your children, and then extort you later under the threat of humiliation.

Porn fans, you're far better off dealing with a LIVE and INDEPENDENT webcam girl in my opinion than bothering to support the unethical con-artists and extortionists which make up the traditional "porn industry".

opinion / editorial by Monica Foster

Having fun and laughing more while beetles stop by and say hi (from www.AlexandraMayers.com)

As I move forward through life (as if I or anyone else really has a choice - I still haven't seen any time machines on Yahoo shopping) I'm finding far more things comedic and entertaining than I used to.

I laugh at myself much more. I also find my negative feelings in regards to events and people from my past funny now days - primarily due to my realization of having placed far too much importance on things that really don't matter when it comes to the "big picture" of life.

This is an interesting phase to reside in.

Maybe I'm reaching true happiness. Who knows...at least I'm smiling more and am having some fun.

The only thing missing is a partner to be happy and have fun with.

From the Animal Totem Dictionary...
Although there is naturally a great attraction to spiritual matters, June Bug/Beetle will show how to balance and remain grounded. His wisdom teaches to navigate what is hidden in the sub/unconscious realms. Pay attention to nocturnal activities: dream time, journeys, and moments of waking, along with meditational impressions. Expect emotions to come to the surface as well as being emotionally tested in order to clean and clear the way for new and better things. Mental, spiritual, emotional movement appears in sets of 3.

Pay attention to synchronicities. He demonstrates exterior strength and fortitude and the use of a tough outer shell when needed. June Bug/Beetle demonstrates a higher intuition connection and a keen sense of discernment in all areas. He will show how to dig for answers to reveal the truths you need. He shows how to move with a sharp sense of timing. His medicine represents opportunities to recycle, reinvent and repurpose what you have, know, think and act. This self-reinvention may include participating in larger groups to expand knowledge and awareness. A balanced diet includes plenty of fruits, vegetables and grains. May or June is a significant indicator of events. The time period for June Bug/Beetle has various stages. Take notice of circumstances, dreams, wishes and encounters that may happen within the next two to five days. In 3 to 4 weeks lessons will be coming to swift manifestation. Be ready. In the last two to three years, have you been inspired to do something, have unfinished projects or endeavors that have been delayed? He will show how to progress forward as it is time to emerge.

The cause for .XXX domains gained ground today due to the Sesame Street porn incident. 
(from http://gettingintoporn.blogspot.com)

On October 16th, 2011 some idiot decided it would be fun to add porn clips to the Sesame Street youtube channel (click here to read about it on Cnet.com). I suppose it's not enough to add adult rated content to video games that teenagers have access too. Certain people are out to PERVERT the minds of children as well (I've been saying for a while now that quite a few porn industry "professionals" have an abnormal fixation with the merger of SEX and CHILDREN and keep trying to depict child themed situations in their porn movies - porn director Will Ryder sure did in that damn Not The Cosbys XXX 2 movie. )

Fortunately the operators of the Sesame Street youtube channel caught the incident within 22 mins of the clips being posted - however the channel did become unavailable.

In my view, this incident most likely will assist in the .XXX domain coming into effect and shortly being MANDATORY for all adult content to be placed under. Certain "porn professionals" have bitched and moaned about the cost of the domains, but perhaps that's PUNISHMENT for the lack of professionalism and responsibility the porn industry has displayed over the past decade.

The availability of adult material to youngsters is reaching a level of being out of control, and since a centralized internal regulation system which should monitor, control and account for such incidents and individuals is not in place - the government most likely will have to step in and create new laws.

When an internal system doesn't exist or fails, and external system will step in. Either conform or DEFECT (in other words get the fuck out the USA you unprofessional porn industry DEGENERATES)

Porn Wiki Leaks and projects of the like are a form of Gang Stalking.

If you are or were a victim of the Pornwikileaks project (or something similar) and are seeking understanding - I strongly advise you visit:

http://www.targetedindividuals.com

Also watch the following video (and it's associated part 2, 3, etc):

Also click the following link for resources on youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Countermeasures+for+Gang+Stalking&aq=f

My latest art piece entitled "Remembering" is available online for purchase on:

www.Etsy.com/shop/AlexandraMayers

Get a webcam show from me this week! I'm going to try to be online 24/7 !(yea, we'll see how that works out - LOL)


I've noticed a few commenters on certain adult blogs and forums having issue with my continuing to discuss the adult entertainment industry (along with my continuation to work within it independently) since my departure from the Los Angeles porn circuit. 
To those people, I have the following thought to share:

You can’t abort a baby once it’s born.


You can ask your brother or parents to raise it and never let that baby know you’re the parent, yes. You can put it up for adoption – sure. You can put it in the garbage even.


The thing is no matter what you do, that baby still will be around and still will be a part of you and still have your traits. You’ll ALWAYS be aware of it and that’s simply the punishment and burden you can’t avoid in such a situation.


Even if you KILL THE BABY, that baby still was there at one point and you’ll never forget it, and more than likely someone else will remember that at one point you were indeed pregnant with it and if that baby isn’t around after 9 months – questions will be asked.


The best thing to do with an unwanted baby – especially if you don’t want that baby to grow up, seek you out and turn on you once it realizes how much it was unwanted – is to ensure that baby is taken care of in the BEST way possible and that it’s allowed to grow and develop in such a healthy and happy fashion that you, the irresponsible selfish and incapable parent almost NEVER cross the mind of that (now grown) individual.


It’s also a great idea to stay as far away from that baby as possible once it becomes an adult being that you didn’t have the nerve to kill it when you could.


That baby deserves to live their life in ANY WAY THEY WANT – and most likely since that baby carries your genes – some things they do in life may be similar to things you’ve done…BUT that baby has someone else’s genes too, so they’re not exactly LIKE you and most likely are better and stronger than you being that they survived your rejection. I suppose that’s just how evolution works…


So to conclude, remember – you gave that baby up so you no longer have any right to dictate what that baby does or how that baby lives. My suggestion, is to always use birth control in the future so you don’t have to deal with such pain ever again.

Monica Foster on Dollhouse Radio - hosted by Sexy India

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As of today, I've come to the conclusion that it's time that I forgive Donny Long aka Donald Carlos Seoane - an ex pornstar , porn director and studio owner who was heavily involved in the Pornwikileaks project.

From December of 2010 to the present date, I've learned much more than I ever cared to about each and every individual who was involved in the Pornwikileaks project ; along with those who claimed to be against it, but in actuality stood to gain much from it's presence and closure.

I will never forget Donald's actions, however I do forgive him. I wish he and his family the best and I hope he in time is able to be a good father to his child.

Update: 1.3.2012 - Donny Long was utilized a a scapegoat for PornWikiLeaks. Click here for the truth.

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My final thoughts (for now at least) on the

Daisy Dare vs. MarcFromTheDark situation.

I'm glad I'm not the judge of "Pornstar Court"
Click the above link to read my thoughts - I made a separate page for my thoughts considering
how lengthy they are (as usual).

Monica Foster of MonicaAtHome.com, interviews pornstar Tucker Slain in effort to gets to the root of some recent issues within the porn and adult entertainment industry.
This video piece begins with footage of the Tucker Slain / Daisy Dare / Kenny webshows (footage provided by Marc / MarcFromTheDark ). Monica then interviews Tucker and he relates his experiences, thoughts and observations in regards to the very serious MarcFromTheDark vs Daisy Dare allegations (links can be found on MonicaAtHome.com )

Then Tucker Slain goes on to share his experiences and thoughts with pornstars Chad Diamond, Alana Evans and her husband Chris, Grace Evangeline, Beverly Paige, Scarlett Fey, Kendra Secrets, ChristianXXX, and the late Hunter Bryce.

Tucker Slain discusses his involvement with the August 2011 HIV case in the porn industry of which initially a performer allegedly tested positive, but has since tested negative.

Tucker also shares how he hopes that porn legend Tabitha Stevens does not believe what Alana Evans has been stating in regards to him, as he greatly admires and hopes to someday work with Tabitha.
Tucker Slain explains how his goal is not to be a pornstar - but rather a musician in time, however while he is in porn he will strive to be as professional and considerate as possible being that he loves being a part of the industry not just as a performer, but as a webcam model, entrepreneur and driver for performers without vehicles.

(side note: I have additional "Tucker Slain thoughts" that I will be editing together in the future in another video. Due to this video already being very long I had to leave them out).

Part 1


Part2

1-2-3-4 do I detect a twitter war? Maybe it should be more like 1-2-3-4- I declare a pimp war!

Recently a young lady who decided to take the plunge into the Los Angeles adult entertainment ( porn ) industry wrote a rather disturbing email / manifesto to a friend of mine who runs www.TheRealPornWikiLeaks.com. Daisy made several very serious allegations against a man by the name of Marc Drescher who whom brought her out to Los Angeles and who she worked with upon arrival.

Though I had the chance to speak with Daisy and set up an interview to get more details from her side of the situation, I have was notified at the scheduled time of the interview without prior notice that she now has legal council and has been advised not to do interviews.

I was contacted shortly after by Marc Drescher who wanted to share his side of the situation so the same day of Daisy's canceled interview, I interviewed him. Please watch parts 1 through 3 of this interview set featuring Marc Drescher (@markfromthedark), Britany Blaze (@Brittany_Blaze), Amanda Blow (@Amandablow), and last but not least Tucker Slain (@tuckerslain ). All individuals share their thoughts and perspectives on what is a rare look at a rather common situation in the adult entertainment sphere.

This particular situation is a rather dramatic one - however I personally feel all parties of whom I've spoken with are incredibly talented and intelligent individuals ( though they've taken an unconventional road in life ) and have been sincere.

Links:

Daisy Dare 's initial post / manifesto on TheRealPornWikiLeaks.com

Marc Drescher 's official website: www.MarcFromTheDark.com

Marc on Youtube.com

AdultTalentRegistry.com

AdultTalentRegistry on Youtube.com
Brittany Blaze 's official website

Amanda Blow's blog

Brittany Blaze and Amanda Blow on Youtube.com

Daisy Dare on Twitter

TuckerSlain on Twitter

Information on the Porn Industry - www.GettingIntoPorn.com and http://GettingIntoPorn.blogspot.com

Just added my latest painting to my Etsy.com online art shop.  If you'd like to own a piece of me feel free to purchase it by clicking here.

"Nerfertiti sees Jina in Akhenaten and likes it"

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For those of you interested in purchasing my art, you can do so on my Etsy.com online store: http://www.etsy.com/shop/AlexandraMayers 

(under my real name obviously).

I uploaded my first piece "Interdimensional Fertilization" tonight.

I'm still on Summer hiatus but I couldn't resist doing this Skype Interview with Misti Dawn of www.MeowMistiDawn.com





On this Interview Edition of Monica Foster at Home, I interview the incredibly intelligent and creative pornstar, model, and self described nerd Misti Dawn of www.MeowMistiDawn.com

This interview covers Misti's introduction to the adult entertainment world, her thoughts and experiences as a pornstar, some mainstream projects she's been a part of, the history and meaning behind her tattoos, along with how she's stayed true to who she is rather than allowing herself to be "remade" by the porn industry.

Misti shares her point of view in regards to an issue she had with Burning Angel ( Joanna Angel and Michael Fattorosi specifically ) and tells why she's since parted ways with the company.

Misti Dawn relates how much she enjoyed working with Belladonna and appreciates her performance style and shares what her ideal project would be to produce.

Misti explains how her technological background has assisted with her continuing to market herself independently and shares news on her upcoming independent and joint projects with other studios.

Misti finally shares how her video game (gamer girl) skills just landed her a new role in an upcoming feature from New Sensations.

On break from this blog, but I'll be back around September.

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Monica Foster interviews Digital Playground's newest and youngest contract girl and porn superstar on the rise, Bibi Jones.
Monica Foster and Bibi discuss her career, her interests, the adult entertainment industry and what you can expect from her in the near and far future!

A new broadcast of Monica Foster at Home.



Monica Foster shares some information which has been reported by Mike South of www.mikesouth.com on who has been found to be involved with the Pornwikileaks project. Monica also gives an update on Kacey Jordan aka Courtney Nicole.
Monica shares how she feels Misty Stone has a talent that reaches beyond the porn arena and shares her views on how she wishes more African American performers would make it known what they're up to career wise.
Lastly Monica shares her thoughts on Digital Playground's newest contract performer Bibi Jones and shares some information in regards to some online attacks she's dealt with, which were reported to her by Bibi's friend @MichaelLetts (as he's known on Twitter)

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I was invited to do an interview this afternoon for The Static Hour on Blogtalkradio.com - it was fun :)

Please view my latest update on how I've noticed Mallcom Inc / Jerry Aharony may be profiting from the Pornwikileaks venture which has terrorized myself, family and countless others.

Though I have much more certainty and clarity as to where I can go with my future from here, I've continued to have a rough time emotionally as of late due to the consistent harassment from those who operate the Pornwikileaks project (my stress and anxiety is off the charts and I still am in fear for my safety and life).

I have to say I'm very disappointed in much of humanity (especially people I considered my friends, aquaintences and peers) being that I've had very little assistance and support through this rather dark period of my life, but I suppose it's a lesson learned. Those who have been there for me - I will always consider true friends and I'm very grateful for their presence.

Today I had a bit of a bright spot - someone, who I've never met in person who attacked me apologized.

Here is the link to the video apology: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTe7QfKX-HI

I'm really surprised by this turn around, and I'm also very impressed. This guy showed a lot of strength and thoughtfulness. In this situation and at this time of my life I really needed such a peace offering.

On this installment of Monica Foster at Home , I discuss the most recent news in the adult entertainment (porn) industry - specifically Cal-OSHA's decision to implement a condom mandate (condoms are now required for sexual intercourse within porn industry ).

I also discuss the currently known details in regards to Kacey Jordan and her alleged rape and departure from twitter. I go over how her entrance, exit and thought process while working within the adult entertainment industry (porn and escorting) is not an uncommon one and how I feel many young men and women are conditioned by the media (adult and mainstream) into having unrealistic expectations in the "real world" - and how the porn industry (and entertainment in general) readily exploits young individuals who are naive and harbor far too much trust in people who are essentially predators.

I inserted Kacey Jordan's final twitter videos and photos of the bloody bedsheets of her alleged rape (which happened in the Aria Hotel in Las Vegas) into this broadcast (courtesy of her twitvid and twitpic accounts).

Towards the end of the broadcast I discuss how though I'm glad safer sex practices are being implemented into the porn industry, I fear for countless young men and women who will be lured out of the country to work in over-seas porn markets (where condoms are not mandatory and few things are regulated at all in regards to sex workers). I discuss the link between human trafficking and porn and provide tips and warning signs as to how to keep your friends, family and loved ones safe from falling unwittingly into a world that they may not be prepared for.

I also note the currently missing Lauren Spierer and how often women with her appearance and stats who go missing wind up either trafficked out of the country or in the domestic sex industry without anyone noticing.

Yesterday was a good day in Monica Foster Land.

As many of you who keep up with me are aware of - there has been a lot of debate and discussion within the adult entertainment and California legal/political arena as to whether or not condoms should be mandatory in the porn industry. Many of you know my views on the matter and FINALLY yesterday a conclusion (it may not be a permanent conclusion - but at least it is for now) was reached...read about it here:

Cal/OSHA advisors’ last public meeting on the adult film condoms issue

Mike South's take on the Cal-OSHA meeting

Yesterday's events, along with getting the chance to see an old friend of which I hadn't touched base with in a while, provided me with substantial conclusion and closure in regards to the past 3 years.

At this phase I feel very confident in moving forward in life, and I also feel that I'll receive a chance to regain certain opportunities and elements within my life of which I both lost and of which were essentially stolen from me.

At this point I have many enemies due to my choosing retaliation and retribution over "shutting up and walking away" - however I don't care, because throughout this journey I've learned not only that I have more strength than I was aware of, but that I'm a much better fighter than I'd ever imagined.

I've never been one to follow - I've also never been one to compromise. I'm an idealist (and can be a tad extreme in my views), however I'm always genuine and I speak and write from the heart (and of the truth as I know it).

At this phase I have a renewed sense of purpose and energy. I'm putting all of my time and energy into my uncompleted projects - mainly the character development of the many "off shoots" of "Monica Foster" - I hope that those of you who follow me, enjoy what I'll be manifesting between now and the end of the year.

I'll always look back at this stage of my life and remember that if you truly believe that something can happen, it will. I've learned that listening to yourself is the best option, because the Kingdom of God truly is within us all as both a united people and as individuals.

In the beginning of this installment of Monica Foster at Home, Monica shares another religious experience she had this morning in regards to God requesting that she return to the porn industry as a Christian adult actress / pornstar. Though she doesn't completely understand why God has prompted her to do this she doesn't question the path that she feels is set for her.

Later in the broadcast Monica Foster discusses today's press conference on CNN which featured Andrew Breitbart and Anthony Weiner. Monica shares her views as to why she feels the entire "scandal" was a minor issue which was blown out of proportion and questions why Breitbart took the actions against Weiner of which he did.

added note: Lenny Dykstra was arrested and jailed today :) Click here to read about it on the New York Times - karma is a bitch.....

Didn't expect to do a Monica Foster @ Home yesterday - but it was necessary.



Monica Foster gives a special report on some information Michael Whiteacre (producer of The Devil and Shelley Lubben) has recently brought to light on anti-porn Christian activist Shelley Lubben of the Pink Cross.
Monica shares her frustration in regards to the pro porn / anti-porn debate and relates how at this stage she is on neither side due to dealing with as much "Christian" harassment as she has porn industry harassment.
Monica speaks about how neither pro porn or anti-porn groups seem to get the point that they are 2 sides of the same coin which has serious flaws on each side.
At the end of the broadcast Monica Foster does a prayer / meditation session in effort for all the truths to finally come to light in relation to these issues and the people involved.

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It's amazing how adversity and hardship can really ignite your creative juices...

A new friend of mine asked me recently what would be a good way to make some extra money - I thought that was an odd question coming from her (her name is Michelle by the way) considering that she's a woman of such high stature, but she explained to me that times are tough for EVERYONE right now.

I explained to Michelle that my field of expertise is VERY limited - all I really know how to do is webcam, write, create blogs and websites, create graphics, take awesome photographs, edit video and build computers. I suggested that maybe Michelle should start some sort of online broadcast about something along the lines of fashion or being a mom on the go and that I could help her with it, but to my surprise she wanted to try out being a sexy webcam model!

Well - I decided to let Michelle take over my account on Streamate from time to time on
http://monicafoster.cammodels.com

I also set her up with a nice starter blog on


http://MichelleOxxx.blogspot.com

You can also catch her on twitter.com/MichelleOxxx - Who knows what she'll do from there...

***Update*** 

Decided in July not to do an adult parody/character of Michelle Obama - reserving it for something non-adult industry. The real Michelle Obama deserves something better than this.

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So the harassment continues from the losers behind pornwikileaks. This is the email that was sent through the contact form of my building's website to my apartment manager - at least now I have someone local who can vouch for this crap from these psychotic people.
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Hi ****

Here is a copy of the email we received. It came from the 'Contact Us' form from the building website.
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From: MF (note how they inserted my email in the from field)
Subject: Franklin Park Apartments
To: (removed)
Date: Thursday, May 26, 2011, 12:35 PM

Below is the result of your feedback form. It was submitted by
MF (MonicaF001@yahoo.com) on Thursday, May 26, 2011 at 15:35:07

Message: we have reason to believe (twitter comments) that *** in unit 118 is keeping several pets (birds, etc) in the apartment without paying the pet deposit of $250. she has just acquired a white dove and has tweeted several pictures of the animal.

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I hate linking to their stupid site, but here's the thread link on PWL that initiated this: http://www.pornwikileaks.com/forum/showthread.php?t=69231


You've Got to be kidding me - God sends me a dove (Phillip) and I took care of it and then released it. I have one little dog and another bird (a love bird) which my apartment manager has known about since I've lived in this building (since July of 2008). Luckily I live in a building with really good people who know what I've been dealing with since exiting the porn industry and speaking out.

When I think of all the stress, anxiety, pain and anguish that this has caused me and others - I want to scream but God is watching.

When I first recorded this and reviewed it I thought that this broadcast was a bit - well for lack of better terms "out of the realm of understanding" for most - but though it is edited - it's actually not and it's exactly how I feel. Enjoy - and to my enemies - you made a huge mistake tonight.




After you watch this I suggest you get to know someone who affirmed to me that I'm fine being exactly as I am : Shirley MacLaine - here is a recent interview with her on Coast To Coast AM - it is excellent! Click here to listen (you probably have to be a member of the site to listen).